ArkaSha with Niki
Messed

**Shanna Mine 💗

(shanna's reply in the previous chapter**)

^^^Thanks yes bales and follow my will. ^^^

^^^que is not lonely now^^

^^^ Here I will tell everything

^^^although I know you will not know^^^

^^^but I am relieved to be able to tell in the chat room we both^^^

^^^About one Shann, lo bener-bener block turns out^^^

^^^gpp dh...Stay well yes Tuan Putri nya Arka^^^

^^^Did I get up lg huh? ^^^

^^^gener just sahabatan doang sama Al?^^^

^^^Gue rose also gada means, you have blocked me ^^^

^^^^ ILY 💗^^^

Arkana awoke from her sleep upon hearing the sound of a tantrum coming from the first floor. She was sure it was her mother, because only the two of them were living in this house right now.

Slowly gathering his consciousness, he got up and walked down each step of the stairs to get to the ground floor. He opened his mother's bedroom door knob, immediately surprised to see the condition of his mother with a palm that was covered in fresh blood. He could see some broken flower vases lying on the floor.

He approached his mother, slowly hugged her tightly. "ma dengerin Arka.mama gini ginik, Please.dengerin Arka ma.." said Arkana increasingly tightly hugged the mother, then a sobbing that also sounded from his mouth.

His mother rebelled asking for the hug to be released. "you who have your father let you go!! mama hates you Ar..." Her mother's answer really pierced Arkana's heart. Just this time he heard his mother swearing at him. Sensing her mother growing rebellious, she slowly let go of her embrace.

His mother kept bowing with an unstoppable sobbing again. His palm continued to be adorned with blood flow, Arkana reflexes took a box of P3Ks intent on treating his mother's wounds. As he reached for his mother's hand, the owner of the hand violently refused.

"don't touch mama!! Go you Ar.." The scene that continues to dance in Arkana's ears. The sharp look from his mother's eyes made him grimace in heartache.

"GO!!" The last clash left Arkana not struggling anymore. The screams echoed in the room. He approached his mother, then whispered.

"Arka go ma..Don't hurt yourself mama anymore. Mama is not alone, Arka is for mama." Arkana left her mother alone.

Arkana rubbed her face in frustration. Every swipe and swearing that came out of his mother's mouth continued to dance in his ears. He was a little disappointed, the woman he never imagined would hate him was now scolding him. He doesn't even have the slightest mistake.

He returned to his room, violently swinging his body against the bed. He dipped his face, then shouted.

"Arrghhhhh...." Shouted Arkana with a face that still hung over the bed.

"sshhh..hhiiksss..huuuaaa.." the cry of a man who was tired of it all. He hated himself who could not protect his mother completely. He hated his father who had no heart for him. If only he could repeat time, he chose not to be born alone. However, every child cannot ask not to be born.

He hates everything. He rubbed his wet cheek with tears, with the end of the cry he grabbed his phone that was on the nightstand.

^^^Gue hates myself Shann^^

^^^gue failed to take care of my mother^^^

^^^This time Mama angrilyin me and lahalahin I^^^^

^^^Gue gada salah Shann, Everything is Papa's fault^^

^^^Please defend me Shan, I'm not wrong^^^

^^^Gue tired Shann^^^

Hoping for his message to be answered by Shanna, but nil. Salah himself asked Shanna to block his contact. For the umpteenth time Arkana sighed harshly.

"gue wants to die!!" quietly, he remembered the heart-wrenching curse. He closed his eyes deeply, trying to shake off everything that came to his mind. He wants to calm down now.

It didn't feel like for almost an hour he was silent with his eyes closed. Now Arkana was lulled with her dream, she was asleep now. May Arkana find her happiness in her sleep.

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" i'll pick you up tomorrow, I can't go alone anymore." Alruni said, Shanna is out of the hospital. His head was already lightened, only there was still a bandage still attached to his wrist. As he felt that he had improved, he decided to stay on campus tomorrow. He did not want so much to miss Anjel. He feared that it would affect his value.

"Yeah.." said Shanna refuting Alruni's words. From today he returns again to his home, his spoiled fashion back friday. He just wants to be in recovery to be treated by his mother.

He leaned on his bed, the room he had left for several weeks. Green shades decorate this room. But on the other hand, his mind was still not calm. Arkana just kept on gracing his mind. Hearts continue to be burdened with worry for Arkana, did the man send a message to her? What the guy will really tell in the chat room is both. "Hopefully you are fine Ar.." he murmured.

The room was so quiet, Shanna was focused with her thoughts regarding Arkana. So did Alruni who faithfully lay on the sofa in Shanna's room. Only the two of them were here, but with the door of the room open.

"Reyyyy...kok could be in an accident baby?" a sudden shrill voice rang out from Shanna's bedroom door. Suddenly the two people in the room looked up simultaneously and looked up.

The owner of the voice glanced at Alruni with a sharp look. Then he sat down next to Shanna on the bed.

"this is because Niki didn't pick up? huuffhhtt.." the sharp gaze returned to glance at Alruni. Alruni could only smile sweetly and glared annoyedly.

"Reyy has improved mother, Mother see Rey is already healthy gini...It's not Niki's fault.." Reply Shanna intends to defend Alruni. Yes, the figure of the woman who was creating this commotion was the Mother of Alruni. Tesa, a middle-aged woman with the age of 42, is the biological mother of Alruni. Like Mama Shanna, Mother Alruni also considers Shanna like her own child. Moreover, he did not have a daughter, of course he would love Shanna so much.

"that's really gpp, right?" The panic.

" in the bun..."

"who is bun?" The question came from Alruni's mouth.

"Just like his mother's love." his mother's answer who kept glancing at him sharply was very, very out of reason making Alruni shook his head uncharacteristically. The couple who always showed affection in front of him, both at home.even in the house of Shanna as well. They forgot their age.

"Well where's bun?" Ask Shanna.

"hmm..below dear, talk to your father." The tone of speech that suddenly changed 180 degrees, the affectionate speech he made to Shanna.

" the fate of stepchildren.." racau Alruni made the two women around him turn their heads with a satisfied laugh.