Another Winter
the Another Winter 35
In short, Hyuji just wanted to live a quiet life without any burden that made his heart feel unsettled. Although in reality, he had to go through a lot of things that made him almost give up.
The shuntai step, inversely proportional to the desired, returned to the small house where he lived alone. Dusk is still the light of the road that feels like a burden of tens of tons. Heavy and painful.
Hyuji pulled the fence lock hook, then walked towards the door of the house. Grab the key from inside the bag that is still comfortably perched on the boat, open the door, and lock it back.
The first thing Hyuji saw after entering the house was a wedding photo with John that he had just repaired a few days ago, he gave a homemade frame. His lips trembled violently, his heart throbbing in pain. Unable to endure the pain that managed to melt every inch of that feeling, Hyuji squeezed the clothes right on his chest, bowed and stunned as JiEun's words flashed again.
As soon as he approached the frame, lifting up the eyes could clearly summarize the smile of the two.
"So soon did you make John's decision?!" his groan held a sting with a mutter. "Even at—" Hyuji choked, even choking on the saliva that suddenly escaped through the esophagus. The frail body that also shook as she returned hysterically in tears, slumped into the floor without taking off even the slightest photo of their wedding. Nailed a fixed glance, Then hugged the wedding photo, tightly.
"You're going John! How am I supposed to tell our son about you?"
Devastated, Hyuji's feelings are out of shape. Even to just sneak, he seems to no longer be able to.
A second later, Hyuji brushed his tears. Get up and try to smile. He recalled how RyuJin's speech had become one thing that he encouraged to stay.
Your life has to go on, you're going to be a mother too, so just think about your son's future. Not the others! Rise up and fight for him, your flesh and blood! Raise him lovingly so that he becomes a useful child for you in the future. Prove to all those who throw you away, that you too can live happily! Because you are Song Hyuji!
The door knocked, Hyuji stopped crying. Deceiving him in a mess, tidying himself up. Then walk still with the tip of the nose reddened to open the door.
Like water in the cold season. Hyuji's body suddenly stiffened and frozen, blood that felt cold flowed and spread throughout the body. The haggard manic changed.
His hand moved about to push the door back closed, but with nimble presence out there holding the door with the soles of the feet wrapped in shiny black pantofel in his face so as not to clench.
"I beg you, this will be our last meeting Hyu! After this I won't bother you anymore!"
Hyuji's hand thrust was weakened, not even rebelling to let John remain in front of his two beads that were back in water. Hyuji slowly walked away from the door, feeling stupid for not being able to refuse John's plea.
"For what else? Just tell me where you are! Don't cross the line!"
John bowed regretfully with a bitter smile. "I'm sorry Hyu once again! I can't keep all my words and promises to you!"
Chief Hyuji nodded faintly. That was all he could do despite his small heart firmly resisting. Smiling no less bitterly, Hyuji again raised his gaze, summarizing John's features for him to explore through an opaque bead filled with nebulae.
"It's okay, we don't have any relationship now! You're free to do whatever you want!"
John pulled the sole of the foot he used to prop up the door, sighing regretfully because Hyuji heard the engagement news not from him, but JiEun.
"You heard it from JiEun noona, didn't you?" ask John sayu. "...and you deserve to hate me after everything you've been through Hyu! Again forgive me..."
John was flabbergasted, his two beads were raised quickly in order to notice Hyuji's figure. The lips of the woman he loved were seen vibrating between the dim lighting of the house.
Nope,
This can't happen!
He can't cry!
Suddenly the wind blew quite hard and strong, messing with John's mane which was locked in a turmoil of regret and fear. Hyuji was able to see how the usually sparkling deer bead had turned dim.
No less pathetic, Hyuji's figure looks very shattered in John's vision. He felt that he had made a wrong decision and was also stupid, taking off and making Hyuji fall apart like this made John's heart and feelings as if on a pickaxe that managed to destroy him as well.
"I..." said John slowly as he took his steps back one by one to get away from Hyuji. "—aku will go! You stay here any time!" His fingers clenched, firmly holding the arm that was about to stretch out to just want to touch Hyuji's presence before him.
"Good! You should have done that from the beginning! It's not that it gave me a stupid hope that would make me even worse in ruin!" hyuji's circus with a clear liquid dripping increasingly profusely at the tip and base of his eyes.
John's heart throbbed in pain, part of his love as if falling for granted upon hearing what he had just heard from Hyuji's lips. The clenched palm grew stronger, making his knuckle look white.
"You can hate me! But never forget the promise I made! In winter, when everything is done—" John paused for a moment, then continued. "...I'll find you back! Make you by my side once again!"
Hyuji was wide-eyed, the night wind was blowing again, quite cold this time. Make sure none of this happens. However the next sentence John spoke before actually leaving, made Hyuji weak. Unable to sustain the burden of his body and his inner suffering.
"...As my wife—lagi!". []
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Notes:
Sorry, the Winter Update will be a little late because Vi's revised some of the chapters already published. Because, when Vi's read back there are some uses of the word that are cliche and make uncomfortable. Once completed, Vi's try to be diligent Update as usual.
Thank you for reading another Winter so far. May you always be given health and fluency in any case.
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