Another Winter
the Another Winter 20

Thursdays,

A memory of happiness was turned back when he awaited the presence of John at this breakfast table. Some breakfast menu and also soup reliever deliberately made so that John again improved from the influence of soju last night.

Eyes puffy and still swollen, Hyuji tried to rearrange his heart. Trying to accept what is the decision of his beloved man.

Hyuji turned his head when he heard the creaking room door, revealing the figure of John carrying his suitcase from inside. The size is not too big, because the clothes they both have are not much. All this time they lived a simple life.

Hyuji's heart throbbed in pain when he found that everything that happened in his life was not a dream or just a drama story that he often saw on television. Smiled gently and waved, as if nothing had happened. That was all Hyuji could do right now.

"Come John! Eat the soup I made for you! "

John did not give any reaction, just a flat expression and walked over to Hyuji who had now opened the plate to get rice for John's man.

"You can make me change my mind a second time if you're still being kind to me like this Hyu... "

Hyuji's palm floated in the air, staring at John's flat expression for himself.

"No! You don't have to change your mind! I'm fine John! "

John smiled sarcastically as he grabbed the spoon on the right side of the soup and sipped it slowly.

"You're going back to mom's? "

"No! I'm going to my apartment! " he replied calmly while still enjoying Hyuji's soup.

Hyuji nodded awkwardly, followed by a smile at his banquet hall. When he heard that, Hyuji realized that after this he would walk alone. Without anyone who will accompany when sad or happy.

"Stay live here! "

Wh-wh-what for? Does he want to really kill me slowly with all the memories that are inside this house? Inner Hyuji in silence, trying to chew the food in his mouth even though it feels difficult.

"I don't think I deserve this house anymore! Let's just sell it, then we split the money for two! " clearly Hyuji chose the exit that he thought was best.

John was stagnant, he stared straight at the soup bowl before him.

"Did you forget what I said last night? "

Hyuji shook his head, with a sincere smile.

"No! I still remember it! And clearly! " said Hyuji in a low tone of voice. "Even it will probably be empty wishful thinking and hope that torments me every winter comes!"

John realized that maybe what Hyuji said was true, but did not rule out the possibility that he would fulfill his promise. He's not a stupid guy. John would never leave Hyuji for no reason, because truthfully, Hyuji had been everything to John all along.

"Ah, you made me cry again John!"

Sontak John raised his gaze and looked at Hyuji who was staring at the ceiling of the house while wiping away tears. It was a sight that John did not want to see.

"God... "

"Don't call me that John—"

"Then what should I call you? Hyuji is your name! " said John as if cold, but in his heart really wanted to hug the woman in front of him who was holding back his tears desperately.

"You're right!"

The mood returned awkward.

"I'll come when Brother Jin comes here! "

"You don't have to do it! " push Hyuji firmly. "We're going to lie to more and more people if we pretend to be okay!"

John rubbed the restless handle of the spoon on his palm, channeling all his disappointment to himself.

"I'll tell brother, and give him an explanation about us! "

"But you can't do it alone Hyu!"

"I'll do it myself!" suhut Hyuji won't let John say more. Then continue. "While it might hurt, I'll do it myself!"

John shook his head with a grin at the end of his lips. "You're so stubborn Hyu—"

"You already know that! And I will still be that Hyuji! Stubborn and annoying! "

The piece about her leaving Reyna came back. It made Hyuji's heart ache to the point of being unbearable. Cupping for a moment while biting the lower lip and squeezing the black shirt he was wearing, right on the chest.

"Hyu—"

"Don't go near John! Don't do that!"

John looked at Hyuji who was grimacing in pain. Putting the spoon roughly on the table, John grabbed the handle of the suitcase and intended to immediately lift his leg from there.

"I'm leaving now! " he said firmly.

There was no reply from Hyuji, but still stepped out. Stripping his heart with his ultimate goal, John grabbed the doorknob.

Hyuji, meanwhile, is stunned when John completely disappears behind the door. Even his cries broke out with a loud sound that he could not bear anymore. It's over, Song Hyuji and John Wilson.

It turns out that his assumption of happiness in the spring is wrong, all just a discourse for Hyuji and John who are both trying to stay together. And in the end, it was spring that bore witness to their separation.

John turned around when he was completely outside the gate of the house he was about to leave. "I'm sorry for all my decisions Hyu! I just don't want to see you hated! I promise to find you, and bring you back to my side! "[]