Always Gonna Be You
40. Life Is Like A Rollercoaster

Gemintang Sagara, our third son, was born healthy and survived without anything less through the caesarian section operation on Tuesday at 14:00. With BB/TB 3.3kg/55cm.

Rendra himself who cut the umbilical cord, put it on trial, accompanied him to do IMD, also hugged his body tightly as the effects of the anesthetic slowly began to disappear alternating with a biting cold that made his body shiver cold.

For the birth this time he can smile with relief, because Saga was born healthy and plump. With thick black hair, then the eyes, nose, lips, and face shape that plek ketiplex Rendra. So what's it on?

"Thank you Nggi fate, have two children like his father all. Be patient," Rakai shook his head in disbelief. As if trying to raise his heart.

But Rendra just chuckled happily, "This is concrete proof of man, how much love cave is like Anggi."

The expression of Rendra's laughter in front of many people including Papah Mamah made him sneer. Something never change.

Maybe because the feeling of happiness filled his heart to overflow, making everything so much easier. On the second day, she was able to go to the bathroom by herself. ASI is also smooth and immediately abundant. It is very different from the first birth.

On the third day, he was even allowed to go home. Welcomed Arung who immediately hugged him happy because four days did not meet.

"Mommy....Mommy...Hors...Ung...," so said Arung while pointing at him and then holding his own chest. Maybe more or less Mami Arung has gone home, so about.

At night they began to share tasks. He slept with Saga, while Rendra accompanied Arung who suddenly so often woke up from sleep and cried loudly.

"Well, why did you wake up again?"

He who was breastfeeding Saga heard Rendra's raucous voice as Arung cried for the last time. The wall clock shows 02:15.

"Hungry perhaps," he tried to come up with a solution.

"But don't want to drink milk" Rendra's voice sounded confused.

"Warm or cold?"

From the corner of his eye he saw Rendra checking the AC. But Arung still cried.

"Remember darling...."

He heard Rendra trying to talk to Arung who was still crying even though he had been carried. While glancing at him he saw Rendra was hugging Arung while stroking his back.

"Lemme know what's bothing you buddy?" rendra whispered but could still be heard by his ears.

"I'm here...."

Either because the sentence calms Rendra or it has been late crying, gradually Arung began to fall silent, and returned to sleep.

Then the event woke up and cried at night became a routine agenda for Arung for a week in a row. During that time, the real Rendra was speeding up to finish the thesis, and, must calm Arung by hugging him all night while whispering loving sentences drugging feelings - though Arung does not fully understand the meaning of these words, but does not the language of love directly penetrate the heart?- which must have been Rendra poulted out of his head as a master of demonic speech.

He laughed to himself when he remembered this. Rendra who is good at dreadlocks now must practice his skills to calm a child who cries all night. Absolutely perfect status switch. Good job, Mr. Darmastava.

And the sidelines kehectican help him take care of two babies, Rendra still have to do physiotherapy twice a week, the more days the results are seen. Become lighter and smoother when stepping foot. Although it still has to be helped by using the forearm.

Rendra also successfully completed the thesis. A bit of a delay is indeed from the target of graduation in February. But still be able to attend graduation in May, faster than he who even semester is applying for academic leave.

And while holding the 4-month-old Saga, for the second time in the same building and atmosphere but in a different time, he again heard the name Syailendra Darmastawa called by the MC to advance to the stage.

Like just yesterday. Even when they accidentally cross paths with the Dean of Philosophy who had once teased Rendra at graduate school, with laughter raised saying, "Waduh, you again Ren? Danger lest we be partners soon."

Which only Rendra responded with a knotty smile, "Looks like Sir."

But what he did not expect was the enthusiasm of Rendra, when tonight they were candle light dinner in the dining room.

--Haha, yes of course, the status of having two toddlers makes them finally decide to have a romantic dinner at home only. Happiness is not where, but with whom

"I'm going straight to the doctor."

He certainly can not hide a happy smile because Rendra has really returned to being the usual Rendra. Full of energy.

"I've also entered apple for educators."

"Doain is good."

"Such a late kayak did not just find the way at this age. There were two children" Rendra chuckled while shaking his head. "Child of three ding," ralat Rendra.

"Four and even a moment later" continued Rendra while glancing towards him.

But he did not criticize, preferring to discuss other things, "No word too late. But are you ready for a new world?"

"The same world as the usual brother."

Rendra smiled, "I can not be separated completely from ManjoMaju which can make me become a kayak now. Just a different priority."

"But to be honest, I'm more of a brother now" he smiled.

Rendra's eyes seemed to say 'why?'

"Fine, better" he answered, still smiling. "More makes me calm not to worry."

"Because I sometimes still like to worry that Abang again took part in a tender or take care of a project that is of great value and concerns many people..," this time he could not look at Rendra's bead.

"I'm afraid it's happened again."

"While our situation is different now. There are children who depend on us. I'm...."

Rendra grabbed his hand and squeezed it gently.

"Yes but I also know that you can not be separated from the business world," he nodded in understanding. "I know you have great abilities there."

"Just if you may ask," he ventured to stare at Rendra's bead. "Now find it safe Bang."

Rendra reached out to stroke her cheek gently, "I know. You don't have to worry."

What the hell's going on?

He went to the office restlessly. Although Rendra tried to calm him down by saying, "There's nothing. You calm down."

But the wrong expression of Rakai and Bang Leo's behavior when he saw it only made him more anxious.

"What's wrong?" tanyanya impatient when tonight he caught Rendra still busy calling in the workspace even though Arung had been waiting for Rendra's arrival to read the story before going to bed.

"No papa," Rendra was clearly trying to smile. "Help you who read the story for Arung first, ntar I will follow."

But Rendra did not follow. Until finally he knew Rendra was asleep in the workspace. Making him realize, something must have happened.

Something that made him worry and feel afraid was evident a few days later.

On Friday night, when they only stayed four at home, because Mba Suko's schedule was off. He was making milk for Arung when he heard the sound of a car tire squeak from the front yard of the house.

Making Rendra who was cradling Saga scream in panic, "Fine! Get in the room!!"

He who did not understand the meaning of Rendra's screams still standing in the pantry tried to close the milk can when a loud sound came from the direction of the living room.

YOHINNGNG!!!

The shock made the bottle he was holding fall to the floor. Coinciding with Rendra who grabbed his shoulder to immediately move from the pantry.

YOHINNGNG!!!

BRAKKKK!!!!

BRAKKKK!!!!

The loud noises that seemed to be coming from the glass and the smashed object made his body shiver in trembling.

Rendra just shook his head while hastily closing the room door then locked it and pushed the table and sofa to block the door.

YOHINNGNG!!!

"RENDRA!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?"

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

He was shivering even more as the door of their room was pounded with a very strong energy. While Arung and Saga started crying out of shock. Spontaneously he tried to cover both Arung and Saga's ears so as not to hear the commotion that occurred.

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

"RENDRA! DON'T BE A COWARD!!"

Rendra pulls him to go into Aruong's room.

"So sorry," said Rendra with a glittering face of anger while putting the still weeping Arung confused on his bed.

"Wait here."

"Where are you going?!"

"Attent."

"Hekhekhekhekhek..," with trembling hands he hurriedly stuffed the crying Saga with nen. While his right hand hugged Arung who was no longer crying but was hugging his waist tightly with a confused face. During that time he also tried to minimize fear by covering the ears of children.

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

"RENDRA!!"

The pounding on the door was getting louder and louder. Rendra staggered with the forearm trying as fast as possible to go to the workspace. Two minutes later he returned with his cell phone. Then shut the door of Arung's room and lock it.

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

"GET OUT YOU COWARD!!"

Rendra sat down next to him. Hastily typing something inside the phone.

DAG! DAG! DAG! DAG!

"RENDRA! I KNOW YOU'RE INSIDE!!!"

"I'm not going out" Rendra shook her head as she continued typing something inside the phone.

"It could be dead silly to get out."

He couldn't even ask. Prefer to hug tightly Saga and Arung.

I don't know how long he hugged the kids on the bed. Listening to the loud noises of broken glass and broken items in a gripping atmosphere. While Rendra hugged her tightly while kissing her hair deeply.

But gradually the angry screams and the sound of items being destroyed began to disappear. Change with a quiet atmosphere. Followed by Rakai's frantic scream, "REN??"

Along with the phone on, Rendra walked towards the door to open it. Followed by the appearance of Rakai with a pias face.

"Are you papa?" while looking at him who was still hugging the children.