Alina (Psychopaths Around You)
CHAPTER 31

Alina felt like her lips were all twisted, not the first time someone had expressed feelings in front of her. But this is different according to him, for a moment he thought what he had to say. He himself was not sure of his feelings for Ersin.

“Alina I'm waiting for your answer,” said Ersin, his gaze that never separated from Alina.

“So tell me why I should accept you?” ask Alina.

“You need a reason to like someone?” ask Ersin back.

“The first time we met unintentionally, the second time, you wanted to propose to me on matchmaking grounds. It doesn't make sense. You can like a girl just because of an accidental meeting? not long ago brother came alone and canceled the match.” Alina expressed her heart.

“You doubt me Alina, I am not a man of a dozen years. I don't have time to play with a woman. If by the time I propose to you and you accept it that second I can marry you.”

“You said, I have not understood what you have meant so far. Do you think you're the first man to pay attention to me? I'm just a little girl who's only a dozen, how can I marry you?”

“The reason why I cancelled the match, is because I knew you wouldn't accept it. I tried not to care about you, repeatedly I convinced myself, but I realized, my answer is that I like you. Without an arranged marriage I want to have you, without coercion I want you to fall in love with me. I don't know why I like you, and I don't need any reason for that. I just believe in my heart for no reason, and marrying it is self-readiness does not depend on your age.”

“But sorry sis, I can't-” Alina's speech was cut Ersin.

“I give you time for my question, I can wait, but I will only accept the answer you agree not rejection.”

“You have no right to decide what my answer is,” denied Alina.

“If it is not me who owns you, no one else is entitled to you.” Ersin's words made Alina even more pounding.

“So why are you so selfish.” Alina's a little upset.

“That's because, you want to know the reason for my selfishness hem? because I love you, that's the answer.” Alina smiled with Ersin's reply.

“Smiling is a sign you accepted me?” ask Ersin.

“Not, I smiled because big brother is very good at flombing huh,” taunted Alina.

“I don't fight, I mean it. Is it because our age is so far away that you won't accept me?”

“Actually I also thought of that,” replied Alina.

“That's not Alina's problem, you just still doubt your feelings. I told you I'd give you time. I mean it, and I'm not messing with my words.” Ersin really put on a serious face and wanted to convince Alina.

“Iya sis, I will think about it,” replied Alina.

“And you must remember, I do not accept rejection,” Ersin asserted.

“All right is up to you. Can I go home now? dad will be angry if I come home late.” actually Alina just wants to escape from this situation.

“I'll take you home.”

I don't know what Alina will get tomorrow from Fitri and Dinda. In the middle of the party he left his best friend, even worse he did not come back with them. In the middle of driving Ersin still continued to look towards Alina. Of course, that makes him very uncomfortable and embarrassed. Not to mention Ersin's very heart-pounding love expression.

“I also won't let if you get to why-why.” Just the smile that Alina was throwing. Alina did not want to answer anymore, she would definitely lose if she continued to argue with Ersin.

“Do you always smile like that, even if it's not with me?”

“Of course, indeed my smile should be different to everyone,” replied Alina spontaneously.

“Yes, stop it from now on, don't smile like that to other men,” Ersin asserted.

“I can't manage my smile rate, don't ask for anything unreasonable.” Alina's upset.

“Learn from now on, only to me can you show that smile.” Hearing that word made Alina sigh.

“What would my life be like if I were with this man. For now I still can't, I still want my freedom. I may have feelings for her but I'm not ready for it yet, and I'm not yet fully convinced by my heart, Alina's inner”.

“Alina, did you hear me?” awaken Alina from her daydream.

“Iya kak,” answer.

“That means you agree, do that from now on,”

“That's not what I mean, why should I agree with that ridiculous thing,” grumbled Alina.

“Don't argue with me anymore, you already said yes.”

''Kaakka....'' Alina felt trapped because of Ersin.

Finally arriving in front of Alina's house, the debate must stop. The longer the more rules will be created, rules that are made unilaterally, without dispute and should not be rejected. Ersin stopped his car, helping Alina remove the seat belt that encircled her body.

“I'm coming in, thanks,” he said.

“Wait,” Ersin restrains Alina, pulls her body and kisses Alina's forehead. As soon as Alina's body froze, her red cheeks met her embarrassment.

“I want it for a thank you sign, and another one, I'm not waiting for your answer but I'm waiting for your readiness to receive me.” Still in a very close position when Ersin kissed Alina's forehead. Trying to escape, Alina pushes Ersin's body and manages to get out of the car.

“Remember that Alina,” Ersin's voice from inside the car.

“Iyaaaa om baweelll,” avenged by Alina. Ersin laughed hearing that.

“Maybe you don't remember me anymore little girl, any way I would do if it was to get you, nothing could get in my way.” Ersin runs his car and returns to his residence.

Once inside, the house was already in a deserted condition, her mother and father might have fallen asleep. Ersin's words were still ringing in Alina's ears, making her agitated, on the other hand there was a sense of pleasure because Ersin expressed his feelings to Alina. A sense of doubt also rippled in his heart, thinking about what would happen between him and Ersin in the future. Recalling first between herself and Gilang, Alina was afraid that it would happen again. Moreover, Ersin is an adult man, they are quite far apart in age.

“I can't sleep thinking about that om, what should I do. Do I try to be her lover only, cook me dating om-om anyway. What if he wants that? he's a grown man, of course, he's used to doing.”

Alina's nervous, I don't know when she'll be able to fall asleep. It felt like he was bound by Ersin's love, could not dwell anymore, he was afraid of Ersin's threats. After getting tired of thinking, Alina unconsciously began to fall asleep.