Alaska

Alaska
The Part 27


Alaska continued to visit several places that he had visited with Julia. It was done by him in order to release his longing that was already very deep to the woman.


There was no news at all and it was unexpected that it would be like this. Guilt and longing mixed together into a deep sadness for Alaska. No one can describe how he feels right now. It's really mixed up and hard to explain.


It is in this park that everything begins and ends. They are still a couple, but it is unfortunate that they have never been aware of their own feelings before until finally this kind of incident occurs.


"We've just been together, but things don't seem to accept it. They separate our sacred feelings without thinking about how sick we are after a loss. Is that really worth all the mistakes I've made to her?"


Alaska took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. He looked towards the sea of sunflowers that only memories remained. The place is still the same but the arrival is no longer the same. They used to come full of laughter, but now there was no sound of laughter that was just the sound of crying.


Alaska wiped away her tears. The man tries to be strong with the situation, although he sometimes has to let go of his own feelings that are eroded by feelings of hate.


Hate yourself, hate fate, and hate everything. It seems that it is really outrageous.


Alaska then left the sunflower garden with a feeling of sadness. His heart continued to beat, and his feelings were also very uneasy. The man slowly but surely set foot to leave the garden. As if not willing because he could see his memories first with Julia. It was better for him to forget it than to stay late in such a sad state like this.


But it will not be possible, he will certainly continue to think about it.


Alaska grabbed her bike. Then he left the park. He passed through several buildings that were no longer the same as now. He felt very Dejavu. The lush trees here were no longer the same either. Many of them have been cut down to improve road access to the park.


Slowly a flashback of his shadow of togetherness returned. Alaksa took a deep breath and then wiped away her falling tears. He is weak, really weak.


The wind blew until his long hair and never cut a few weeks was fluttering. Alaska lowered her head and it seemed she had to cut her hair. This really made it difficult for him and covered his gaze.


Julia loved her long hair. Does he have to cut it or let the hair go? But if he complies with his desire then forever he will never be able to forget Julia.


Of course he didn't expect that. But it is better that he does not forget it. Because he is so valuable in his life.


"Julia, how are you? Did you hear me? Did you miss me? Do you know if I'm out of jail? Do you know if I miss you so much right now? It's just you, it's just you that I'm thinking about right now. There is no one else, because you are the only person I love the most. There may be no other name."


Alaksa closed his eyes. But in the middle of his daydream, he suddenly felt if his phone was ringing.


Alaksa pulled off his bike and then reached into his pants pocket. He saw that the person who called him was his mother. Alaska developed her smile and shifted the green screen.


"Hallo, Mama?"


"Son, I'll go home and buy mama some food. Mama wants to eat something."


"Okey Ma's."


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Julia looked up at the hospital glass. He repeatedly wants to know what happened in his past but no one at all wants to say how his past was.


The woman took a deep breath and then got out of bed and went into the room. He has been doing some treatment lately and next month he will return to Jakarta. He was impatient to go home and wanted to know how his past was there. Perhaps he could meet someone who could tell his past.


"Julia! Come outside! You have to eat."


"Attent. I'm gonna take a shower first."


BRAKKS


The door was forcibly opened. Julia stared at the person who was opening the door. He narrowed his eyes and then let out a long breath.


"You! Thankfully I don't get undressed here. Really no privacy. You pervert," said Julia who was very angry with Julian.


"Well, is this new hour going to take a shower? What do you want to be? You slacker."


Julia's eyes were rounded as she was laid out by her twin. Julia did not care and went into the bathroom.


He also accidentally reflected and saw his scar around his ear. Her mother said she had plastic surgery and had some differences from her former self. And after Julia observed it was indeed very different from her old self. Even Jukua barely recognized his current self.


"Alright, a new face means new life" he said, chuckling with amusement.


Julia undressed her clothes and cleaned her body. While soaking, he recalled his lost memories. Do they remember it? Do his friends miss him now?


Don't know, that's the answer and Julia just bosa keeps it all in her heart without being able to figure it out because her parents always get in the way. She said it's better Julia doesn't remember. That was what he heard when he accidentally eavesdropped. They did not even intend to return his memories at all.


"They're so mean" Julia muttered and then walked out of the bathroom after cleaning her body.


The woman stared at her who looked very graceful. Julia is happy with her appearance now. Much more fresh.


"Julia hunt down! Food can be cold because you just wait!"


Julia took a long breath. Again that shitty guy. I want Julia to strangle his neck. He's very noisy.


"You can shut up? Patience. I'd like to get dressed first. If you want to eat, eat first. No need to wait for someone else," cried Julia who had been carried away by emotions with her brother.


Julia breathed a sigh of rage and then sat on the bed with a face that was already very bad mood.


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