After Dark's
Second Meeting (Second Part)

I don't like the feeling I'm experiencing right now. I want to explain everything to Mimi. I'm afraid that one day Mimi will find out about our relationship. Mimi will hate me, like Mama and Papa who hate me.

Although this engagement was not approved by Jason. But still, right now I am his fiancee. I should be in Mimi's position right now.

Do I look very selfish?

"Lulu, why didn't you wear the pink dress I was chatting about?" Ask Mimi to me.

"The power is not suitable if used at this time, brother" I replied.

Mimi noticed the clothes I was wearing.

"Hmmm.... You are right too" Mimi said, nodding her head.

Mimi turned her gaze to Jason, then said,

"it's a shame we're karokean yahhh" Mimi asked

"Well, it's almost nine in the evening, didn't you just say you had to work tomorrow morning?" said Jason

"Father dear, we are only once doang go kayak gini. So, Mumpung now there's time we go" Mimi's eyes twinkled.

Jason refused Mimi's invitation.

Mimi seduces Jason repeatedly, begging Jason to come along.

"Dear, baby, (turn your eyes on me) Lulu you know the place of the newly opened karoke" Mimi said.

Mimi told me how her place was. I also begged me to go there.

But....

Right now I really don't want to be here. I don't want to be in this position.

Seeing Jason's reluctant attitude towards me, made me feel really bad about being here.

I'm twirling our engagement ring. Mimi sees my attitude differently.

Mimi honestly doesn't know much about my life. I just told Mimi what the public should know about me.

I didn't tell Mimi that I was engaged to her boyfriend.

I didn't tell you about my parents who hated me.

L'm....

I'm just...

I only told you about my brother who died 3 years ago.

"Do I look so bad?"

"Am I wrong to pretend differently in front of others?"

Mimi stood up, as Jason and I glanced at Mimi.

"You two decide after I get back. I'm going to the toilet first" Mimi said loudly.

Mimi walked down the stairs. Mimi's existence between us wasn't too bad. When Mimi went to the toilet, it felt really awkward. I want to start a conversation with him.

"Hmmm... Kakkk Jaassonn soosoalll iiiutuui" I stammered.

Jason stared at my cynic.

My right hand trembled, I tried to stop him by tightly holding both of my hands and then bowing my head.

"Don't tell Mimi anything" Jason said in a high voice.

I asked, I asked,

"Why brother? shouldn't Mimi know about us?"

I asked without thinking at that moment. I didn't think about how Mimi felt after I found out.

I'M SELFISH....

With an increasingly high tone of voice Jason said,

"You're human, aren't you? (Jason closed his eyes) I forgot that you are not HUMAN!!! (Jon hitting the table, Jason stood up) I forgot that you killed your brother" Jason chuckled.

My hands were trembling, I wanted to scream.

SIMPLYJP...

CUUPPP STOP...

I'm not a killer, though,

IT'S NOT NOT NOT

"Why, why are your hands shaking? Still feel warm blood of your brother at that time?"

Jason's words are getting out of control.

I looked at Jason, with teary eyes. Then said,

"I'm not a killer!!!"

My voice is also getting higher

"If you're not a murderer, why fear?" Ask cynical Jason.

"I. (my tears are flowing)"

My mind went nowhere, my words began to be unclear.

The atmosphere became very awkward, terrible.

"why? Something happened when I went to the toilet?" ask Mimi.

"Why baby? what happened?" Jason pretended not to know anything.

Mimi approached me, sat back down.

I tried to wipe my tears.

"Lulu? you why? how are your eyes red? (Jason looked me in the eye)" asked Mimi.

"ahhhhh.. Why-why not brother. I was blindfolded standing there (while pointing at the balcony)"

Mimi felt strange, she tried to eliminate this awkwardness. Back to asking about going to the karokean place.

But my answer remains the same I rejected it.

"Sister, by any chance tomorrow we have to pratikum the lab. So, the material for tomorrow morning I haven't prepared yet" I tried to smile.

"You don't want to come? yaudah that is. This part of it should have been a schoolboy like you were sleeping" Mimi stroked my hair.

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After Jason paid the bill. We walked out of the cafe to the parking lot.

"Lulu we take you first, it's out to karoke place" Mimi clasped Jason's hand.

Mimi just realized that her watch does not exist.

"Gakk...."

My unfinished words were cut by Mimi.

"Darling you saw my watch?" Ask Mimi.

Mimi checked the contents in her bag, but, did not meet. Mimi took out all the contents of her bag.

"So right into the toilet, you didn't take off?" ask Jason.

Mimi thought, then ran into the cafe.

"Darling.." call Jason.

"You wait there, I want to check the toilet first" Mimi said as she ran.

Our mood returned awkward.

"Never see Mimi again!!" ketus Jason's.

I didn't say anything, just stood under a tree.

"If you still have a little bit of human sympathy, please walk away from Mimi's life. I don't want to be with you, making the feelings of people I love hurt"

This time Jason spoke quite long.

"DO YOU KNOW?" said cynical Jason.

"Why? Can't I understand everything you're saying?" I stared cynically back at Jason.

"You... (jason's face starts blushing) You know why your parents hate you? (while pointing at me) because of your great nature and attitude!!" Pissed Jason.

I tried to fight Jason's words.

"Is there something wrong with my nature and attitude?" Upset me.

"I'm free to tell people who only have small brains like shrimp!" Said Jason

Jason opened the car door, then got into the car. I don't take it with Jason's words. Come up to Jason, knock on the window, then reopen the car door.

Jason's face was getting annoyed with my childish attitude.

"What are you doing?" Ask Jason.

Jason held tightly to my wrist that was holding the door of his car.

"But I'm not a shrimp brain!!" ketus.

Jason took my hand off the door of his car.

"If your brain is not a shrimp brain. Keep brain what?" ask Jason.

I saw Mimi running towards the parking lot. Jason turned his body around, and also saw Mimi.

When Jason saw Mimi. I hugged Jason without his knowledge.

Jason was surprised. Trying to let go of my embrace.

"Fuckin' lady, pelein!!!"

Jason said repeatedly to let me go. But I kept hugging Jason.

"Sister belongs to me!! my fiancee's brother and soon we'll get married" I said

"YOU'RE CRAZY!!!" jason's face was getting angry.

Mimi is getting closer.

At that time I didn't care if Mimi saw us.

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