A Psychopath'S Obsession
The choice for freedom

Enjoying the wind, I began to close my eyes. Enjoying the wind while remembering my past college days. I was trying so hard to get in there, I also started studying a long time ago. I always reassured my parents if I was okay.

Uh! Speaking of parents, how are they? Are they looking for me? Or didn't? That's not even I know. Theo knew how to hide people, even when I felt like I was isolated alone. There's no information whatsoever that I got, this I don't even know where this is.

"There's only one choice" that's what I've always thought.

Wasn't that Theo's answer, that he would never let me go until I died. I slightly opened my eyes, as I felt the fence made to confine this balcony was very much in my way.

'What are you thinking? Wouldn't he let you go until you died? What is more difficult than this, torture or death? Everything was equally painful' that's what I thought, looking down where not many people passed by.

A lot of people wear black suits, with neat outfits. Silence does not move around the gate, then there is also under the balcony. The plan to get out of here is less than one percent. With me having no experience whatsoever, or even fighting ability. Never mind dreaming to run away, even the family from this room alone I can not afford.

"Come on... We do.." I told myself.

Instantly I began to climb up the balcony barrier, starting to stand up while closing my own eyes. I felt more and more the wind downstream that kept on hitting my face, feeling the warmth of the wind between the cold of the season.

Relax, it's so relaxing. One step back then I'll be free from here.

"Glamour!" Shouted someone calling me from behind.

It was Theo, I don't know what kind of face he had. Surprised? Anxious, no he must be angry. Why is it that makes me like this? It was Theo's fault. Everything was wrong Theo, he was the beginning of my own destruction. It makes me not enjoy my life anymore. The beginning of all this, and the question I haven't been meeting.

"Glamour!" theo shouted back, while running towards me.

It's too late, because everything I do is because of Theo. Wouldn't it be if I killed myself here, because Theo killed me. This is all Theo's fault, this is why.

I started to smile knots while looking towards Theo. I saw him running, throwing things with him. An expression I had never seen before, and at the same time my legs began to step forward. Determine my choice, and leave this place.

"Damn! What are you doing stupid!" theo shouted as he caught me.

Since when can my hand reach him. I just kept quiet, while looking at Theo who kept holding my hand.

"Why! Why just shut up! Damn, hurry!" theo shouted back while extending out one of his hands.

"There's only one option, right? This is my choice, thank you.." I replied quietly, smiling at Theo.

The surprised face of Theo saw me. No words or curses came out of his mouth like that. His face was completely shocked, his eyes perfectly rounded I would really miss this kind of expression.

"Sayonara.." I went back, holding Theo's hand, and began to rebel so that he would let me go.

Shit, he'll never care. Even at this moment without any resistance, he started to let go of his hand.

This is the true state, I subconsciously hoped that he would keep his hand. But he easily let go.

BRACKET

There was the sound of my body starting to collide with other objects, not the ground or pafing but other things.

"My master has caught it" shouted a person of slightly large stature, in his clothes and raincoat.

Unknowingly I did not fall in but was caught by him.

"Eh-uh? Why did you catch me you idiot!" I shouted while rebelling.

"Good! I'm gonna go downstairs, hold him!" yelled Theo from above.

Just a brief nod by the man who caught me. He kept holding me, hugging me. No pain, or strong feeling but. This grip is so strong that I can't let go.

"Stupid! I'm begging... You didn't see... He's gonna kill me now... My body has been hurt a lot because of that person, I beg you.." I said with a clear face looking at the guard.

He only glanced at me, not caring for a few moments of footsteps approaching us. Danger, it's Theo. He'll kill me with his own hands, better kill myself than I die at Theo's hands. Her... He will torture me slowly.

My eyes were wide when Theo was almost there.

"Can't you see! He'll take me back to that place again! Let me go or bun-" my yell came to a halt, as Theo flipped my head.

My face was right facing her, she was looking at me flat with a difficult gaze to understand. No, my soul rebelled but I couldn't even speak or shout as Theo stared like this.

"Why do you want to die so badly?" tanta Theo closed my eyes with one of his hands.

At the same time, I felt Theo's hand on my nape. It was at that moment that I felt Theo's lips, starting to touch mine. A short kiss turns hot as Theo's kiss deepens.

'Shit! I can't even move. Theo held my nape, while this guard was still looking after me. I can't run, even to get rid of the kiss I can't!' I swore in my heart, trying to rebel.

Moments later I was new, if Theo put something in my mouth. It's like a pill, maybe I can't see it. I'm trying not to swallow it, but it's Theo's affectionate kiss that gets him in even without water. I was quite breathless, with this long kiss I started to run out of breath. Theo, he really didn't give me space.

Moments later Theo began to release her kiss, looking satisfied with the grin on her lips. At that moment my consciousness began to disappear, I don't know my breath began to pant with a blurred vision. I didn't know it was the effect of the kiss, or the pill Theo forced me to swallow.

Over time I began to fall silent, with my body limp and legs. My body began to collapse, fortunately this guard was still holding me. In some circumstances, my consciousness is completely gone.

"I know what you want, let's go now to a different place than before... Honey.." That's the wind that burst into my ears.

After that, everything was completely empty. Just a jet black taste. It's soothing, but when I wake up I'll be restrained in hell, or heaven's freedom. That's even what I'm still thinking.