A. N. S
Love Should Not Have

"Buk, Kulo nyuwun pamit. Falya Kulo. Kagem ndherek graduation committee. Mangke sonten Kulo manthukne mriki maleh." (Buk, I ask permission to go back to Solo. Falya I borrowed to join the Graduation committee. Later in the afternoon In Shaa Allah I return it to the house).

"Yes, kid. No need to be returned. Let it be at the cost. Tomorrow let me go home alone Papa. Usually go home by yourself."

*****

After saying goodbye to my mother. Gendut drove his bike fast hoping not to miss his upperclassman graduation event.

I just kept quiet not understanding the intrigue that was raging in the heart. Here's child. You know you like me. But you don't think about your own feelings. You even think about the feelings of the people there and my thoughts.

Silence of a thousand languages might be better than being in the fat bully desperately. Child if you are angry... The fun of it overcame me. So the innate jutek.

"Alhamdulillah has arrived just before dluhur. I told you guys first. Let's not be confused thinking of you."

"Ndut, may I ask !"

"Seriously it's like."

"Duarius Xinatra !"

"Haahhh.On the way you do not dare to say anything. What do you want to ask me ?" while he typed a lot of messages in the SMS giving news the princess had arrived. Hiya.hihihi....

"You try to fight for the love of others rather than your feelings."

"Because love doesn't have to have, Fal."

"Huh.....!!!"

"Ho oh, right.." I laughed at Fatty's behavior that gripped my style of speech when I satirized him.

"Let's pray first, I'm a Christian. I'll take you and escort you to the boarding fence. Watch out for escape. I'll wait in front of Bu Gito's meatballs."

"Running away you mean. Palamu peyang...emang you tell me to jump the wall kos this what ?" it's starting to rip if it's like gini. The more nobody is losing. And Fatty just laughed... Chortle.

*****

"Piye Ndut, beres.." (where Ndut, is right). SMS my friends in group SMS committee my friends.

"Beres is still dluhur prayer at kos. I'll be back to Hotel Asia. To follow the second graduation. "

"Siyap.." their SMS text contains each other.

Nervous as well. What kayak graduation event. Only what happened when I attended my brothers' graduation. Where is my brother and his girlfriend. After that the photos and the inauguration of their relationship. Does that apply to me too.

The dating is not. Not been shot yet. Pedekate aja ogak. I don't know if I'm confused about my relationship with Ahmad. I replied Ndak had a special relationship, not wrong. It's my turn Deket same guy there jealous. Lhah how the hell... Ah I don't know dizzy dizzy.... More dizziness in papers. But Alhamdulillah I should have collected the paper today so that it can be postponed the time of collection and seminar of the paper.

It will be really dizzy next week. It should have been finished and until the discussion even I stayed the paper at home. I don't know how to be really dizzy ..

"Tok tock..."

"Hey..Come... It's leaving at 12:30 nih loo... The graduation party has reached Hotel Asia" said Fat waiting for long I did not immediately go down he nyamperin me in the room. While I still do the veil and habit of wearing sneakers. Tomboy pride shoes. Hihah....