A. N. S
Silently Puzzling with Jealousy

Nine o'clock exactly. While waiting for the time to roll towards 09.15. I was sitting on the front steps of the Plant Breeding class earlier. Far away from my gank friend who was sitting on the main stairs. Wanting to be alone. Thinking about my fate later in the afternoon how. hmmm.

"Fal, can you sit ?"

"May you please, Brother Andri." I looked at Andri sitting next to me. I just realized it's the same as me. Andri wears a duck egg blue Hem, while I wear a duck egg blue Hem girl dress as well.

"Yes right now, the cheese...!!!! Suwittt..suwittt.." my gank buddy saw my embarrassed gelagat yelled out. How can they be as good as my eyesight.

"Did my friends often grecokin kok. butway, last night you sent an inner signal yes to my sleep ?"

"Why indeed?" ask Andri.

"Why is your book the same color as mine ?"

"Well, yeah, same thing."he took a glance at my shirt and his shirt.

"Maybe a mate, Ndri." His friend Anis replied as he passed away.

"Emang you want us to actually mate ? "asked Andri.

" Duhhh is too deep of you to talk about this, Brother Andri."

"Is it because of Ans" she asked, venturing out of curiosity to me.

"Who's that brother, ANS. I've never heard of it. Ahh. I don't know who the ANS is and I don't want to know dating first. Go to Mushola to pray Dhuha." I haven't been able to answer Andri's question I've been wandering away from his presence.

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"Falya,...?"I ventured forward after wearing socks and shoes.

"Sir Ahmad, what's wrong, brother."

"Fal, may I ask you ?"

"Yes, what's wrong, brother. I think it's serious. Did I make a mistake to brother Ahmad ?"

"Mmm.yes.".yeah." Said Ahmad, looking at me as if he were angry with me. But he did not continue the question.

"I never once made a mistake with Ahmad."

"The difference....????"

" You dare to kiss a guy in a public place ?"

"Huh....!!!" waduh ends my history. Brother Ahmad became cynical of me. Like being struck by lightning while on your back, hit the end of my ass...

"I assure myself, it's not you. It turns out it was you. I feel no sympathy for you anymore. Sorry yeah..."

"Lo hehehe....No sympathy, too, papa, sis. The person I'm not feeling the same way, brother. If you want to break up, we ever talk about it, brother. Not yet ?"

"Laugh again..."

"I'm talking right, brother."

"What is it really ? Really kissed the guy on the street and you're not shy ?"

"Ohhh that was yesterday ?!!"

"yes, yesterday. I wanted to nyamperin you. Since you're being approached by a guy again, I finally paused my intention to meet you, Fal."

"Trus, brother Ahmad is angry or what. I failed to understand. What jealousy....haiyyooo....?"

"I look like I'm pondering so have a crush on you, Fal. I can't watch you being kissed by a guy."

"What's the crush ? Yes, it's up to Ahmad. Want to have a crush or be friends with me yes please don't want ya ndak papa."

"Is that so...????"

"Yes, brother. Just so you know, every Friday afternoon I picked up a guy yesterday, and the guy's kiss always landed on my cheek. It will repeat on Monday morning at 06:30 until my boarding."

"Kok,,, you want the hell ?" while brother Ahmad knitted his eyebrows.

"Lha Wong she's my real sister......" I turned from the direction of Ahmad. And brother Ahmad did not try to chase me. He was just standing where he stood. He seemed embarrassed to correct his words, because they hurt my feelings.

And finally so it is.... I rarely meet with Kak Ahmad, even if we meet like the wind.