Women's Love Awareness
Chapter 4

In a room that was not so spacious but not too narrow, Alinda sat in a chair facing the window. On his lap was a book and in his hand was a pen. He felt a sudden return when he heard the aunt's conversation with his uncle this afternoon.

'Fear diary, I want to carve my heart out in this book. Let me express everything I feel in this book. Me, I'm so confused right now. How can I help aunts and uncles to get sustenance? My presence in this house is nothing more than a burden for my aunt and mama.

I am weak, but I must be strong. I want to help my aunt and mother. I want to ease the burden on my aunt and mother. But, in what way? Should I leave this house to move to the city? Or return to live in the house of the deceased and my parents? Maybe, I can work in the city to meet my needs.

Aunts and mamas, forgive Alin for always bothering you. Alin listen, since childhood Alin has often troubled the two of you. Since childhood, Alin often come here while father and mother are busy working. And now, Alin again has to live with his aunt and mother here. Alin must again become a burden for aunts and mamang.

Forgive Alin...

Forgive Alin...

After this, Alin promises to find a way to help ease the burden on both of you. Perhaps, Alin had to visit the graves of his father and mother in order to pour out Alin's heart to the two of them.

I hope there is a way to ease the burden on my aunt and mother. I don't want to be a burden to them forever. Although both are very good and sincerely and sincerely accept, take care of, take care of and support me here. But, I still have a debt of gratitude to aunt and mamang.'

Tok tok!

Alinda was shocked when she heard the knock on the door. He who was pouring out all his heart in his diary seemed forced to close his book.

Gegas, the beautiful girl with a sharp nose moved from her seat and then stepped her feet towards the door. In one movement alone he opened the door and it was clear that Bi Herni was in front of him.

"Auntie," Alinda said with a small smile.

Bi Herni smiled sweetly and warmly. "Neng, would you like to join Bibi with Mamang studying to a new pendopo? Coincidentally tonight just the opening as well as the pendopo bagyakuran. Kiyai who has it Abah Haji Muhajir, mamang and Bibi Teh who takes care of his rice fields. Neng wants to come?" tanyanya at length. Judging from the twinkle of his eyes, expect the nephew who is now like his own daughter to be able to come with him to the pendopo.

Alinda smiled a little, she had guessed if the Aunt wanted to invite her to attend the study in the pendopo. But, for now, he did not want it at all.

"It looks like next time, Bi. God willing," subtly rejected Alinda.

Bi Herni took a heavy breath and then smiled his thin smile. The answer must be no. I don't know until when. "Yes already then. Aunt and Mamang are leaving soon. Neng Alin stay home, don't go anywhere. Auntie's door was key from the outside," he said with full affirmation.

Alinda nodded in understanding.

"Alin come with us. How long do you want to be wet like this?" There was the sound of Mang Agus just coming out of his room.

The deg!

Instantly Alinda's chest felt tight and like something hit her heart. I don't know why the words of the Mamang so make pain in his heart. Instantly he fell silent with the glazed net. He is indeed weak and irritable, so it is only natural that the words of the spicy Mamang can make him offended.

Bi Herni who saw the change in face of her nephew seemed to glare at her husband. He knew Alinda was offended.

"Emh, Mamang— means" Mang Agus had not finished talking, quickly Alinda interrupted him.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim," heed Bi Herni while stroking his chest.

"He was offended by Aa's words?" ask Mang Agus.

Bi Herni nodded. "Keeped or his words, A," he said full of emphasis.

"Bingung Aa ngadepin si Neng Alin. We are also not well, Neng. But, once Aa ceplosin, that's her. Offended," Mang Agus complained as he rubbed his face rough.

"Just understand, A. Her name is also a gloomy and sad girl after the death of both parents. Surely her heart is very fragile and irritable" said Bi Herni while patting her husband's shoulder.

In the pendopo, the santri and worshipers seemed to have filled a very large and magnificent place. Abah Haji Muhajir also has a bay stand there. While the handsome Ustadz Ustadz Destaqi just walked towards the pendopo.

Indeed, the distance from his house to the pendopo is not far. So, you can relax even though time is running.

"Subhanallah, look at the enthusiasm of the people here, Qi. They were so excited to attend the opening of this study" Ms. Hajah Suranih told her son.

Ustadz Destaqi smiled sumringah, "Alhamdulillah. May Istiqomah always be in the way of Allah" she replied gently.

They walked together into the pendopo. Zahrani and Arafat who were none other than the younger brothers of Ustadz Destaqi seemed to have come first.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Ustadz Destaqi, who then grabbed his brother's hand and kissed his back and palm. Then he turned to the other scholars present there.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Subhanallah, Desta is getting good looking huh now," praised Pak Haji Anwar Lc. The other is Abah Haji Muhajir's best friend.

Ustadz Destaqi smiled. He sat down beside his brother. While the Umi has mingled with the wives of kiyai and also with other pilgrims.

"Sir Haji seemed to be comforting me, yes" Ustadz Destaqi said.

Pak Haji Anwar chuckled as well, "No, Des. Mr. Haji is speaking for real. It seems to be suitable to be my daughter-in-law mah," kekehnya while looking at his best friend, Abah Haji Muhajir, "Gimana, Haj? Agree not if we become besan?" ask Abah Haji Muhajir.

Abah Haji Muhajir smiled wryly. Of course at a time like this he did not seriously respond to the tweet of his best friend, "What can your daughter be? There must be a special condition to become my son-in-law" he said.

Ustadz Destaqi was just a small smile hearing the chatter between his brother and Pak Haji Anwar. He himself had not thought about women. What he focused on at this time was teaching and carrying out the mandate of his father.

"Well, I was horrified to hear that, Haj. But, I'm not afraid. Because, my daughter is very beautiful, kind and certainly smart." Haji Anwar laughed at the end.

Abah Haji Muhajir chuckled, "Forget it. Now that the study will begin, the pilgrims have been present and the time is increasingly running, he said who responded to the nod by his friend.

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