
Fernando did not find Rara's whereabouts nor Umi Fatimah, when he had just returned from the villa.
The man called his wife, claiming she was eating meatballs in front of a pharmacy not far from home.
Fernando decided that following his wife, the man did not fully believe that his wife would not run away from him again, so he remembered the story of Rama about Sinta's confession about Rara who offered him a place to escape.
Only a day Fernando entrust Rara in general, the woman was out of his own house, he said,
When he started entering the car, he came, the middle-aged woman claimed to have just bought something from the grocery store.
For some reason Fernando was agitated, he was afraid his wife would run away from him, before long the car he parked on the side of the road right in front of the pharmacy,
From inside the steering wheel, Fernando could see the black hijab woman was walking down, of course he was very familiar with his wife, how to walk also the shape of the body covered with a familiar robe.
Fernando decides to go to his wife, but it seems that the woman is unaware of his existence, until Rara instead hits the chest of his field.
The man was shocked as his wife looked up at him, with teary eyes, Rara's face looked panicked, the woman took him home, but a voice called out her name.
A woman wearing a maroon blouse in jeans was holding a teenage boy whose face resembled her.
"Finally I can see you, I've been looking for you for a week here" said the woman, who took off the link between Fernando and Rara's hands, hugged the man tightly, not forgetting to tiptoe kissed his cheek.
Fernando was silent, as if not believing what was in front of him at this time, it was his first love, Tamara Permana, the woman who became his first girlfriend during a white-gray period.
Tamara held both sides of the cross-eyed man's cheeks, "why silence Do, you didn't return my embrace anyway? You don't miss me?"tanyakanya.
Fernando felt something was wrong, he immediately realized, he looked around, he did not find the whereabouts of his wife.
"Sorry Ta, I have to go, "an answer Tamara may not have expected, but she doesn't care, she's gone somewhere, it feels so fast.
His hand was held by Tamara, "do, why did you leave, after I had difficulty finding you, I will not let you go so, I am also looking for you as our son, he said, don't you see teenagers who look like you?"
Fernando turned his head and looked at the teenager, but he soon realized about his wife, "sorry Ta, I want to find my wife first, our business later yes," he said while giving his business card, "you can call me later, "next.
The man immediately went to his black car, he called his wife, but not lifted, Fernando panicked not playing, he drove his car looking for his wife's whereabouts.
Bad thoughts loom over him, the fear of being abandoned by his wife makes him even more unsettled,
What if Rara leaves him again?
What if Rara divorces her?
What if Rara disappears again?
He could not imagine how he would go through his day if abandoned by the most precious woman after his uminya.
Although three years back, he looked fine, but almost every time he was about to sleep he would definitely shed tears because he was tormented to miss the woman, even during that time, when he was about to sleep, he would definitely shed tears because he was tormented to miss the woman, he needs medicine to sleep well.
At that time it felt crazy, no one knew if he was going to sleep he would smell her pajamas, he would hug her tightly and sniff her as if he was hugging her.
Fernando parked his car in the carport as soon as he got home, there were uminya who were waiting for him on the terrace.
Umi explained Rara's condition when she returned home, Fernando told about the return of Tamara and the teenager who he said was his son with the woman.
Umi was surprised, not expecting it to be like this, of course her daughter-in-law cried knowing the harsh reality befalling the newly built household for the whole corn.
It felt like the middle-aged woman wanted to scold her son, but it seemed like it was useless, it was useless as well.
"Fernando, remember Umi's words well, Umi's daughter-in-law is only Amara Cahyani, umi can receive a child from Tamara but not with the woman, Umi will not be ridho anytime,"umi confirmed and walked into the house.
But what was seen by Umi and Fernando when entering the house, making them surprised, Rara who had changed clothes out of the kitchen carrying a jar of cookies with a smile,
"Umi, nastar contents of strawberry jam delicious too, well later if this runs out we make more noodles," said Rara, said,
"Oh, are you home, done with the business? Washing hands there, try the cake made by umi like me, this is very good, later I abisin loh,"he continued with his trademark smile that made Fernando stunned.
Rara sat on the sofa holding the cookie jar, playing with her phone.
Umi and Fernando looked at each other, as if asking each other what happened.
Both of them sat flanking Rara who was in the middle,
Umi hugged her daughter-in-law from the side, then said, "Ra, umi is only ridho you are the only daughter-in-law of umi, remember well unfortunately Umi," the middle-aged woman's eyes glazed over.
Rara only responded with a smile from Fatimah's umi, until the middle-aged woman let go of her embrace, with Santai Rara eating the cookies again.
Fernando sat down on his knees, he was holding his wife's knee, "Ra, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't think she'd come back, and I made sure you were my only wife,"he tried to convince the woman.
Rara just smiled wryly, "wake up mas, why are you there, sit here next to me, we eat cake, still warm, you know,"
Forced Fernando to comply with his wife's request, but it was difficult to swallow the cake, his worry had not subsided, he knew Rara was angry with him.
"Ra, I know you're angry with me, whatever you want me to do, but never leave me" she said.
Rara who was chewing on the cake, stopped her chewing, "who's angry? It's like this, how many times, right? I should have been mentally prepared when I accepted you to be my husband" he said.
"Ra, I'm sure, I wouldn't have had any connection with him, and if the teenager was my son, with DNA evidence, I would only be responsible to the extent that the child was no more, if I had to see him, I'd take you, " said Fernando trying to convince his wife.
"That's your business, I don't care, if indeed you want to return to him even though, I don't have a problem, it's just that, because I'm not mentally ready to share, so before you form a happy little family with her, you better let go of me now, so I'm not too hurt later,"Rara spoke while eating the cake, disrespectfully indeed, but this is his way to look not agitated in front of his husband and in-laws.
"Umi will not let the son of umi with him, only Amara Cahyani the daughter-in-law of umi, will not be umi blessing,"sela Umi Fatimah.
"That's not going to happen Ra, you're my wife, with you, I'm going to have a family, not with other women, you understand,"
"Oh, yes if you want that,"after saying that, Rara closed the glass jar with cookies and placed it on the table, then she got up and walked to her room after saying goodbye to her in-laws.