WHORING FOR BEING FORCED
LOSING RINAI

Kamilia looked ahead. He turned to the cars that were stuck in traffic. Trying to figure out where Garganif and Paulina went.

"If you try to betray me, I won't forgive you .. Wiliam Garganif!" shouted Kamilia.

The drizzle is still down, as nature also understands with Kamilia's heart. Lately drizzling often hit his heart. Ever since Paulina's arrival back in her life, Kamilia had been feeling uneasy.

Kamilia sees Garganif differently these days. There is always a reason to take Rinai for a walk. Only the two of them were without Kamilia. That man had dared to pick up Rinai without her confirmation.

"What's wrong with them" asked Kamilia's heart.

Kamilia did not know where to go now. He's convinced that Garganif won't be coming home. There must be somewhere the three of them go.

"Wait, I know a hidden place in this park!" Those words ringed back in Kamilia's ears. The words of Garganif.

"I'll try to find them there, who knows they're there."

Kamilia turned the direction to the park they had once visited together. Maybe Garganif was there. Bring along Rinai who came from their past. Not impossible, Garganif and Paulina dig back memories that once stopped by.

Kamilia's heart thought about that. The woman saw that Paulina was a typical woman with no tolerance. As long as he likes someone else to get hurt he doesn't care.

Kamilia walked down a small path inside the park. It's quiet, because it's not a holiday. He remembered which path had gone to that hidden place. Kamilia walked slowly while looking left-right.

From a distance, he saw a man and a woman with a daughter. Kamilia recognized him from the clothes that the man was wearing. He .. Garganif and Rinai.

The little girl did not seem to care about the two people. He was engrossed in flowers and butterflies. Kamilia saw Garganif sitting close to Paulina. Garganif's hand held Paulina's. How heart of Kamilia. With a sneak Kamilia approached Rinai who was a bit far away from them.

"Sst .. Rinai," call Kamilia slowly. Apparently Rinai heard Kamilia's hiss. Rinai turned her head and found her mother sticking her index finger to her lips.

Rinai was silent, she tiptoed over to her mother. Kamilia quickly took Rinai away from the place.

**

Garganif clasped Paulina's hand. Instantly he seemed to be thrown into the times they sat together first. There used to be Rico, but now it's just the two of them.

Garganif's hand was warmly felt by Paulina. They permeate togetherness, even though there is a wounded heart to see their attitude.

"I'm sorry, Arga," said Paulina.

"Repent for what?" ask Garganif.

"Wasting the togetherness that we once went through" Paulina replied.

"Everything's happened, why be sorry." Garganif said as he grabbed Paulina's head. The girl put her head on the man's chest.

They were unconscious, a pair of eyes watching the scene. A pair of eyes that were then wet with tears. A pair of injured eyes stared at the tone of their actions.

Paulina and Garganif forgot the surroundings. They forget about Rinai because they are busy with the heart that turns everything beautiful now. Garganif has rediscovered his first love. However, he had forgotten his status had now changed.

"I used to keep this feeling because I didn't want to hurt Rico" Garganif said. "And I see that you love Rico too much. So I was surprised, what wind took your love away, to choose to go home and get away from Rico?" he continued to ask.

"My young soul still wants to be spoiled, Arga," replied Paulina. "Love is so great it is blind and when reality is so difficult to live, I am saturated. I can't stand a miserable life, Arga." Paulina said while glaring.

"Yes, we were all immature at the time. Your pregnancy then makes it difficult for us together" said Garganif. "Rinai ... Where is he!?" Garganif exclaimed as he got up from the park bench. He just remembered his son.

Paulina is also surprised to find that Rinai is no longer near her. The girl was busy looking here and there.

They both panic, seeing Rinai disappear. Guilt wrenched the hearts of both. Brought feelings until ignoring to the baby himself.

"So here he played with butterflies" Paulina said. His eyes were getting hot by the tears that were starting to urge him out.

"Now nothing, did he follow the flying butterfly, but in which direction?" ask Garganif.

With an overwhelming sense of panic, they asked around. With tears in her eyes Paulina sat back on the park bench. Garganif sat down while squeezing his hair. He could not imagine Kamilia's anger if Rinai was not found.

"How should I tell Kamilia," she said.

Garganif regretted persuading Paulina to pick up Rinai. Never imagined Rinai would be lost like this. Paulina was sobbing by his side. Garganif grabbed the girl's head. Took him for a while, comforting him even though his heart was so messed up.

"Here we go, we'll find" comforted Garganif.

**

Kamilia took Rinai out of town. The woman intends to visit her mother. Bringing away his wounded heart because of Garganif and Paulina.

"Mommy, where are we going?" ask Rinai. Apparently the little girl realized her mother was not heading to her house.

"We go to grandma's house" Kamilia replied.

"Grandmother .. Which grandmother?" ask Rinai. She didn't know she had a grandmother, all she knew was a grandfather.

"I only have a grandfather, Mommy? Grandpa Freza and now there's Grandpa Vishnu" Rinai said.

"There is no Grandpa Vishnu!" sergeant Kamilia.

"Why, Mommy?" rinai asked started to chatter.

"Have already! Don't keep asking!" Kamilia said rather loudly.

Rinai looked down and heard her mother say loudly. Kamilia realized that, she quickly apologized to her son.

"Mami's sorry, yes dear," said Kamilia.

His heart grew saddened to see his son glum. Kamilia rubbed her little girl's hair. I don't know what would happen if Rinai was taken from her life. Imagine that Kamilia could not.

Towards the magrib Kamilia arrived in his village. He saw a figure who used to disturb his sleep. I don't know why this man is not married. Like something was waiting for him.

Like a coffee that stays calm in its cup. His face was never agitated, it calmed down all who knew him. For a moment Kamilia was stunned staring at the man. As if there was some inner contact, he turned his head towards Kamilia's car. They're staring. Kamilia lowered her head not daring to oppose those shady eyes.

"Cartic." From the movement of the man's lips Kamilia knew that he was spelling his name.

Kamilia recalled first. In the afternoon, he and his friends went to the only mosque. The shady eyes were always faithfully waiting with a small smile on his lips. Kamilia would be bowed as soon as their eyes looked.

"Mommy, why stop?" ask Rinai. Surprised Kamilia of her daydreams about him.

"Who is she, Mommy?" ask Rinai again. Kamilia looked towards Rinai's index finger. There's no one.

"Where it went, it was quick that he disappeared," Kamilia thought. The woman circulated her gaze in all directions. Disappeared without even having time to rebuke him.