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Ana still does not believe in all the words noven kemaren.

Noven, he....

" nana, will you marry me?"

Ana gaped in disbelief, noven proposed to her?

" me?" tanya ana hesitated.

" yes, you are ana." replied noven without hesitation.

ana slowly releases her hand held by noven.

"why nana?" noven was confused

" it's not Aprilmoop noven." ana tried to melt the atmosphere.

"no, and I."

"wouldn't you marry me?"

Ana looked at noven in disbelief

"Me?" noven nodded with excitement.

Ana laughed softly and did not speak the word noven which she said was slurring.

"Is it because you're my sister's ex-wife, Daniel? Are you afraid that I'm like him?" ana stopped her laughter.

"why did you bring her?"

Ana says not spirit.

"I don't care if you're my ex-sister, who I know and I'm sure, if you're my true love"

"You remember someone I told you about, about someone I loved..."

"That's you nana."

" i proposed to you directly, but you didn't respond at all. You assume that person is someone else,"

" and I didn't expect that you were married, married to my own sister."

Ana no longer knew what to say.

" you're the reason I came back here."

Ana felt guilty, because all this time she had become a woman who was insensitive to someone's feelings.

"but it's not all your fault, it's my fault that's my shame."

" But I don't want to hold it for long enough, just 9 years. And now I want to end it all."

again ana made distrust by him, 9 years he said?

" 9 years?"

'' yes, what kind of man am I, having a mouth cannot be used to reveal feelings."

"noven SMA?" ana still doesn't believe everything. Noven nodded confidently "Yes, and now I want you to be mine, nana" said noven, further tightening his grasp."

" married to me nana..."

Ana doesn't know what to say, the shadow of her past with Daniel still lingering clearly in her brain, she's traumatized by it all.

" I promise, I won't hurt you, Nana,"

"I...."

" Unda.." ana's words stopped when deo called her name.

"hey have woken up, said noven anxious."

His hands were used to hold deo's body, he moved to stroke deo's back.

Deo straightened his head, which was previously leaning on noven's boat" papa, maim the ball."

Noven looked at Ana, and so did ana. After that they both laughed. This little guy is very worried, he still had time"he always remembered with his desire to play ball.

ana takes deo from noven's embrace.

" it's time to go home."

"deo wants to play ball for...."

" play the ball tomorrow, baby, the papa is tired of going home." ana tried to give understanding to her son.

" did you come to Deo's house?" plain deo word.

Ana and noven cast a glance at each other.

"papa went home dear, ' said Ana again.

" father friends deo, they come home cama friend deo cama undanya too,"

"why don't you go home with cama deo and unda too?" skamat. Ana can't explain it.

" later hali-hali, deo bica play ball cama papa," ana stunned to hear the words of her son.

If only his marriage with daniel was not destroyed, surely deo could feel like his friends, live 1 house with his father.

And felt the affection of his father.

" Deo and mom's house are away from papa's workplace, so papa comes home to papa's house," noven tries to help ana, so that deo can understand a little.

"away huh?" deo asked as he blinked his eyes.

"diminished mother gulu." deo slings with pursed lips

Noven pinched the cheeks of deo "smart, now deo and mother go home yes,"

Deo who finally understood nodded.

Ana kissed the top of her son's head many times. She is so grateful to have deo, ana that her own biological father does not want at all.

" what's taking you home?"

Deo's face seemed confused by noven's offer.

" later papa in malain bu gulu, if antal deo go home. Rumah deo and pekelja papa will be far away,"

"so papa ndak ucah antal deo, later papa kacian dimalahin bu gulu," this small man's attention to his papa.make ana more stunned, especially noven.

"iya noven, deo and I are carrying vehicles."

Noven nodded, then kissed deo's forehead many times. As if he didn't want to be far from Deo.

"what papa's message?" noven tried to test the memory of this little man

"delighted by naughty..."

noven turned his gaze back to Ana's eyes.

" Tu nana, deo has invited me to live together.."whispered noven in ana's ear, whispered a code.

" noven!, ana hits noven's shoulder, because she knows noven is hurting her.

Noven curled his smile wider "whenever I keep waiting for your answer" whispered noven.

Ana feels that she does not deserve a man like noven. But he also does not want to be selfish, deo really needs the figure of the Father in his life. The figure of a complete father.

" Undaaa.." deo sprinkled towards him.

This little guy was wearing a playgroup uniform that was very worrying for him, a variety that was wrapped in a hat like a captain.

"Is Deo out?" tanya ana was astonished, only her son came out first. His son also managed to disperse his daydream just now.

"Deo gets 5-star unda..."

" please cama bu gulu can go home deh.."

Ana kisses the top of deo's head then rubs it gently.

" Whose son is very clever," praised Ana to his son.

" Son's son, papa, and Dad." replied plain deo.

Ana's face instantly flat. Her happy mood suddenly disappeared, upon hearing the last sentence her son spoke.

"Unda.undaa.." call deo, by tugging at ana's arm.

"hmmm..."

" pa's coming home to Deo when's unda?" ana bit her lower lip, she was confused as to what to say.

"Unda.." deo pulled on Ana's arm, he could not wait to hear the reply from the mother.

" yes, then baby. Now papa's busy," ana takes her son, then slowly leaves the playgroup.

"if Dad?" When are you going home, Deo?"

Ana stopped her steps.again a plain question deo, managed to make her mother instantly feel the rain of thousands of bullets.

"Undaaa.." deo yelled softly in his ear.

"A-dad deo si-busy too, dear." answered ana with a brick stammer.

" Deo wants to see Daddy...."

" Kelja's dad's late.."

"Daddy ndak deo shayang, Unda?"

Ana bit her lower lip, this time holding back her sobs that she wanted to let out. He cannot cry in front of his son.

" Dear deo, dear father," in all her efforts to bring out her smile, so that her son would believe, believing in his words that would never happen.

"telus why didn't you come home?"

"Don't you want to see Deo, Unda?"

"deo naughty yes unda?"deo Trus rattled ana with those sad questions.

Ana took something out of her bag, a lollipop that deo wanted.

"Want to?"

Without further ado deo took it "makaci unda.."

Ana nodded and smiled.

candy is the only way to deo, to forget something that has been said for a moment.

Honestly, Ana's heart was very shocked to hear the words deo just now.

Ana feels guilty for lying to her son.His father will never come, and will not show his face before him, his father has rejected his presence in this world, rejecting him very cruel. How he will come to her, give her true affection.

seeing her son so cool with the lollipop, ana immediately stepped her feet, Towards their car.

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