
“Mother,” call Giska.
“What's dear?” sahutku.
“I'm hungry ma'am,” replied Giska whose face was clear.
I was silent and saw Giska . I honestly looked at Giska because
bewildered. I don't know what Giska's favorite food is.
“What do you want to eat, baby?’ I sat in front of Giska.
“Mom's time don't know my favorite food?” tanyakanya.
“Maybe I forgot. Mom just woke up today. Probability
big mom forgot,” kilahku.
“I just want to eat white rice and boiled chicken eggs plus
kecap,” he said that was clear.
I nodded my head and stood up. I started opening the fridge
and looking for food ingredients.
“Good. You'll get good food. I will not
make you suffer,” I said in my heart.
I started preparing food. I'll make good food for the girls
that small.
It didn't take me an hour to make a menu of white rice and sausages
sauteed. Most likely, a child will like it a lot. After being me
preparing food for Giska. I also had lunch filled up
my tummy.
I have to figure out a way to find out what Giska's habits are and what
who became his favorite. Not funny to me, if I don't know anything
favorite of children.
This is very strange for my body. I didn't used to
know nothing about children. I was thirty at the time
annual. Marrying me was a big avoidance. I myself do not want to
married. In my own view the man was the same and often made me
disillusioned. Will I get married this year? Considering I have one
little girl and do not forget also with the contents of this woman's savings.
These few days have been so good to me. I haven't been out of the house the same
once. I have to clean up this whole house. I can't be either
thuggish. About Giska, Giska has been picked up by Fillian. I feel calm
because it is his responsibility.
I was thinking how I delivered it myself
to school. Fillian said it was unnecessary. Because I myself often
helping him. Plus I'm recovering from illness. I have to rest during
a month. Yes, I chose not to do it.
Suddenly I remembered this woman's savings. I gotta
look for him and find his savings book. I have to count some money
he has. If he doesn't have any money at all, I have to do it
anything so Giska can eat. Poor that little girl. He has to live life
without anybody.
Just asked Fillian about my savings book. Fillians
told me that this woman's savings book is stored in piles
shirt. My eyes are perfectly round. This man is just like the man of my time.
I like to keep important things under my clothes. This is so weird.
Until I finally found the savings book under the pile
shirt. I picked it up and saw the number of savings books. I was not intentionally
see the nominal a little bit. I honestly conducted a market survey on materials
any food. I don't know some food prices this year and
the next.
Being an impromptu mother is not young doing it. I have to look for
Giska. Fillian just asked, how come you don't know about your daughter?
Fortunately, I was able to stand by and remember the events of the chronology
about the accident. I can tell Fillian that is “MOST LIKELY
I GOT AMNESIA.” Thank goodness, Fillian
understand with me.
My savings book has been taken. I looked at his savings only
a tad. Most likely the money is used for treatment while at home
be ill. I started the initiative to work. I started making a cover letter.
But I remember this is a sophisticated age. Should have made a letter
the application was through digital and spread to a number of companies. Then I
remember some of the electronics in this house. Will
can all electronic devices be connected to the internet? The answer is not necessarily. I
only found a few eletronic objects. At most only three.
I finished making a proposal I threw to a number of companies in
this town. Want to stay close to me and leave it to the company. It's lucky
this woman already has several college degrees. So safe for me
in order not to bother to take or ask the universe to take a diploma
in the past.
Some days there's no company call. I've been
check out and some food that turns out to be more expensive on the
olden times. For example, the price of rice is very expensive. Yang
it costs twelve thousand perkilo. It's eight hundred thousand. I'm so
surprised by the price. Understand that my time can still be said
cheap. Today's times are different again in price. Yes, I started to despair.
to find money. There's no way I'm counting on this woman's savings
must find money to support Giska.
When Giska left school, I decided to find a job
in cafes and restaurants. They rejected me because they were alone
I've been wearing a robot. They are more expensive to spend used
for the future. I myself cannot imagine what happened to Giska
that moment. I have to be a super woman as well as a father.
I began to despair because there was no job for me. Though
I need a job myself right now. I can't use that savings until it runs out. I don't want to
doing so. I have to find money.
Tonight I saw Giska sleeping. My soul began to feel
pity on Giska. How I fell on this little boy. Smiles
the crackling, soft speech from his tiny mouth, even call the mother who
I never heard of any child. I feel happy now. Is
I'm gonna be stuck in this body forever? Then do I have to go back
into the past. By being reborn but different body. Ah. I don't know.
I started to remember my old life. I started to wake up and
looking for news in the past. Exactly in the year 2022. Which is where
the incident brought me to this body. I started looking for information
about Sonia Barata. I am very curious about my real body.
A little while later I found news of the upper death
name Sonia Barata. I read the article and read it. Honestly I am very
surprised to read the news. It turns out I actually got hit by a train. ‘
Then I scroll down and see a video of the incident
that past. My heart was pounding and scared to see the incident.
I doubt I want to see that happen. But I was very curious. Determinedly
the strong one I finally opened.
Then.....