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Episode 18's

The semester break has arrived. Today as usual, fall in the room, eat and then sleep. Aldi who almost every day invites me to the road but I always reject it. For the same reason, my heart is still disappointed. Until when can I forget the events that made my heart go wrong. My love is still for him, but my disappointment is still a mountain.

Do I have to keep going like this? Aldi repeatedly apologized to me. But I always turn to something else.

Today I intend to come to Aldi's house, I should be able to give him a chance. I knew that the pain was still there, but it didn't have to drag on - I hated him. I have to forgive and come back as I used to. Suddenly Kevin came, he had foiled my intention.

"Hey, may I come to your house?" ask Kevin.

I nodded and shook my head.

"Why are you like that? My intention here is good" said Kevin.

"I have important, important business, Mr. Kevin. Can it be postponed first? Why don't you tell me if you want to go home?" my many.

"Yes, I happened to pass by. And just come over here. Yes, I just want to deliver this. It's for you and your family. Excuse me then, go to the office" Kevin replied as he gave me a parcel.

Kevin left with the scent of his perfume that was still left behind, a neat black suit, and a luxurious car, making people fall in love but not the case for me.

I also canceled my intention to go to Aldi's house, because it was noon. Then I went on to eat and sleep.

"A very boring day. Eat, sleep, eat, sleep. My intention failed because of that Kevin. I call Aldi, he'll come to my house" I said.

I also took my phone on the table. Then call Aldi, thank God Aldi is not busy and he will come to my house later in the afternoon. While waiting for Aldi, I also intend to make the caramel balls like Aldi. I rushed to the kitchen.

There was a knock on the door, and I rushed forward. Aldi has arrived at my house. I told him to sit on the living room couch.

"You sit down first, I go to the buffalo," I said.

Aldi nodded his head and sat down on the sofa. Soon, I brought her her favorite caramel sponge and a cup of milk coffee.

"Here, please try. I made the balls myself. Hope you like it," I said.

"I don't just like the ball, but I like the guy, too" Aldi replied with a smile.

"Oh yeah, are you on work or vacation?" ask me to Aldi.

"Again the day off, Vi. Tomorrow we just come in. The payload hasn't come in yet. So yes you can relax to see you," replied Aldi.

"Where are your test scores, Vi?" ask Aldi.

"Not out yet, Bang. Maybe next week. But once I get my grades, I'll stop college. You know, my parents' economy is down. I have to find work first to connect my college," I said with a sad face.

"Yes, you're patient. I helped you. Don't give it up, I'm always there for you, Vio," Aldi said.

I took my phone out of my pocket, I checked Facebook. Suddenly seen posting Gina photos together with Aldi. My anger began to appear. My intention to forgive Aldi and return with him is now gone.

"Well, Gina posted a photo together with you. Look," I said, looking at my phone at Aldi.

"What the hell is Gina, she's deliberately trying to destroy our relationship again. You still don't believe me. I never called her again, Vi. All contacts have been blocked" Aldi said.

I asked Aldi "Keep, how does he know you're sick?"

"Even until the meaning I make comes look at you," I said.

"I don't know about it, maybe he has eyes. Please believe me this time with me," Aldi pleaded.

After a long chat with Aldi, Aldi finally came home. I am still confused by how I feel about him. Should you go ahead or stop here.

I intend to forgive him. But, when Gina posted that photo I became more upset, jealous, even wanted me to catch the Gina.

Then I went into the house and looked for my mother. There was something I had to ask, other than Dance, My mother was the place where I poured out this feeling that I was experiencing.

"Mom, Vio is going to confide in Mom" I said.

"Here, Son. What do you want to confide in? Have you eaten? ask Mom to me.

"Already, Mom. Speaking of Aldi, Mom. Overall," I replied.

"Yaudah, let's tell Aldi why?" ask Mom with a smile.

"Aldi is cheating, Mom. But, Vio and his friends found him at the Mall at that time. Failed," I replied.

"Do you know why he's like that?" mother asked, holding my shoulder.

"Gina's Aldi's coworker, ma'am. Maybe because we often find love. Vio's confused, Mom. Sometimes Vio was upset with Aldi, sometimes there was also affection for him, Mom," I replied with a sad face.

"Vio, whose name is alive there must be a problem, a trial. You guys just got that hot? Talk again, son. I know Aldi still loves you," she replied.

After talking to my mother long enough. Then I rushed to the room. I took the box that Aldi gave me. I reopened the box, I remembered all my memories with him. The night wind sent my miss to Aldi. Does it have to be like this, every night of thought, drifting in prolonged grief. Let alone a year, a day I did not meet Aldi, the heart is not careless.

Anyway, tomorrow I have to forgive him, I have to turn it back, when do I think it continues? Honestly, I still love you Aldi. I don't want to keep going on like this, hanging up my relationship with you Aldi. I know you've done something wrong, but I have to forgive and we can repeat it from the beginning. I'm sure, Aldi's a good man.

Tonight was very gray for me, I missed Aldi who used to love my teasing. Every night you incarnate, plunder my head. A raging heart, memories of you always cross my mind. What's wrong with me is that I have to get a test like this. First my relationship, second my college, third I don't know what else is going to happen to me. At 23:00 WIB, I immediately went to bed because I had to get up early tomorrow.