Ustadz, I Love U
internal external wound

Aisyah still has not shown her face since the news of her betrothal spread widely among the santri. Fitri is still not out of thought with his best friend that one. Is it possible that all this time he had deliberately hidden all this from her and laura for knowing it from the beginning. And maybe he harbored a sense with ustadz A'ab since a long time considering they grew up together since childhood. But what is it like imi how ? there was secretly a horrendous matchmaking news, and it hurt the feelings of his other best friend.

" ra, come with me yuk !" invite fitri to laura who as usual holds on to the thick book that faithfully accompanies her.

disturbed by the presence of ustadz fauzy who almost every day met him in the perpus, laura chose to spend her time reading books in the room. if he feels disturbed it will be immediately covered by using a cotton swab and he can refocus to read.

"ra, uh,.....!" shouted fitri considering his best friend was also unmoved.

" where to ?" laura finally opened her voice.

" to the pharmacy, buy medical supplies !" reply fitri.

" get the others fit, I'm missing !" laura focused on her book.

" come on ra, let's not be bosen in the pesantren continue !" pinta fitri's.

" ck, yeah I've been dech !" decak laura moved from her seat lazily.

" that donk, yo wes don't wait under !" fitri girang.

Not what, this is all done fitri to provide entertainment to his best friend it. Maybe a different atmosphere can make his heart feel better.

Laura went down the stairs lazily, looking there fitri already heard the grin waiting for her.

"ayo ra, mlaku(walk) yo deket kog !" bring fitri with spirit.

without responding to laura just tailed lazily.all the way to the pharmacy which was only a few houses away from the pesantren complex, fitri continued to chatter which he thought was interesting and funny to entertain laura. Although not much response given only occasionally smile and shout. But fitri did not give up he continued to tell stories all the way until when he reached the sidewalk across the pesantren, precisely in front of the pharmacy to which a loud bang diverted his chatter.

Sissyttt,,.......Brainsk.......

Fitri's body was fixated on seeing that reality.the person who was thought to still be at the side listening to his chatter turned out to be no longer beside him. His tongue is a little, his body is currently trembling to see the person who had been thought to hear his chatter is currently lying in the middle of the road with blood all over his body.

It..u..ra...!" trembling lips fitri said but his legs still can not be just stepped towards a body full of blood at the end there.

On the other hand, a man gallantly clutched the body of laura who was already filled with blood. His eyes were closed, not signifying life. But his pulse was still throbbing at least it could still be a hope for laura to be saved.

"zy, here's my car keys, please take it here too long if we wait for the ambulance to come, the hospital is far away !" his orders to a friend who happened to be with him at that time.

Without thinking about ustadz Fauzy directly according to what was ordered ustadz A'ab. Ustadz A'ab said do'a in his mouth for the salvation of Laura. Fitri was still glued to the side of the road without being able to say anything.

Before long ustadz Fauzy came with a car ustadz A'ab as ordered. And immediately lifted the tiny body full of blood into the car. fitri still fixated on the mouth of the road in pull ustadz fauzi into the car.

o Allah save him, I have not even spoken to him, God save him,...

All the way unceasingly the mouth of Ustadz A'ab whispered do'a. And it did not escape the attention of fitri and ustadz fauzi who were in the front seat.while the position of A'ab ustadz himself in the back seat by holding the body of laura which was already full of blood.

I know you must be strong, you're a strong girl, so hang on....

Several tears appeared to fall on her beautiful eyes. And it is definitely a rare sight for fitri and ustadz fauzy.

While fitri continues to condemn himself to feel guilty about this incident. He who asked in between out by laura, he who was negligent in guarding laura. let laura daydream in the streets until finally hit by a car and injured like this. unable to treat the wound in laura's heart, it added to the wound outside of laura's heart.

I'm sorry ra, I forced you to leave on the grounds of wanting to heal your wounds, but instead I made you hurt inside out like this.

The car continued to drive as fast as possible to the hospital and in a short time finally their group managed to reach the hospital. Ustadz fauzy opened the door and Ustadz A'ab immediately brought Laura's body to run into the hospital. The hospital that saw the incident immediately did the best treatment by bringing laura to the IGD room.

After Laura entered the IGD room and handled by an expert doctor, now outside only 3 people who had brought her silence waiting for the results of laura treatment. Fitri was still silent and cursed himself, while the other two seemed to be subdued in frustration but unceasingly chanted do'a from his mouth.

Bruck....

I don't know what was in his possession, ustadz fauzy who had been silent just like the other two people suddenly threw a punch at the person beside him.

" Astagfirullah hal adziiim, ustadz what is it ?" fitri was shocked to see the incident.

brukkk....

without answering the question fitri second punch back in laykan make fitri increasingly clueless.as well as the victim of the blow, which is actually the same does not understand him but let the friend first vent his anger.

" you know I loved her a long time ago ab, but your treatment of your gaze upon her today seems to be more than my feelings for her, what do you mean ab ? you said you weren't interested in her ? but that was ,... ach....!" ustadz fauzy vented his emotions in frustration.

" i never said that I wasn't interested in him zy, try to remember again !" ustadz A'ab answered casually and got up from his place slumped by a hard enough blow from the friend.

" but you're always quiet when I tell you about him ab, you make me look like a fool !"

" what should I do when you tell me ? for me my feelings need not be anyone knows, let it be my secret and God alone !"

" you are indeed a hypocrite ab, then what about your matchmaking with ice neng ?"

" matchmaking ? what matchmaking do you mean zy ?" ustadz A'ab increasingly did not understand the direction of his friend.

Fitripun was surprised when Ustadz A'ab asked back about the news of his match with Aisyah.

" Halah, it's ab, everyone already knows that you and the ice neng were betrothed by abah, you are still pretending! " cried fauzy

" Astagfirullah adziiim thing, for two weeks I was not in the pesantren zy, just returned 2 days ago and you know that, and about the matchmaking you said that, that, you haven't talked to me at all !" ustadz A'ab and Fitri started to understand what they were talking about.

" so ustadz doesn't know yet ?" tanya fitri discussed the debate between the two men and only answered a ring by ustadz A'ab.

" then how does the ustadz feel with the ice neng ?" ask fitri again.

" hemh,.I and the ice neng grew up together since childhood with my foster, so I loved the ice neng as my own sister !" terang ustadz A'ab is serious and fenced fitri.

There is at least a relief in the fitri heart, there is still hope to recover the broken heart of laura.

" SO.....