Unable to Survive

Unable to Survive
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in the evening, the entire Handoko family gathers at the dinner table, including Azam who is now sitting next to Cecil.


Kaka ,why not come to Nai's graduation show with Cecil ? naira asked, a look of disappointment from her sister's face .


sorry Kaka, busy so did not have time to attend but congratulations to both of you and congratulations also on the proposal " said Azam, glancing at Cecil who was enjoying his meal .


anyway Naira wants a gift from Kaka yes Kan Cil, the same wife's sister's time is not in love gift , other friends just give gift to us both "Naira , sound spoiled like Kakanya.


tomorrow Kaka, love the gift, Cil , what do you want ? it's up to "answer Cecil, short .


Ma, Pa Cecil, the room was "Cecil, stood up and left the dining room .


Azam, bowing limply saw Cecil suda climb the stairs. Kaka ,Sih did not come to campus so Cecil was more disappointed with Kaka.


mending you follow your wife Mama , do not want to see her sad again .iya Mama you really try to improve your relationship , although difficult but this is the risk of your actions "Handoko , nikimpali.


Azam, following his wife to the room despite his doubts but this is for the sake of the happiness of his family , he must get forgiveness from Cecil , he realized his mistake was not a small matter but he will continue to try to improve it .


you, all right? Azam asked, sitting next to Cecil, who was lying on his back.


don't keep quiet 'Then don't know what you want if you keep quiet like this 'Kaka, you know Kaka was wrong with you but it was out of Kaka's control when it all just happened " Cil look here, answer do not torture Kaka in this way.


Cecil, still with his position, his body trembled with the cry, Azam, more and more feeling at once saw Cecil crying like that.


you, can hit me as long as you don't cry and stay rich gini "Azam hugs Cecil from behind Azam, can feel Cecil's body shaking from crying.


I want us to separate !


what are you saying ? Kaka does not like to hear it, until whenever we will never part "Azam, take off his arms pull Cecil's shoulder, to face him.


you can mara Kaka, if you want maki please but janga rehash your words again.do you not pity Mama, Papa, Naira and our children.


Cecil, change his position to sit.


it's the best, Cecil , what tape Kaka knows how sick Cecil feels, when Cecil lost Mama but the person I most hope his presence is actually mingling with other women, at that time Cecil lost Mama, can Kaka understand what pain is like .


every time Cecil, closing his eyes Kaka's shadow of a kiss with Susan continued to be imagined "with the sobs of Cecil , revealing his heart.


how many times do I have to apologize to you, what do I need to prostrate at your feet so that you will forgive Kaka, say what should I do "Azam, his face was rough ,confused must be how the song to make Cecil want to forgive him.


there is no ! Cecil, just want to calm down first, Cecil, want to set the heart first anyway Ceci did not go or our house just bordering the wall nothing changed, nothing changed, it's not like Kaka used to hate Cecil so with us separated the bed there will be no effect for Kak.


I beg you to think again about this for the sake of our family and our future son ,Kaka will not force you to forgive Kaka but Kaka just asked to give a chance this time for Kaka to prove that Kaka really love you.


you can hate Kaka , can mara or you want to slap Kaka everything I will accept as long as never ask to separate from Kaka "Azam , hugging Cecil , ' he said ,tampa felt Azam's tears dripping down Cecil's shoulder.


Kaka , dear to you , I know Kaka has a lot of mistakes but there is no second chance for me to fix everything.


Cecil, still in Azam's arms, there was a warm feeling in his heart honestly deep down his feelings for Azam did not pen change even would never change from the past until now.


Cecil never hated the same Kaka, just forgot his difficult, the love that Cecil had never diminished a little Cecil, Cecil ,just want to make sure if Kaka really already Love Cecil or just because of limited responsibility .


Kaka knows it is difficult for you to believe, but Kaka will prove it, now you do not have to force yourself to believe in Kaka , you just need to give time for Kaka to prove everything.


hearing Azam's words, Cecil raised both his hands to return her husband's embrace ,


all right, this time Cecil will wait and see what all Kaka's words can believe or just plain empty ,


thanks for the opportunity so we won't split the bed "Azam, holding both cheeks Cecil .


Cecil, standing over the door to room , thought - think first "he said before opening the door and then exiting to the floor of Naira's room.


honey, don't you dong dah dah split the bed "Azam yells after Cecil, where is he ? did he really go to his house, can't this can't be "Azam , down the stairs with a rare length .


Ma , where's Pa Cecil ? ask Azam, panicked.


Samita and Handoko who were sitting while watching television so panicked to hear Azam looking for Cecil.


Cecil is missing again ? ask samita .


did Cecil not go through here? he said he wanted to go to the house of MAma Sanra to stay in Sana" said Azam.


but from earlier the same Mama Papa did not see Cecil down, but he was in Naira's room "Samita, May think Cecil disappeared again.


If so Azam, Naira's room was "Azam, run up the stairs again .


Nai , open the door Kaka wants to enter" said Azam , knocking on the door of Naira's room that deliberately Cecil lock.


do we open the door for Kaka ? naira asked, who got the headband from Cecil.


just let him shout, mending we watch the drama "Cecil, open the Naira lektop, looking for a Korean drama that he thinks is good for them to watch this time.


tumbeng want to watch Korean dramas, usually ogah " Say Naira . either since pregnant , I became like the same Korean drama .


means my niece-to-be has the same good looks as her aunt." Naira, the more the spirit, so we let Azam scream "ask Naira, again .


just tell me first ! let's just say it's his first test to prove his promise as I "Cecil , wear a hendset to be able to focus on watching tampa interference from the outside.


Handoko and Samita, running up the stairs when they heard Azam yelling, there was apalgi anyway with the boy" grumbled Samita.


what's yelling 'pake gendor-gendor your sister's room" asked Samita . Naira, don't open the door Ma ,Azam wants to see Cecil" said Azam, with a clear face.


every day also met so much that he used to calm down so they slept too ." Samita, stop Azam's hand, who wants to knock back on Naira's room door.


Ma, it's only 09:20 where might they sleep, come on Ma dong, help Azam let Naira want to open the door, Mama, want to see Azam as Cecil better again right ? so please.


help Ma, love Azam "Handoko, please ask Samita to help her son.


Nai ,Cecil this is Mama , open the door Nak , Mama wants to enter" Samita , finally obey the will of her son at the request of her husband.


Cil, it was Mama who knocked on the door, how ? did I open the door ?


buaka aja dehga mama"Naira , stand up to open the door , what's up Ma ?


you are yes, so Kaka has shouted while knocking on the door you do not open your turn new Mama want to open "the nagging Azam, break in .


so you two want to work with me ? " Azam, go up to the bed and hug Cecil.


Samita, Handoko and Naira smile sweetly at Azam and Cecil together again.


Kaka , if you want to be friendly do not here dong , you go back to the room deh "go naira .


Bener that's dear, we're in the room just watch it continue in our room . gini it's good to see Mama, hope your relationship is forever harmonious no more problems come " Samita hugs Cecil for a moment before Samita and Handoko wind up to her room .