
Hanna walked back and forth delivering orders from customers who came to her place of work.
Since the divorce with her husband she no longer get money until finally she had to find a job to be able to meet the needs of her life that is only alone, without brothers, and finally she has to find a job to meet the needs of her life, the family moreover the hard-earned child he gave birth to even first abandoned himself, letting him live in loneliness and guilt.
The guilt of why he did not fight for custody of his son from the husband, just because he did not have the money to hire a lawyer until finally now there are countless regrets, continues to disturb haunting every day.
She's been trying to get a better job than being a waitress at a nightlife.
But what is the power of the times is increasingly difficult and everyone needs a job so that he who does not have an adequate diploma can only get a job like this.
Forced, he was forced to undergo this job to survive in the midst of the harsh world that seemed to endlessly give trials to him.
Really back when he was still with Ipul his life was happy, she had shelter even the man's parents so kindly accepted her presence regardless of her status that it was just an ordinary woman without parents.
Feeling so lucky that she loved with all her heart even when Ipul and her parents started talking about marriage, she was the luckiest woman at the time.
The way of life he can not guess well, to the one incident that made him disappointed but still his love did not fade let alone to annihilation, he still loves well and tries to accept, but fate is again unwilling to side with him when all the plans he has dreamed of must come to an end.
A few minutes he could rest for a while as there was still no more order he had to deliver, stand in front of the bar table then take a deep breath and take it out slowly, he himself did not expect that he would eventually have to work in a place like this, inevitably he had to keep running it while continuing to try to find a much better job.
Hanna still has to go back to work until 4am new she can go home to the boarding house, he chose the cost of only a few minutes rather than a rented house because the monthly money is certainly cheaper and he can pay, he said, because he had to be smart to divide his salary is not much to pay enough for his life for one month.
"Why the hell did you see Mulu's waiter?" Maira piqued with a pair of Daniya eyes that kept glaring sharply at a servant-clad woman who was standing not far from them.
"Lo know?" ask Maira again.
Daniya put her shoulders, "not knowing but later also I must know," Daniya said.
Maira frowned not understanding the words of her friend, "not knowing me," he said later.
"No need to understand anything, what is important now Lo it is quite nemenin me only," said Daniya again sip a drink that only stayed half.
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The sky was already back bright with the sun so dazzling.
It's 11pm and Ipul is still on the streets looking for his wife who until now he hasn't found, either, earlier he had gone to the campus the wife asked her campus friends but all the students he asked instead compact answer did not know or had not seen Ralen on campus for three days.
The face of frustration and anxiety is more clearly visible on the face of the man who is now staring blankly at the streets he is passing through, his wife never found him more and more make his guilt more mountainous, he said, until the ringing sound of the phone makes it suddenly stop the speed of the car.
Step on the brake quickly and then reach for the phone in the seat next to it.
"Yes hello Ma, I'm sorry that Ipul has not been able to find Jelita," he said when the mother had contacted him.
"Ralen's home!" the voice of the Mama sounded very clear to make Ipul widen his eyes to look surprised but a moment later his lips reviewed a smile of incredible relief.
"You go home now" the mother asked.
"Yes yes, Ipul immediately went home," he said with enthusiasm, with a quick movement he turned off the phone and re-started the car engine that quickly drove to home.
He felt his feelings become very calm and also happy knowing his wife who left finally came back.
Upon reaching the house, Ipul immediately ran to find his wife but what he was looking for was not there and he only found his mother who had just come down from the top floor.
"Where's Ma's Telito?" ask Ipul with irregular breathing because he ran from the car down to the house.
Mama Riska stared at the appearance of the child, her face pale from not sleeping and also her messy clothes.
"In the room" answered the mother.
"If you want to talk to Ralen, you should take a shower first to refresh yourself so that you can talk with a cold head" said Mama Riska again.
Ipul nodded quickly then ran up the stairs and stopped in front of the room door, set his breath first before opening the door in front of him restricting himself to the woman in the room.
The man's hand moved to open the door leaf, very slowly and accompanied by a heart that was pounding violently, guilt gathered in his soul until finally the door opened slightly and his eyes could immediately see his wife sitting at the end of the bed with her head lowered.
"Darling.." calling as he opened the door wide.
There was no response from the woman who had just returned home after two days of leaving without news, raising her face to look at herself, the woman did not do so until she stepped in and stood in front of the woman she thought might have just finished a shower because of her wet hair.
"Later to say yes," said Ipul stroking his wife's black hair that again did not respond, just silence with a good shoulder down indicates that the woman is still breathing.
Cup
Without a word peeked the top of the wife's head, "sorry." before finally entering the bathroom.
Ralen clenched his lips together, holding back the crying that wanted to come out.
The woman cried silently as she heard the sound of water flowing from inside the bathroom.
Ralen really did not move from where he had been sitting since, repeatedly wiping away the tears but repeatedly the tears were still down wetting both cheeks.
Ipul who had just finished bathing was staring at the back of the wife who was still in the same position when she entered the bathroom, sigh and then take clothes from the closet.
He suspected that his wife was still disappointed and angry with him until he understood that the woman did not want to prepare clothes for him.
After dressing Ipul approached Ralen, kneeling in front of him staring at the woman who looks pooled.
Ipul sighed then took both of his wife's hands for him to hold tightly, kissing those hands repeatedly.
"Where are you going?" he asked in a soft voice there was no loud tone and anger, there was only his calm gaze with a grasp that felt cold due to him just finishing his bath.
Ralen did not answer his mouth getting locked tightly.
Ipul waited for an answer for so long until finally a pair of eyes he accidentally saw a wound under the elbow of the wife.
"Why hands?!" this time he became panicked as he saw his wife's hand was covered by a bandage that had become wet.
It's obviously an accident wound that's somehow caused.
Ralen pulled his hand and hid it behind his body.
"Jelita." The Ipul called out in a tone that demanded an answer.
"I used to fall off the bike and this is not a problem" said Ralen turned his face to the side unwilling to see the face of the man who had made his heart disappointed.
Really she still clearly remembered what the man said to her, the pain she might still feel some time later so let her behave like this now.
Ipul does not like to get anywhere he pulls the hand of the wife and then opens the bandage that covers the wound, the bandage should have been dry so that the wound could heal quickly but it was possible that the bandage was accidentally exposed to water when his wife took a bath.
"Why not call me? not telling me!" Ipul was angry to see the wound that turned out to be sewn because it meant that the wound was quite deep.
"I can't possibly interrupt my husband's busy life with his ex-fiancee" Ralen once heard insinuating him.
Ipul sighed then stood up to take the medicine box, he did not want to serve the words of his wife because later it would only make them noisier.
It seems that Mama also did not realize that Ralen was injured because he had not said anything, if the Mama knew maybe the woman would be very anxious and busy treating the wound on Ralen's hand.
"His injuries aren't just this."
Ipul stared cluelessly waiting for Ralen to speak but the woman did not speak, only silent with heavy breathing.
"Sorry." Ipul thought that if Ralen was talking about his heart, the woman's heart was hurt by the words he said on the phone.
Ralen smiled faintly but his eyes still let out tears that even though they were held still slid out.
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