
"Sometimes I've always felt jealous to see a family that looked happy, throwing jokes and being interspersed with laughter while sitting on an amusement park chair. With a large cotton candy and ice cream." Carlin said with a cry, this was the first time he dared to reveal everything that was always disturbing and enveloped his heart with sadness.
In the past, she could only cry in the bathroom, or under a blanket before going to bed.
No one knew that he harbored this deep sadness, he was just trying to stay nice and as if he was happy.
Miss Carissa could only cry to see her daughter's heart was so broken, she did not expect it turned out that everything she did with the purpose of treasure made her daughter drown in grief.
She thought her daughter would live happily with all the treasures of her hard work, but her guess was wrong.
Carlin did not need his property but his affection, he only realized that he had gone too far to leave his daughter.
"I hate you.." cried Carlin, his voice echoing in that magnificent room.When time came to a halt, the bird stopped in the sky, the wind that blew as if it was silent, the leaves no longer swayed by the wind, the sea water that was originally choppy now arrived immediately stopped.
The eagle lord could only close his eyes, he felt his heart hurt, his heart really hurt, and it is caused by selfishness in itself.
Carlin ran up the stairs with a rough rub of his tears, the girl's feelings were really broken, sad, disappointed, and angry mixed in his heart.
Mistress Carissa who was intending to chase after her daughter was instantly prevented by the eagle lord by shaking her head.
"Let him alone, he'll need some time alone" said the eagle master, preventing his wife from seeing Carlin.
"But- ....."onya Carisa again shed her tears, she also felt the sadness felt by her daughter.
The eagle master only shook his head in response, then he again sat his body on the sofa while rubbing his face rough.
Carlin shut the door of his room hard, dropping his body on the bed in a supine position.
He cried out as he did, spilling all the sadness that was in his heart.
I want him to ask God about his life, why he should live without happiness and there is only suffering and sadness.
If this was his destiny, he would live like this until he died. If so, he felt that God was really unfair to him. He also wants to live a happy life, even though once he wants to be able to laugh freely, feel happiness in his life.
Carlin got out of bed, the girl was intending to leave the house. Better he leave this house, he does not want to always be imprisoned in something called family.
A meaningless family to Carlin, one that has always kept her life immersed in sadness and loneliness.
It is better to live alone, than to feel alone when he still has something called family.
Carlin walked towards the balcony window, it looked very dark outside. He looked at the clock mounted neatly on the wall, the time had shown at 10 pm.
He took some fairly thick blanket cloth in his closet, binding all sides of the cloth so that a long description of the cloth was formed.
He walked back to the balcony, looking around to ensure safe conditions.
He threw the cloth to the ground, then tied it to the balcony guardrail.
He looked around, making sure there were no daddy's men in charge of guarding the celestyn residence.
Carlin ran towards the backyard, running towards the wall that surrounded his house.
Who would have thought, it turns out that behind the wall there is a secret street in the shape of a square large enough, fit for carlin to enter by crawling.
He crawled out until he could get out of the celestyn residence, he stared at the quiet looking streets.
No one, just a light pole.
There was no fear in his heart right now, as his goal now was to leave the celestyn residence. Although there was a bit of sadness and heaviness to leave her home, the reason was her mommy, the woman who gave birth to her.
But disappointment and anger had flared in his heart that made him reckless to do this without thinking of anyone, even his mommy though.
Carlin walked without knowing the direction, he just followed where his steps went. Even barefoot, he walked without using his footwear so that it made his white feet dirty and slightly scratched because it was exposed to bushes that grew next to the walls of his house.
In the middle of a silent and dark night, he walked with a blank gaze staring at the asphalt road he was walking on now.
The wide road was completely deserted, not a single vehicle passed by. Indeed since this was late at night, there would be no one to go out unless there was a need.
Butwait?
He felt that someone was following him, and he looked back. But strangely he did not see anyone, he circulated his gaze through the building of luxury homes in the elite area.
Feeling his feelings starting to feel bad, he immediately turned around and walked with wide steps.
He was afraid that there were bad people who were following him, especially it was already night and quiet.
If he asks for help, maybe people won't hear his voice.
"Oh my god.please protect me" murmured Carlin, looking back.
And sure enough, there was someone dressed all in black following him. The man covered his head with a hat, and put his hand in the pocket of the jacket he was wearing.
Carlin accelerated his pace even more, he was now really scared. What if that person did something evil to him, he really could not imagine it.
The mysterious person also accelerated his pace after Carlin, it seemed like that person was indeed following Carlin.
"Please help me.Whoever help me" said Lirih carlin, he hoped that someone in this area who happened to be passing by. Strangers who follow him no longer follow him.
Just imagine if we were walking at midnight and suddenly there were people who followed, how do we feel?, maybe the feeling of fear will immediately hit, just like the feeling of Carlin now.
Not paying attention to the road, Carlin did not know that in front of him there was a medium-sized stone that made him stumble and fall.
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