Trapped in Love Mafia Handsome
Wrongfully
'Is what Ryan said true, Jimmy? will you be disappointed in me? with what I do?'
Inner Alex said.
''Don't know you, what I did was to fulfill his wish, avenge the faceless death my brother, Jimmy, '' Alex tried to deny, saying something contrary to his true heart.
''Stubborn man like you, will never hear the words of others, you think carefully, where is a sister who will be happy when she sees her brother tortured with revenge like you? huh...! if he will be happy to see his brother commit a crime with the reason to avenge, you think your sister will be happy with all that, Ryan said again.
''Then what should I do? I've been living a lonely life since I was abandoned by my only sister, languishing and soaking in deep wounds, you guys are easy to say that because you and you Angel, don't feel what I feel,'' Alex with teary eyes.
''I understand, Alex. But what you have been doing is useless, will not change the situation and certainly will not make your sister come back to life, which there is probably your sister will feel tormented in nature there, watching his beloved brother live with vengeance and torture.''
''Really...?''
''Of course...''
''Ha... huh...! do you think I will be consumed by your words? it won't. Don't talk like you're a saint and and the truest person is just to protect this wife you just married, Alex replied again contrary to the real heart.
Because in fact, deep down, Alex really realizes that what Ryan just said is true.
''As far as you are, Alex. Your mouth may deny it but I'm sure your heart agrees with what I just said.''
''I'm sorry, Alex bang. What I did was wrong, but Jimmy's death was completely out of my control, and to be honest I was just as devastated by you at the time, because Jimmy was also one of the people I loved, at that time, Angel ventured to speak even though his hands were still trembling slightly.
''Your apology' I refuse. And I won't accept your apology, until whenever Angel.''
Alex also left just like that in front of Angel and Ryan, his heart suddenly in the thick of a deep sense of uneasiness, actually what Ryan said was really in the heart, but he was too embarrassed to admit it because his selfishness was too high.
Alex slowly walked away, walking his feet in shaky steps, until he finally stopped in a quiet hallway without a single person feeling there.
He also leaned his body on the wall, his head also appeared to be on the back as if he felt a deep unease.
'Jimmy... My sister, is what I'm doing wrong? trying desperately to avenge myself, until I lose one leg, how can I let go of this grudge and let go of you, I am really tormented living life like this.'
Alex's inner self with teary eyes. His mind is very tormented at the moment. Alex Will, for the first time, realizes that he is completely wrong.
Is this a guidance? I don't know, only God knows. Alex feels that he is on the verge of a dilemma.
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