
The dinner together was over. Now, Zelvin and Liora were on the balcony staring at the dark sky with no stars and the cold night air.
Zelvin hugged Liora's body wrapped in a thick blanket in search of warmth. Zelvin tucked the child's hair in Liora's ear, then kissed Liora's white neck.
"Mommy and Daddy when are you coming home?" ask Zelvin
Liora shook her head, "I don't know, but she said as soon as possible. Because Daddy still has work."
Zelvin nodded, he kept his head on Liora's shoulders. It smells like Liora's body. The woman always managed to get him drunk.
Liora twisted her body, she looked at Zelvin with a hard-to-art look. Liora clasped Zelvin's hand while stroking the back of her husband's hand.
"Sister, don't you like me carrying this child?" ask Liora straight to the point.
Zelvin lowered his head. His breathing was heavy, it was hard to explain. But, if not explained Liora will increasingly misunderstand.
"Darling, I really want to have a child with you. But, I was afraid of failing to be a father like me to Emmanuel. Do you know what my past was like with Emmanuel? My guilt for Emmanuel is still there. For Emmanuel, I feel like I failed at being a father, Liora. But behind that, I'd really like to have a child of yours." Zelvin's hand felt Liora's flat stomach.
"Here, I wish there were little creatures growing from here, from the fruits of our love. But I always felt scared. I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid I can't educate my child, I'm afraid ..."
Liora hugged Zelvin's body, giving Zelvin a great quiver of calm. Zelvin's breathing was getting irregular, he was holding back tears so as not to fall.
"Sister, we can certainly educate our children. We, I'm just like you. Never be afraid, right? You didn't fail to be Emmanuel's father, he was always proud to have a father like you. Later, our son will also be proud to have a father like you. Their superhero is you" Liora assured her husband.
Zelvin tightened his embrace. She cried in Liora's arms, "I want this child, I want, Liora. This baby, I want him to be born into the world" Zelvin said.
Liora patted Zelvin on the back to provide some calm. "Come, let's keep our kids together."
Zelvin let go of his embrace. He pulled the nape of Liora to kiss his wife, Zelvin closed his eyes to enjoy this kiss with cold air.
Liora patted Zelvin's chest to release their lips. Liora looked at Zelvin, she shook her head. "Not gonna kiss."
"What do you want?"
“I want spaghetti, but want you to make it. I love your spaghetti."
Zelvin chuckles softly, "Let's go, baby."
Zelvin carried Liora ala koala to the kitchen. She sat Liora in the pantry seat while she made the spaghetti Liora wanted.
Liora looked at Zelvin who was good at making spaghetti. The man looked very handsome when he was busy with his world, his hair was a little long, his mustache was starting to grow, making him even more dazzling.
Zelvin served spaghetti to Liora, without thinking again Liora directly devoured it. “How does it feel?"
Liora gave her thumbs up, "Great boy, sister!
Zelvin sat next to Liora. Liora directly feeds Zelvin, “Enak huh?"
Zelvin nodded.
Liora ate it to the end, making Zelvin smile happily, “After what?" ask Zelvin.
“You slept but in your arms" replied Liora .
“I love you, honey." Zelvin waited for a reply from Liora, but this woman remained silent. He kissed Liora's lips.
"Honey ...," call Zelvin gently.
"I love you too Mr. Park," Liora smiled back.
"Mama Liora!" emmanuel Liora smiled as she saw that the boy had returned from his grandmother's house. Liora hugged Emmanuel's body tightly, stroking Emmanuel's back.
"It's so good at grandma's house, don't you miss Mama?" ask Liora.
Emmanuel let go of his embrace, "Kangen dong!"
"Where? Didn't you see Mommy Erica?" ask Liora.
Emmanuel nodded, "Mad, Ma. But Mommy wants to go to Singapore, she says Mommy wants to stay there."
"You sad?"
Emmanuel shook his head. “No, I have my mom here. Mommy said she'd visit me."
Liora smiled, this child is already beginning to understand the situation she is in. "Mama seneng if you are smiling. Did you eat?" ask Liora.
Emmanuel nodded. "Udah, but I'm still hungry. Grandma's cooking isn't as good as Mama's."
Liora chuckled, "Let's make some food for you."
Emmanuel nodded enthusiastically, "Let's go, Ma!"
****************
"PR is working?" ask Liora.
Emmanuel nodded, "It's Ma."
"Was you brushing your teeth?"
"It."
"Now it's time to go to sleep," Liora said.
Emmanuel nodded. The boy climbed into his bed, pulling the blanket up to his neck. "Mama, Nuel asked for help later matiin lampu ya," pinta Emmanuel.
Liora nodded, "Yes dear. Good night."
"Night, Ma" replied Emmanuel.
Liora turned off Emmanuel's room light, and he came out of Emmanuel's room. Liora walked towards the living room to wait for Zelvin's return, he said the man overtime again. Zelvin also could not be sure what time he would be home, but he made sure that he would not be home late at night.
"This is the milk, ma'am. Mr. Zelvin said the lady should drink this milk." said Aunt Maria with milk and kept it on the table.
"Thank you, Bi."
Aunt Maria nodded. "Mrs wants company?"
Liora shook her head, "No need, Bi Maria is sleeping at night."
"Well, ma'am, if you want anything call me?"
"Yes, Bi." Liora drank her pregnant milk. She covered her body because the air tonight was so cold, she was watching a drama on Netflix. Liora glanced at the clock, it was already 9pm but Zelvin hadn't come home yet.
But, soon the door of the house was opened featuring her husband who just came home from work. Zelvin smiled, he walked over to Liora and hugged her in search of warmth.
"It's cold outside" said Zelvin.
"Why not wear a jacket? I've kept the jacket in the back seat, you know," asked Liora astonished.
"No chance, baby. I went home to the meeting straight home, lazy to the office again," explained Zelvin as he sat down. The man looked at Liora, then slipped the hairdo blocking her sight.
Liora nodded, "Already. Said Erica's sister was going to Canada, she wanted to stay there."
"Good job!" chirps Zelvin.
Liora instantly pinched her husband's stomach making the man grimace in pain. "Don't do it, she's Emmanuel's mother!" liora's Reprimand.
"Dear, yes."
"You take a shower, I'm ready for warm water. Do you want tea or milk?" liora bargain.
"You want warm water, baby."
"Yes, you take a shower and I'll bring you some warm water, okay?"
Zelvin nodded then stood up from his seat and moved his feet towards the room. As for Liora, the woman took warm water for her husband. Liora went into the room, she kept a drink for Zelvin in the nightstand.
Then walk to the closet to prepare a nightgown for her husband. Shortly after, Zelvin came out of the bathroom using a towel.
Liora turned her face away when Zelvin bravely put on the shirt in front of Liora. Although, he had often seen Zelvin's body even though it always embarrassed him.
"Honey, here!" call Zelvin Liora to her husband. Zelvin immediately hugged Liora, enjoying his wife's warm body.
Zelvin turned Liora's body to face the mirror. Zelvin smiled, his hands moving to stroke Liora's flat stomach. “Still flat huh?"
"Yes, brother. It's only been 4 weeks" Liora replied.
Zelvin further tightened his embrace, he drowned his head in the recess of Liora's neck. He inhaled the scent of Liora's body, very fragrant. "Darling, aren't you cravings?" ask Zelvin.
Liora fell silent, "Not yet, why?"
“Papa, I want to be bothered with our baby."
Liora chuckled amusedly at the words of her husband.
"Liora, I love you so much. Drop with me, huh? We make a lot of children, let's not be lonely," said Zelvin make the atmosphere around him suddenly change.
"I'm sorry if my nature is still childish. Sorry for all my shortcomings. Sorry, I used to be rude to you. Sorry, for all my treatment I'm the same as you. Please help me, baby."
Zelvin looked at Liora in the mirror reflection. Liora was holding back her tears that were about to fall, just one blink of the tears would fall. Zelvin turned Liora's body to face her.
"Harden me. I want to have a child with you, I really want to. Especially if there are many. But I'm afraid of failing. You know what my illness is like, even the doctor hasn't declared a full cure." Zelvin looked at Liora softly. Liora's eyeballs were so cool, her wife's gaze was always different.
Zelvin wiped away the tears on Liora's cheek, he kissed her forehead. "No crying, baby," forbid it.
"You, you make her sad" said Liora pursed her lips.
Zelvin chuckled, he immediately grabbed Liora tightly. Zelvin lifted Liora's small body, then walked towards the bed. Zelvin put Liora to sleep slowly, then he took a sleeping position next to Liora.
“Doctors say we don't play first. If it's just a kiss, can't it?" zelvin asked by looking at Liora making the woman misbehave.
Liora hit Zelvin's chest slowly. “Why should it be anyway?" liora protest
Zelvin chuckles. She drew closer, Liora closed her eyes when she felt Zelvin's soft lips clinging to her lips. Zelvin began to move his lips slowly and Liora replied to him.
In between their kisses, Zelvin's hand could not stand still. His hands continued to dance on Liora's body, making it hard for the girl to hold back her sigh.
"Eughhh.." sighed Liora as Zelvin swiped hers.
Zelvin let go of their kisses, he stared at Liora's face which turned crimson. Zelvin continued to swipe at her while staring at Liora. “Sister Zelvin uddahh," Liora's ink.
Zelvin smiled faintly, "Related?" tanyakanya.
Liora nodded slowly.
"Aren't you going to finish?" asked Zelvin again in a seductive tone.
Liora fell silent. He kept sigh*h with the friction done by Zelvin, his breathing getting stifled when something was about to come out. "Arghhhhh.."
Zelvin stopped him, his hands down and stopped. "Well baby, can you open it?"
Liora shook her head, "No, you'll be flattered!" reject Liora
Zelvin is Zelvin. Prohibition is like an order to him. Zelvin opened Liora's pants, then pulled the blanket up Liora's waist.
Zelvin smiled at Liora with a slashed face. "Promise, nothing will happen. But, the shirt is also open?"
"Sister Zelvin!"
"Keanna," called Zelvin in a soft voice.
"No wonder-" Haven't had time to finish her talk, Liora was shocked because Zelvin forcefully opened Liora's shirt. Zelvin laughed seeing Liora's annoyed face.
"Don't refuse Iho's husband, sin knows!" his sweat. Zelvin slept on Liora's arm, his hand unable to rest on Liora's chest. Zelvin continued to play with Liora's chest, while Liora simply stroked Zelvin's fine hair.
"When do we want to make a room for our children?" ask Zelvin.
"Sister! We just don't know the gender, we'll think about it!"
"Why do we make two rooms. First, for girls and second for boys.”
“You aw-Kak! Don't bite.”
Zelvin bit the gnarly chest of his candlestick, which unfortunately will soon belong to his future son. “Gemes anyway."
"Sleep!”
“This again try to make sleep,”
"Geeh!"
"Don't sigh*h Liora, later I can't nahan.”
Liora clucked. She forbade Liora to sigh, but continued to make marks on her chest.
"As far as you are, you sleep!"
With a prank, Zelvin's hand went down and then pressed Liora's intimate nekan. Liora opened her eyes again, “Her hands are!"
"It's wet, it's open?” zelvin.
"If you're weird again, I'm sleeping with Emmanuel you know, brother!" liora.
"Ish, yes, baby!"
Liora stroked Zelvin's head, she kissed her husband's forehead gently. "Good night, sister," Liora said before falling asleep
"Night, Keanna."
...----------------...