
...Pov ...
This heart has tired of facing all this, I give up..
I can't afford to go through 'em, past this painful day maybe if other people think it's trivial but not with me. It's so hard for me 😢.
I am unable to fight love I am weak and helpless because of love
Given her sweet treatment, her smile and her attention in the past made my heart re-sliced when remembering it was just a mere charade
Wreckage of memories together continued to cross my head during the night I went through with a hollow feeling
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This time I really fell down because of love, I hurt because of love and hurt because of love
Because of the uncertain love for whom, I find it difficult to distinguish love from myself
That day became the end of all this drama to be the end of this mere relationship as well
I don't care if the world knows I don't care because this pain in the heart beats everything
These few days I'm just pensive and silent in loneliness, I'm aloof from everyone and out of reach of people
a thousand times the flat object rang but I ignored it. I wanted to forget them from my life from my heart I wanted to forget them and not remember them anymore
It's been a week since that incident and yes I completely cut off both offline and online relations with them
They had come to my place but I ignored them and did not care about them, although there was a sense of heartlessness especially the sweet man's pepper but I brushed it away far away
Today my Aunty came to my place, I welcomed her as kindly as before I did not show her my sorrow
" now you're so rare nengokin Aunty has forgotten 😣."Said Aunty Sarah with a sullen look on her face, I chuckled slowly
"sorry yes Aunt instead of Salsa has mengelupain Aunt but Salsa is busy again my dear Aunt, sorry Salsa yes next time Salsa will spare time koq for this dear Aunt ." I said to seduce my Aunty so she wouldn't get angry
"yes, I am sorry ." Aunty said after that we also talked a lot of things that were personal and jokes until finally Aubty asked the point
" Honestly, Sa is with Aunty, why are you angry with those two guys ?"Ask Aunty gently I smile bitterly
" Same story Aunty they got it wrong what until you get mad like this ?"Ask Aunty again
I was worried between having to tell the truth or not, I didn't want to trouble the family who had taken care of me, I wanted to be independent
" If it's not a big deal, then maybe you've cut off your engagement relationship, you don't even want to pick up a phone from Mrs Nayra ?"Aunty Sarah's words with a probing gaze made me even more confused
" Seriously, it's not that Aunty is just a teenager and about Nayra I don't know if I'm the phone's mom ."My speech covered the fact that I deliberately did not catch a phone from Nayra's mother because I knew she would definitely talk about the two men and I did not want to discuss it
" Yes, then, quickly solve your problem and do not prolong it ."Aunty Sarah said what I saw was like a mother advising her daughter
" Yes Aunt ."I replied with a smile after that Aunty Sarah came home
After Aunty Sarah's departure I sat pensively staring out the window
"What should I do ? my heart is too weak to deal with it but I don't want to trouble the people around me ." I was worried
I look at the phone in my hand this looks a lot of notifications messages and voice calls from both of them
"Hiks.hiks.what a wrong decision if I do this to you guys, I'm disappointed with you guys ." I cried again when I remembered the words they said at that time
Maybe I should listen to their explanation but I can't do it. I can't listen to it. I can't even look at both
Just by crying I vented the pain in my heart despite not being able to relieve this pain but at least it made me a little calmer
...Salsa Pov End ...
"have not heard from you all this time, I miss you very much but I know you must be very disappointed in me for playing you, making you a game material from us.. allow me to apologize to you my reason for doing that is only one lust ."
"I didn't give up until here I'm going to keep fighting to make you forgive us even if it takes a lot of sacrifice ."
"You are my first love and the jeweled woman I love so much I am willing to do anything just for you .. this heart is entirely yours and there will be no gap for anyone else to enter."
" Wait for me and just give me a chance this time so I can get your forgiveness even if you don't have to be with you, just being able to see you happy is enough for me ."
"Don't hate me Sa.Don't hate me because it hurts."
"i love you Salsa ."
" I love you only you are a ."
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