
...Why would you dump me when I really love you....
...You said you loved me, but it turned out to be all fake. You tricked me. After I fell with all your persuasions to be willing to give up all my soul and body, then you easily left you....
...I did not expect, 2 years of togetherness we will be lost without a trace just because of the arrival of the new one in your life....
...What is more he than I to the point that you can just throw me away after what we both face and live for?...
...You know the wound in my heart is so deep. I don't know when I'll be able to survive, while it feels like my body's soul is boneless....
...All I have in mind is you, you, and you. How do I forget you, and in every breath and pulse there is only your name....
...The more days my body gets weaker, I don't know why. Eating can't, sleeping poorly, nausea, dizziness, powerlessness. Mama forced me to go to the doctor, but I didn't know why I was so scared. I was afraid something was happening inside my body....
...True allegations. After seeing the doctor, it turned out that what I was afraid of actually happened. God, why are you presenting him at a time like this? I should what? I should how? But I can't throw it away. Enough of the sins I made, I did not want to make myself more sinful by eliminating it....
...Oh my God, take care of me, protect me, strengthen me. Give me the ability to take care of him. He is my source of strength. I will take care of him with all my heart. I will love him with all my body and soul. No matter he doesn't want it, there is me who will always be there for him....
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"Papa, papa .. "creepy Anika while she is watching television. He screamed in panic making Guntara who was in his study firmly ran in haste to approach his wife.
"What's up, ma? What the hell's going on? Why are you shouting like that?" Sahut Guntara after approaching the wife.
"Look at that, pa! Look at the news."
"Liat news? What news anyway? A rumor? Mama screams just because she watched a gossip show? Mom sometimes ... "Guntara shook his head. He had panicked until running around in a hurry was actually told to watch a gossip show as if Guntara likes to watch such a show.
Anika clucking. Nothing was protested, he thought.
"Pa, that's not the problem. Mama also can not shout call papa if this is not important. See that! Papa knows, whose news is uproar right now? She's the snake girl, pa. He's ugly our son. He accused our son of having conceived him and left him so alone. Although not directly, but he implied it. Everyone's beratein' our son, pa? Not only was the eagle targeted, but Zaya was also. What should we do, pa? How should we?" tukas Anika panicked to make Guntara surprised instead of playing.
Guntara took over the remote in his wife's hands and enlarged the volume so that he could hear clearly what the infotainment host was.
Guntara's eyes were wide. Just like his wife, he was shocked by what was being broadcast. Guntara's jaw is hardened. He needs confirmation from Gemilang, but unfortunately, neither Gemilang nor Mazaya can be contacted. It seems that both of them deliberately disabled their phones so that no one would interfere with their honeymoon activities.
It turned out that it was not only Anika and Guntara who were shocked. Maria was also surprised by the news that was in the midst of a frenzy at this time. He widened his eyes when he saw the news that aired the outpouring of the heart of the princess who was left Gemilang for preferring other women. Even her daughter admitted to her extramarital pregnancy in public. That's the problem, not only because Carla shamelessly spread her pregnant disgrace out of wedlock, but also because she has slandered Gemilang.
Maria who knows not Gemilang who impregnates the princess was suddenly worried. However, the Gemilang family is not a careless family. What if they get angry and sue his daughter for slander.
Tok tok tok ...
"Carla, open the door, quick!" mary shouted as she banged on the door of her room. But Carla who was still cool to coiled with her blanket was reluctant to open the door. Though his ears heard the voice of the mother who asked for the door to be opened immediately.
"Carla, you heard mommy, didn't you? Quick is not the door!" Shouted Mary again with a roaring chest. Why is his daughter so stubborn like this he thought. Even he began to be indifferent with all his words.
"CARLA, MOMMY KNOWS YOU HEAR MOMMY'S VOICE, OPEN THE DOOR QUICKLY OR ... "
"Or what?" carla shouted back as the door opened from the inside. "I'm still sleepy mommy, why the morning has made a fuss. Mommy was like a man living in a forest, screaming all over," Carla's insertion made Maria open her mouth.
"You ... Why is your mouth getting more and more insolent, Carla? I'm your mommy, but you ... " Mary felt speechless with Carla's attitude that was far from a sense of courtesy. "It's only natural that Gemilang leave you, see this attitude of yours? A good man would never want a woman who talks to her parents without manners." Hardik Maria with round and teary eyes. His heart ached, his heart was disappointed. How a child who grew up with all love and affection actually grew into a brash and unethical woman.
"It's mom, don't need a lot of drama, mommy wants what, huh? I'm still sleepy, going to bed. If you just want a lecture, mending mama go to the mosque only. I'm sick of hearing it."
More and more inexhaustible was Maria with the attitude of Carla who did not respect and appreciate it at all. But his goal of meeting Carla wasn't that.
"Based on a brat! Mommy just wanted to ask, why are you making such a lie, huh? You know what the impact will be? Don't be stupid Carla, you think that by you making a furore like this the Scintillating will come back to you?" Hardik Maria then he shook his head, "no. On the contrary, he will be more angry. You think he'll shut up when your good name's nosy? Why do you desperately want to get the Scintillating? It should be at a time like this that you meet the man who made you pregnant and hold you accountable, instead of making up a no-no story and leading your opinion as if you were the most hurt woman. Stop Carla, don't continue with your stupidity. You won't be able to get the Gemilang in that way. Stop before he takes action and make you broken," added Maria hope her daughter realized and stop her stupid actions.
"Here you go, if mommy can't help, you better shut up." Sentak Carla as she glanced. After saying those words, Carla closed the door rudely making Maria slump with teary eyes.
Which mother's heart does not hurt when treated like that by her own child. The daughter he cared for and cared for with all her heart, love, and affection actually treated her like a stepmother. Mary remembered her late husband. She promised her late husband the rest of her life to take care of Carla as best she could. But now he feels like a failure. It turns out that his struggle during this time was actually reciprocated with pain by the child.
"O Lord, what is my fault and sin that my own son does not consider my existence?" lirih Maria while walking straight towards the sofa where she was sitting earlier.
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