Time And Past
If only I could stop time
...Something that wasn't supposed to happen will happen but you'll enjoy it together...
I don't know why I feel sorry for my current destiny maybe I used to enjoy this dark world so much, but this moment all changed when that love grew someone I never thought would fill my days with a sense of warmth and never thought that love would grow in me.
Ripan sighed, his eyes closed, looking down at the human traffic down there,Derren who at that time watched the man was full of question marks expressions that were not easy to guess or just words that were difficult to interpret.
Keysha tapped his fingers on the table he fell silent and then noticed the face of the girl who had just smiled without anger because he had been damning to make it unstoppable by paying attention to Shahsaaa in front of her, she got up and pulled the girl's arm into the toilet
"Aaww,lo why the hell the key release pain tau" he firmly with a clenched arm
keysha's eyes continued to stare intently at Shahsaaa who was grimacing in pain by her actions
"Stay away from Ripan or" his words were cut off by Syahsaaa who was advancing closer
"Or what? I've never been afraid of your threats are Key and if you like Ripan take it if Ripan wants to be the same as you"
Syahsaa went to die Keysha in the toilet without seeing the girl's expression but from the end of her eyes she saw the shock of Key's face which was markedly panicked or she thought that the girl who had been silent all this time did not right fighting doesn't mean silence is weak, does it? it's just that there's a time when all the anger is released in time.
"Syaaaaaa" Shouted Chelsea who ran towards her "Tadi novia said you fought the same way Keysha was a boy who said lu Sya"
he panicked and looked at the left cheek
"why is it just a small matter of his rich I'm going home early yes Chel I'm not feeling well" with a raucous voice
"Yes gapapa but you are sure that Keysha does not bother your body what I need to teach you a lesson, boy" he firmly with a sharp gaze
Syahsaa chuckles at the behavior of her best friend if Keysha also does not hate her maybe she will always be three with her inner saying so
"Syaaaa even dumb again, do I need to nyari Ripan anterin you home" with a worried face Chelsea holding the shoulder Syahsaaa
"Ngga don't need to I want to go home alone anyway eh yes don't say if I'm fighting the same Keysha look out for you if you say" threatened her with a glare
"Wait so you fight with Keysha?"
Syahsaaa did not win if lying he began to get tired of the direction of this conversation, he confirmed his bag and smiled towards Chelsea
"Gw go home first yes, say the same Novia I'm not feeling sorry later I tell all her to lu ya Chel today my mood is not good"
Chelsea understood and nodded, waving to her best friend who began to step dead at the school building,when Chelsea was going back to the field of his eyes saw the man he ran towards Ripan somehow his friend felt his friend was in need of this polar ice man.
"Ripan, you have to follow Shahsaa now she fights with Keysha" he asserted without giving the man a pause to say
without a second thought Ripan ran to the parking lot to support his motorbike and immediately followed the girl without knowing where she was, out of the school yard and drove without the direction of his mind just focused about Syahsaaa
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The girl was angry , annoyed without cause his tears dripping on the cheeks immediately he rubbed with his hands he did not want to look crybaby walking slowly staring blankly towards the road car or motorcycle passing by him occasionally inhaling the air around then throw his cell phone and then turn off he did not want to be disturbed by his chaotic mood, he said,
Someone pulled his carrying bag made the tiny body back to make his mind bad and his heart felt afraid of things that he did not want.
"Here you go forward don't dare to be the same High School boy ya dare his same chick lu" with a trembling voice
Syahsaa swallows her own spit and preparing aba-abaa will run if the thugs or kidnappers behind will catch her but she will also issue her fist first if she misses she will run as loud as possible, the sound of a step approached and with a deft flash the girl turned to hover her fist with bulging eyes
"Aaawww Syaaaa this gw" the man fell flat
Syahsaaa startled smothering her own mouth and ran towards Ripan who was holding the tip of her lips with a ringing
"Sorry I guess you thug or kidnapper wrong you own sih" bit his lower lip
Ripan stood up and looked at the girl he smiled at the panic of Syahsaa her brown eyes that were exhausted crying made her heart sliced to feel there was pain there, she said, his hands rubbed the girl's cheeks and then hugged her without dazzling the gaze of the other riders
"Pan freelan is ashamed to know people see"
Ripan took off his embrace and then grasped the fingers of Syahsaaa towards the motorbike he lived not far enough from their current existence,
Shahsaaa followed the man without rebelling and he felt comfortable with the grip Ripan gave him
"You want to go somewhere peaceful?" say it with a smile
"Wait a minute I want to buy something" he ran towards the small shop
After Syahsaaa returned with the bag that he brought Ripan gave his jacket to the girl and put up his expressionless but his heart beat as if running fast.
After a few minutes in silence the girl began to be curious about the man's purpose
"Where are we going?" she almost shouted
"Diem just a moment again nyanpe kok, you can scream there as you like sya"
not the answer he got but a word "Hah, whataa" that made Ripan a rude snort
"Syaa let's go down"
looking back because the girl did not answer her words made her worry if the girl was asleep but her estimation was wrong,
the girl was looking straight ahead a few times blinked her eyes down from the motor slowly walking past without looking at the direction of her path she turned to look at the man smiling happily running forward approaching the waves that greeted him by approaching the feet are still wrapped in shoes.
"Gw didn't expect you'd come here" he said slowly staring at the man from the side
"If my mood is chaotic this place is the first I come in noisy but calm" he replied with a smile
Suddenly tears trickled down both cheeks of the girl's sense of her capee but she was strange with the sense of cape it did not do anything heavy or just drain the energy she was just cape with all this was known by the man and wiped the tears on both cheeks Syahsaaa.
"Lu can shout as loudly as possible here again what is weighing on you" he said by taking a step back to let the girl stand alone
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" she shouted and smiled back running towards the man and hugging him
"Are you feeling calm ?" reply her by clutching her girl fingers
Then they walk on the beach with occasional kidding gurai, running around worthy of his kindergarten who was playing hide and seek laugh loose without burden, tk,Ripan felt a sense of freedom within him the happiness he had never felt before his smile was so loose and into the peace it enveloped him
"Stooppp, gw cape we rest first there yuu" he said with a flushed face
He walked first towards the shade tree sitting among the rocks that covered the sand, Syahsaaa took his bag and took out the medicine he bought earlier,
Ripan was only speechless at the treatment of his girl
"It hurts ? sorry I accidentally nonjok you I thought you were a bad guy" with a worried face
"It doesn't hurt because you're a medicine man" stared gently at his girl
Making Syahsaaa blush her cheeks felt hot and she was convinced that now the cheeks were like a boiled crab then she turned her gaze in all directions
"Lu fight with Keysha?" firmly her with still staring at the girl beside her
"Surely Chelsea who tell you, right, the bottom of the bucket mouth" breathed his breath
Ripan clasped Syahsaaa's hand and hugged her from the side
"If you have a story problem to me, now your burden, the problem I face is the same as the problem gw Syaa" pecked the girl's head
Breathe softly "Lu promise will not leave me Pan"
Ripan looked at his girl with a smile
"Gw promise will not leave you no matter what the problem is as heavy as any obstacle I keep beside you Sya I will face it all because now the reason I live is you"
"Is that a Pan promise ?" his reply looked at the man "because I don't like someone making promises hmm it will be easily denied"
"Not___not a promise I will prove it to you Sya because you live I will change" rubbed the girl's cheek "And you also can not leave me Sya if you live I will not live without direction" he said with a facial expression without expression
"Gw will not leave you Pan will not" returned the man's embrace
Suppose the time I can stop I will stop this moment, second or hour even today all so beautiful things that I never felt peace, ever,the heart is calm without having to feel fear or just the sound of a gunshot, bullets that floated everywhere blood splattered the sound of police cars people were hurt in regret at the end that enveloped the mind if all that was not in my night life.