The Young Master's
Regrets of the Former-In-Law.

Ayyara's resentful feeling was erased entirely by the all-night hug from Gama.

And this morning, she felt refreshed when she woke up. Moreover, the first face he saw when he just opened his eyes was the face of his beloved husband. That was enough to recharge his reserve mood that he would use today.

After Gama goes to the office, Ayyara practically spends her time just watching tv, or reading some magazines in the back garden.

Slender. Because the twins are still in school. With Dina and Devi. So not many people are home. There was only Bi Sulis who was always busy in the kitchen.

"Mama.!" call Jun's special voice.

Ayyara instantly sumringah as the two boys ran up to her. They just got home from school.

"Jun, if you run like that, you can fall down later" Ayyara said in an easy-to-understand language.

Ayyara was bored even though the twins were at home.

"my dear, do you want to go play in the mall?" ask Ayyara. Suddenly he got an idea to get rid of boredom.

Ana and Jun of course nodded happily. They were excited to hear that call.

And finally, Ayyara realized her plan. By inviting Dina and Devi to help him take care of the twins. He did not want to be overwhelmed and lost one of them.

Especially Ana. His curiosity is huge. So the little girl always disappears if Ayyara does not pay attention to her continuously. And in the mall which is of course crowded by visitors, Ayyara does not want to lose Ana. Again.

When they reached the mall, Ayyara went straight to the 3rd floor, where there were equipment for children. Toys included.

Ana and Jun looked very enthusiastic. They took whatever they saw and put it in a trolley driven by Devi.

Ayyara followed and returned most of the toys to her shelf.

After coming from the toy store, Ayyara headed to the 4th floor to buy some gifts for Dina and Devi, as well as Bi Sulis and Pak Totok, as well as Toni. He bought gifts for everyone who worked at his house.

Ayyara was looking around at the row of shirts she was going to present for the totok pack. When his neutrals caught a figure he was very familiar with.

In the same store, precisely in the corner of the room, Rini was picking up a dress. Ayyara's heart immediately beat fast. I don't know why he should feel that way. He had nothing wrong with his former mother-in-law.

Ayyara was eager to escape from that place. But as she starts to turn around and starts to step on her feet, Rini looks at her and recognizes her immediately.

“yara?!” Call the beakbaya woman who has started graying.

Ayyara wanted to continue her steps. Really, he really did not want to meet that woman again. The woman who ruined her life. He didn't want to get involved with people in his past. It will keep the wound open again.

“yara!!” Suddenly Rini was already beside a and prevented him from getting out of that shop.

“wah, you're back apparently.” Sulut Rini. His gaze was still the same as before. So irritating.

“sorry, I have to leave immediately.” Ayyara tried to ignore Rini.

“hey. Yara's. DimAna your manners. Would you do that to your former mother-in-law?” Rini. Apparently he was offended because Ayyara did not care about him.

Rini's words made Ayyara look at the woman.

“excuse me, ma. My mother is just my ex-in-law. It doesn't have to be for me to respect mom. Excuse me.” Ayyara. He tried not to be affected by Rini's lure.

“yara.! Hold still. I have something to tell you. About Dafa.”

Ayyara scrunched her forehead.

“happy. Why would you want to talk to me about Dafa? We're already strangers. Already have a life of its own.”

“what are you not curious about how his life is?”

“i'm the same not curious. It's none of my business anymore. So don't discuss him with me who has absolutely nothing to do.”

Ayyara wanted to leave in front of the woman. Berlma-long was in the same place as Rini, making her painful memories start to reappear in her head. Though lately his life has been comfortable, it's quiet, without anyone disturbing the happiness of his small family again. But now he meets Rini at a time he never expected. At a time he never expected at all.

“mama..” Call Ana. The little girl ran over to Ayyara while poking a leg-shaped candy handle in her mouth. Likewise with Jun who is being carried by devi. Ayyara immediately lifted Ana into her carriage.

“ia darling. We go home now yes.”

Rini's heart was struck by lightning. When looking at two little boys who call Ayyara with the designation ‘mama’. His eyes stared in disbelief at Ayyara. No, rather he did not want to believe what he was seeing right now.

“apa.... They're your Children? Yara?” Tanya Rini stamped.

During this time Rini always denied the truth about Dafa who did not want to touch Ayyara when they were still married. He assured himself that Dafa was not at all guilty. But it is Who has made up the lie to cover up his own disgrace. By saying that Dafa never touched her.

But now it was as if his faith was shattered instantly upon seeing the two cute boys who were approaching Ayyara.

“ya. They are My Children.” Ayyara answered without expression. He clenched tightly to Ana's body as if to protect her from Rini's sharp gaze.

Rini just gaped at Ayyara's answer. So all this time it was true? Ayyara could not not have children, but Dafalah who did not want to touch Ayyara? Didn't he?

When her body had just fallen from a height, Rini's knees began to soften. But he was still able to support his body to remain standing even with trembling legs and hands.

“so,,, so,,” Rini can no longer continue her words. His voice seemed to be stuck in his throat.

“then I'll excuse you first bu.” Ayyara said again and started to turn her body and was about to step out.

Rini's eyes began to glaze over. Instantly an overwhelming sense of regret burst into his chest. Makes it difficult to breathe. He felt that he had wasted Ayyara. Blaming Ayyara mercilessly. That sense of regret pushed his tears out.

“Dafa left me.” Lirih. I don't know why those words came out of his mouth. With trembling hands Rini wiped her tears.

Ayyara stopped her steps back. Curiosity is now beginning to fill his brain. It was impossible for Dafa to leave his cherished mother. The man was even willing to plunge into the shit hole for the sake of his mother.

The curiosity made Ayyara turn her body. He was shocked when he saw the tears on Rini's face.

“Dafa left me yara. He won't even see me anymore. She prefers celine over me.” Rini had already gotten rid of her embarrassment from the overwhelming regret. He was not even ashamed of having to tell his ex-daughter-in-law about it.

Ayyara did not answer. He just stared hard at Rini.

“he prefers his wife over me. Mother who gave birth and raised him with great affection. Put him up to be a successful person like now.”

“what's mom sure?” Ayyara could not help but answer.

Burning Rini was surprised and stared in surprise at Ayyara. “what do you mean?”

“what has mother been raising her with affection like mother said? Not because of my ambition to Dafa? Because I've never seen it that way.”

“yara..”.

“Bu, I see Dafa as a tool to fulfill my mother's mission. Not as a child. Is that also because of mom's affection?”

“why do you say that?” Ask Rini. He feels very offended. I don't know, maybe because what Ayyara said was true. That she raised Dafa as a tool to achieve her ambitions.

Actually Ayyara had no right to patronize her mother-in-law like that. But that question has been a long time. That was the question he always wanted to ask.

“Bu. Sorry if I was so lazy to say this. But Dafa is not a tool to achieve mother's ambitions. He is the son of Mother. Let him find himself the path of mAna that he wants to go through. Without mother's intervention. Especially now that he is married. Let him think how there is a way to make Mom and his wife happy.” I don't know where that courage came from. So that makes Ayyara keep opening her mouth.

“Child is not always right, but so are parents, right mom? Try to accept Dafa with open arms. Because Dafa now, is the work of his own mother.”

Rini was just pensive to hear Ayyara's chatter. His heart fully agreed with Ayyara's words. Her heart confirmed that she had been raising Dafa as a tool, not as a child.

“sorry if I said I offended mom. I just said my views on Dafa. Though not necessarily also I raised my Children well.” Ayyara still did not forget her manners to the middle-aged woman.

“no, yara. Youre right. All this time I was wrong. All your words are true. And now, I realized it when I lost it all. Your blessing. Thanks yara. And also, I'm sorry to you.” Rini. He then walked out of the shop with a blank look.

Rini realized her mistake. He knew it might not be easy for Ayyara to forgive herself. Given how much slander and rude remarks he had to Ayyara, that was definitely very painful for him.

Losing, making humans realize the location of mistakes that have been made. So, do not wait to lose first and then regret. Start introspection yourself. Don't blame others. A very painful blow to Rini.

Ayyara stared at Rini's lunglai back which started to drift away. Either way, he himself was not sure if he had advised his former mother-in-law that it was the right course of action. I don't know why he feels bad.