The Third Man is my best friend
Chapter 142 Trauma
"Never follow me there go, I'm so uncomfortable with you "
"Irsyad why are you so jutek once, even though I have expressed my feelings to you several times. But you do not accept me at all, what the heck is my lack in your eyes "
Irsyad looked at the woman "Don't expect more from me because whenever I'll never want to be with you, look for the man you want to be with don't expect me to. I am not the man you deserve to defend "
"But why is the reason that you keep rejecting me, I've done all kinds of things, but what I got is not there. Don't be like this keep Irsyad "
"There is never a reason, nor do you deserve to know what the reason is if there is"
Irsyad walked away from the woman. But Irsyad's hand was immediately pulled by him, Irsyad was very upset with this woman from since High School women This just keep chasing Irsyad.
Though Irsyad does not like him Irsyad does not want to be in a relationship with anyone. Irsyad is still traumatized by the events of his parents, Irsyad will never be able to start anything with anyone.
Irshad trusted no one but his family. Irsyad was afraid that what had happened to her mother would happen to her as well. Irsyad will never be ready until anytime, when he saw his mother who was so hysterical and thought everything Irsyad did not want to establish something that would hurt him later Irsyad would keep all that from his life.
Get used to Irsyad living alone like this. Irsyad is comfortable like this. There's nothing Irsyad thinks or fears anymore.
"Especially don't let me be rude to you, I don't want to even blame people for not doing well with you. From now on forget me, forget everything "
"Yes, but I love you, Irsyad, give me a chance and I'll prove that I really love you not just a word. What you want I'll do Irsyad"
"I don't care. Whether you love me or not, I will never care. Don't ever embarrass me here, you're following me to college here. Why try if you really want to go to college as you want instead of following me like this, I don't want any problems you better just go. I'm even so uncomfortable knowing with you like this sucks this one of you"
The woman immediately shook her head. Her eyes were already glazed over but Irsyad did not care. Irsyad immediately let go of the woman's hand and got into the car.
Irsyad also quickly drove his car unwillingly until he got into the car, like that time and finally did not want to go down stubbornly once the woman. Irsyad does not like even ilfil.
Irsyad saw from the rearview mirror that the woman was chasing him, but yes it was Irsyad did not care, wanted him to pursue her until the house was Irsyad would never give her a chance.
Maybe his mother did not know that all this time Irsyad harbored everything, harboring a deep trauma for the destruction of his parents' household.
Especially after seeing his father having a husband and wife relationship with another woman besides his mother in front of his own eyes, moreover, they do not have any ties his father has made such deep wounds for his mother and also for her.
Secretly Irsyad also likes to go to the doctor to recover everything, so that Irsyad is not traumatized anymore. But still there is something left behind Irsyad can not forget everything. Irsyad pretends to be strong in front of his mother and grandmother, Irsyad does not want to look weak Irsyad is the only man in their family.
Irsyad will never marry either. Irsyad was really scared, and somehow he talked to his mother and grandmother and had to give a reason for what, but because Irsyad does not want to make his mother sad or his grandmother sad Irsyad will continue to keep the conversation away.
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Irsyad saw his sister waving at a park. The park they often go to, Irsyad immediately stopped his car and the sister immediately ran and got into his car.
"Why this hour has not come home, you should have been at home if you know you are playing in the park alone like this surely Mama will be angry, mama will be very worried "
"Yes yes sorry, I was bored at home Kak so I played here. The near part is also the same house, only blocked a few houses only Brother "
"Yes, you can't play alone like that. Next time do not like that again yes, there must be a meeting if you want to play "
"Yes next time I won't be like that again. Usually, you come home late in the afternoon like a gini, usually you come home"
"Yes, there are many more tasks. You sister see never fuss pr, no duty from school"
"Who said, I often do not know PR was just her brother who was busy in the room, so never know now that help me work PR Mama same grandmother, so I never know now, because my mom said I can't disturb my brother who is focused on learning"
"Yes later if you are not busy anymore brother who will teach you. Just so you don't be naughty anymore like that "
"Yes, I'm not going to be naughty. I also talked to my grandmother if I want to play in the front garden and have been given the same grandma as well "
"Yes yes but anyway can not repeat kayak gini again, if there is no person no play no need to play. How if there is a kidnapper you want to be kidnapped and the house people on do not know, you want the house people on sad "
"Sister talked about going everywhere anyway, where there are people who want to be kidnapped yes there is "
"Yes, it goes down "
Helena looked ahead and found that they had reached home. Helena immediately followed what her sister said she went straight down and left her brother alone.
When Helena entered the house, her mother was already inside, who was chatting with grandmother, of course, Helena immediately approached her mother and sat on her lap.
Helena has not been like this for a long time, not spoiled like this. My mother was always busy.