The Temptation of Si Lugu
Chilly

Leonard sat on the edge of the bed as Joana regained consciousness from her stupor and immediately said, "Papa think all these events are beneficial to us. You miscarried and without any hassle took care of your divorce with Arga Hewitt, Arga Hewitt committed suicide. That means you and Darren are a match. I'll marry you soon. About you ever conceiving her son Arga Hewitt and ever married him, do not you tell Darren Benn or anyone outside our internal environment!"

Joana instantly sculpts and she can only remain silent because she, already, has no power to live in fact. He could only obey all his father's wishes, as he had done since childhood

One month after Arga Hewitt's death, Leonard Alexander held the wedding of Darren Benn and Joana Alexander in a big way. Even Leonard Alexander was willing to spend a lot of money to air the wedding of his only daughter with the sole heir of the Benn Group on five private television stations

Arga throws the glass she holds onto the television as she watches her wedding show Joana and Darren.

Arga clenched her hands together as she watched Joana continue to comment on her smile and look happy. Arga was stunned on the sofa as she saw Joana looking relaxed, looking graceful and looking extremely beautiful. The kiss that Joana and Darren did in front of the altar, made Arga grit the molars and say, "Bas on a cheap and disgusting woman!"

Joana is taken to Darren Benn's house, which is separated from her father's house and mother Darren Benn. Joana is tense in her bridal room. He had absolutely no first night experience and really had no idea what to do.

Darren Benn came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe and smiled at Joana, "Aren't you changing? Not cleaning yourself? Is it waiting for me to do all that?"

Instead of answering, Joana gripped the end of the bed and could only shake her head without taking out a word.

Darren sat next to Joana and said as he touched the zipper on Joana's back, "OK. I'll help you get changed. You are so cute when tense and shy like gini. I think I love you more and can't bear to immediately taste the sweetness in you" Darren took down Joana's dress and started rubbing Joana's innocent back.

Joana stiffened and clutched the bed even tighter.

Darren then lays Joana down slowly on the bed and pulls off Joana's dress. Darren stood in front of Joana and said, "Jeez! You have a very beautiful body, dear"

However, Joana is surprised to live out her first night. The husband vigorously and without giving him time to regulate his breath, conducts bodily relations by directly penetrating the valley of pleasure. Joana screams in pain, but Darren ignores her. Joana finally seeks the justification that love is what drives Darren to do so.

Joana complies with Darren Benn's wishes and despite her pain and exhaustion, she follows all her husband's instructions

Joana stared at her husband's reaction as Darren flicked the blanket and looked for something in the bed sheet. Joana asked, "What are you looking for, Mas?"

Instead of answering Joana's question, Darren looked at Joana like a dagger in Joana's chest. At once, Joana felt that Darren had accidentally killed Joana mentally.

Since then, Darren has been unwilling to talk to Joana. Joana feels ignored and as if she is a suspect waiting to be tried.

Joana often shed tears and muttered, "Why I never felt the first night of a beautiful wedding. My first night with Mas Darren was supposed to be the best night of our married life, why is it like this? Mas Darren just left me and until this second, Mas Darren did not talk to me and always ignored me. What's wrong with me? Though I did all the instructions he had on our first night"

A week had passed since that first gray night. Joana and Darren's wedding is silent. They sleep in the same bed, but turn their backs on each other.

One fine morning, Darren found his wife crying on the bed.

Joana is crying because of him, missing Arga Hewitt. He longs for his chatter with Arga da longs for her warmth and tenderness Arga Hewitt. Her heart was filled with all that yearning and she cried to release the claustrophobic that kept shackling her heart

Seeing Jenar crying so much on the bed, Darren felt pity for a moment. He touched his wife's trembling back as he asked, "Why are you crying this early in the morning?"

"That's because, I think you're a good girl. I thought I'd get your virginity blood. I thought I was the first man who would get the honor of unsealing you. I think I love you. However, everything is gone when no sign of virginity shows up on our first night. You're not a virgin, are you? Who was the first man to unseal you?" Darren started to grit his molars and glared at Joana.

Joana instantly sculpts. He was eager to be honest with Darren, but he did not want the name Arga Hewitt to look ugly in Darren's eyes. She also recalled her papa's message not to say anything about her marriage to Arga Hewitt and about her pregnancy and her miscarriage to Darren Benn.

"Why silence? Why sculpt? I regret that a few minutes ago I felt sorry for you. You're not a good girl. I'm disappointed in you. And I don't think I can touch you again until when" Darren got up and took a shower

As in previous days, Joana always tried to serve her husband wearing clothes and wanted to pair a tie. However, Darren again pushed Joana's body violently while saying, "I can do it myself.

Joana sat on the edge of the bed with a face without hope.

After finishing wearing his own shirt, pants, tie and suit, Darren exited the room without saying goodbye.

Joana looked at her husband's back as money moved away with tears.

Five years later..............

Joana arranges her creations at the cake shop she started three years ago. Not sure what possessed Leonard, he allowed Joana to go to college while opening a cake business. Joana is a cupcake. From scratch Joana pioneered the cupcake business and managed to open a cake shop from her own efforts.

Joana is a little entertained by her cake shop. In the kitchen, as she makes cupcakes, Joana can feel free and can forget for a moment her sadness of having a cold marriage with Darren Benn.

Novi and Alma have always helped and supported the small businesses that Joana is developing. And to support her hobby of making cupcakes, Joana went to college in nutrition. Because of her intelligence, Joana successfully graduated from college at the age of twenty-three years.

However, Joana still has to continue to swallow sadness and disappointment. Her husband was cold in bed. Her husband still ignored her and her husband was not willing to accompany her when she opened a cake shop. Her husband was also unwilling to accompany her at her graduation.

On a sunny afternoon, Joana came home to her husband from his graduation ceremony with a happy face. Joana rushed to the second floor with a map containing her graduation diploma. She wanted to immediately show her graduation diploma to her husband. However, Joana was pecking at the front door of the room when she heard a female voice. Joana pushes the door slowly open and she is like a lightning bolt in broad daylight when she sees her husband making love to a young woman he does not know.

Joana immediately retreated backwards, turned around and ran down. He kept running until he got back into his car.

Joana kept crying in the car and circled down the highway aimlessly. Until the evening came and without realizing it, he stopped his car in the parking lot of a five-star hotel.

Joana took off her toga and graduation shirt. He took the powder from inside the bag to see his face."Good thing I don't wear excess makeup on my eyelids, so I cry makeup in my eyes safe" He then rubbed his snot and cheek and he smeared powder on his cheeks to cover the trail of his tears then he got down from the car with his hair still covered, wearing a simple white dress that she wears behind her graduation suit, and high heels.

Many pairs of eyes admired Joana's appearance that day. Joana looked elegant, beautiful and elegant as she walked into the hotel and immediately stepped into the bar inside the five-star hotel.

Joana sits down at the bar table and orders her favorite alcoholic drink.

Without Joana noticing, there was a pair of eyes that kept staring at her from a distance.