The Struggle Towards Halal
Chapter 1 The End of Setya's Love Story

The wall clock shows at 23. 59 Setya has not fallen asleep yet he is still thinking about the incident this afternoon where his lover Fira took the painful decision to end his story after living out three years of love story.

Either what makes Fira take the decision may be because he is tired of having a romance with Setya or Fira has found someone more than herself, these thoughts are still floating in Setya's mind so that he is difficult to sleep.

"Sorry well Ta like this relationship is enough until here first I want to be alone first you please understand well" said Fira

"Why Fir, it's worth your attitude lately changed turns out there is a purpose that you have been trying to convey,, I'm not ready for Fir"

"Sorry yes this has been my decision and I have thought carefully I hope you understand well"then Fira passed away leaving Setya without saying goodbye first.

Setya with a red face while holding his sadness and anger at one time, he can only be still bowed like fixated with the earth accompanied by a gust of wind that blows the leaves that fall from the branches as if to witness the struggle of love Setya that ends here.

Setya did not chase Fira and let her go just like that because her heart was already so broken and felt her struggle for three years of love was not appreciated.

Until late in the afternoon the sky is getting cloudy and dark Setya has not left the park until it drops the rain as if the sky was crying when the story of Setya and Fira ended.

Along the way Setya can only be downcast sadly not expecting the struggle he has been doing for three years ended like this, somehow he had to bring his sadness, he said, After arriving at his little house Setya's mother called him but did not digubris Setya just bowed towards his room while continuing to mourn his sadness.

"Ta, let's eat son, it's dinner time, Setya has Shay Isya not yet?"

"Ta,,,, let's eat your dad's been waiting at the dinner table,,,,,"tok tok Mommy knocked on the door several times after nearly five minutes of standing in front of the room Setya finally replied

"Yesaa Ma'am, Setya was still full for a while Setya went out to eat mom and dad first"

"Setya has not prayed Isya yet?".

"Have Mom,,,,"

"Yes already if Setya laper out eat well"

"Yeah Ma'am,,,,,"

Setya again checked his chat with Fira turns out Wa Setya's number has been blocked by Fira,

Do not know why this time Setya felt sad as deep as this without realizing his tears began to pour while looking at the photos of his togetherness with his ex-lover.

"It turns out that as sick as this well left by the person we love, it turns out that there is really no woman's love that is more sincere than the love of a mother to her child" Setya said in his heart.

Not feeling the wall clock has shown at 02.00 am Setya finally fell asleep while holding his cellphone, which still has a photo of Fira in his HP Gallery.

While Fira at her School also did not take too much trouble with it like nothing happened.

It does not feel that time has run 2 months more Setya still can not completely forget his former lover, although the photos of Fira one after another have been removed but in Setya's mind he still can not delete all the photos of his memories with Fira.

"Until when I keep going like this he just doesn't me why I keep thinking about him, aaah,,,,, I have to change I have to get up because someday I can find a better one"

"The point is now I have to change myself for the better first"Setya tried to convince himself.

For days Setya just locked himself in his room his mother felt like something was wrong with the child just wayangnya with suspicious mother approached Setya in his room.

"You're why Yes, lately I've seen you moody and reduced in your room what's the problem" she said

"It's okay, Miss Tata just feels bad, Mom"

"You have a problem with Fira? why are you paying attention lately you've never contacted Fira?"

Setya seems unable to hide her feelings in front of her mother

"Setya and Fira are no longer in a relationship? he takes the difficult decision to accept whether Tata wrongly to him what, Tata never hurt him" while enduring his grief

"It's okay Ta we can't force someone to be with us, I know you must be very sad I can understand how you feel, at this time you focus on your education first women's affairs go nowhere, you are very young Ta your journey is still long"Mother tried to encourage the son just wayangnya it.

Setya as a submissive child certainly listened to his mother's message but this is not a young thing for Setya because the relationship that has gone three years is certainly difficult for him to immediately move on from her ex-lover.

Setya deleted all the contents of his messages with Fira on his social media which Fira had blocked

"Here you are, Ta, you are a man, do not want your life to be ruined just because of a woman who never appreciates your struggle, Cemen lu Ta, at that time,,,"Setya again tried to encourage himself.

After two weeks after the incident Setya had started to come out of his room and get back to hanging out with people like usual his condition gradually improved, he does not want himself to continue to fall because he realizes that he still has a future that must be achieved not only for himself but also for his parents, because the school holiday has stayed 3 more days he prepares himself to return to school after the semester exam vacation yesterday. He began to prepare all the needs of his school again such as uniforms and others he also looks busy repairing his old motorbike his only vehicle during this time he used because Setya is not from a family background able Setya family is a simple family, while trying to fix the bike he was a little difficult

"Come,,, I don't want to go on fire anyway, the school is only two days away when you have the heart if I walk home from school where it's far away again"babble Setya as if the motor is a living creature that can understand every word , after repeatedly trying to improve the old motor it finally produces the results of the old motor is back on

"Alhamdulillah" thanksgiving from Setya

When school time arrived Setya as usual went to school in the morning and came home in the afternoon when he came home he then helped his father to make furniture that had been ordered by customers to his father.