The Secret to My Fiance's Accident
CHAPTER 71

Beautiful very worried!! For some reason since morning, June has been acting very strangely.

The master was always staring straight ahead, as if his soul had disappeared. Every time Indah asked, Jun sometimes just answered soberly even more often just speechless.

When Jun had previously attempted suicide, he had also been acting strangely like that. But at that time, Indah thought that June was just tired of taking care of Zoe.

'What happened?!' indah Indah's. He was about to ask, but his gawai shook to be examined.

It was a phone call from the big madam, Ria.

"Hallo mistress!" beautiful Saya.

"Hallo Lovely, How's June doing there?!" ask Ria. I don't know why Ria's heart has been broken since last night.

He didn't see his daughter at Sagara's wedding. Plus, last night Ria had a bad dream. Similar to his dream some time ago, when June almost committed suicide. Ria dreamed her teeth were all dislodged.

At that time, Ria did not really touch her, she thought that the dream was just a sleeping flower. But then, both of his children had a bad experience. And their families are constantly getting a very severe ordeal.

The same dream is back again. Ria felt very scared, suddenly she thought of June. I don't know why he felt so bad.

"He's okay, right?! Is he sick?!" ceroscos Rome.

Beautiful jerked. How did the great madam know?! Her boss has been looking strange since morning.

But Indah did not want to add to the burden of Ria's mind, so she lied and said.

"Non June is fine madam!" beautiful Sahut. "Don't worry!"

Across the connection, a sigh of relief was heard. Ria felt a little calmer after hearing the Beautiful remark.

"Please pay attention June is beautiful!" exclaim Ria later.

"Good, madam!" beautiful Sahut. He can't tell the truth. But he promises in his heart, that he will take care of June more than ever. Indah intends to contact Nawang and tell him her concerns.

Previously, Nawang had advised. If something strange happens in June, Indah must contact Nawang or Odelia. But Odelia was now ill, it was impossible for Lovely to contact her. Thus, the choice of Indah is fixed on Nawang.

When Indah contacted Nawang, Nawang was working in the office. He promised to pay a visit to his June apartment in the afternoon, after work.

"Who?!" chirp Cleve upon hearing Nawang is about to meet someone.

"Beautiful, mas! The house assistant is June!!" sahut Nawang while compiling a report. "I want to visit June, she said she's not feeling well!"

"You want to go to President Sagara's house?!" ask Cleve. Instantly he felt annoyed, thinking that Nawang would meet his former fiancee.

"Me just outside!"later decree.

Nawang smiled, "No mas! I did not go to Sagara's house, June did not live there. Now he lives in an apartment!"

Hearing Nawang's reply, Cleve felt relieved. He was glad that his girlfriend would not go to the br*ngs*k man's house.

"Oh! Good job!" sahut Cleve later. He grinned happily.

Nawang. Lately, the man has been very protective. Go anywhere you have to be with him.

Nawang felt like he was locked in his grasp, but somehow Nawang did not feel irritated. Instead he felt happy. He had thought, is it possible that he is not sane?! Usually women do not like men who are possessive as a partner.

Actually Nawang too! In the past, Sagara was very possessive. But because Nawang does not like it, Sagara tries to hold back his feelings.

But why is Cleve different?! Why did he even like it so much whenever the man forbade him to do this?!

'Ha.. I've gone crazy apparently!' inner Nawang.

Unknowingly, Nawang looked at Cleve who was busy checking the documents. That guy really shines! Sitting in his great chair, his handsome face stared in seriousness.

As if no mistake had escaped his monitor, Cleve coldly threw a file that he thought was not to his liking.

Withdrawing the other files, Cleve went back to researching them closely. He is like a king who decides things easily. It was as if all men should submit under his power.

But the king-like man gave up yesterday for the girl he loved. Despite having a chance to argue, Cleve finally followed Nawang's desire to get married after three months.

Cleve, who was busy checking the documents, was shocked to hear a sudden thank you from Nawang.

"For what?!" cleve asked confused.

The smile on Nawang's lips looked at Cleve's astonished look, "Because I want to give up! I want to wait for me!"

Dhegs!!

Even though what Nawang did was just a trivial thing. The girl was just grateful, but the impact was truly incredible for Cleve.

As if spring flowers were blooming around him, Cleve's heart grew warm.

Cleve who was jolted by the foreign squeeze that filled his chest, got up from his seat. He suddenly has a desire to touch his lover.

While looking at Nawang gently, Cleve walked over to Nawang.

Nawang was shocked, he did not expect Cleve to come to him. But not yet exhausted his surprise, Nawang again surprised when Cleve stole a kec*pan from him.

Just at that moment, Yoshi appeared from behind the door!

Yoshi who saw that short scene, was shocked for a moment. But when he regained consciousness. He said with a stutter "Ma-sorry, I did not accidentally! I'll be back later! Excuse me!"

Then with lightning fast, Yoshi shot out of the room.

****

People with cancer that has reached the final stage such as Odelia, must do a series of treatments to improve their quality of life.

Combination of chemotherapy, target therapy, immunotherapy, surgery, and radiation therapy. And palliative care too.

Just thinking about all that, Odelia felt tired. Even as he was experiencing a special condition, he had to perform a series of tests before performing the grueling treatment.

Like a student who has to go to school every day. Doing so many tasks and doing activities that are not as desired. Odelia seemed to reminisce into that boring monotone again.

He actually just wanted the rest of his life to be quiet!! Together with her husband, children and friends. He wanted to talk, talk from heart to heart and die happily.

But she could not see her husband who kept begging and compassionate to her. Seeing the man cry every night just to coax him into treatment.

"We'll do our best!" raka's Exclaim to Odelia. "You need to stay excited! For the sake of your family and those who love you! You can't give up!!"

Odelia nodded weakly, as if experiencing deja vu. He smiled faintly aware of the words of the doctor Raka, mirib with the words of the doctor who handled his father first.

It is not giving up, it is just giving up!! Odelia had accepted what had happened to her. No anger, hate or regret. It's totally sincere.

While Odelia is on her medication and struggling to survive longer, Jun falls into the brink of severe depression. Especially grateful for life, June even wants to end it.

June did not realize that she was depressed.

He just thought that dying was better for him!!

His mind turned dark, as if his eyes were covered by a thick black cloth.

He felt that everything that happened in his life was wrong. Nothing is true, and the only way to get out is by death.

The people around him were as if nothing, even Zoe who was his favorite meant nothing to him. He feels really alone.

He felt dirty, he was disgusted at himself!! He felt the world was better without him. He just wants to die!!!

Standing on the balcony of his apartment. He looked down, thinking if he dropped himself from there, would he die?! Or should I go to a higher place?!

Strange impulses, foreign whispers continue to haunt him. Tell him to die!!

Die!!! Die!! Die!!!

Every time he saw a knife or scissors, he wanted to stick it in his body. As if that way, the pain he suffered would disappear.