
It has been a week since Juna heard the news of Sherin's wedding. During that time his mind was also chaotic erratically. On the one hand want to surrender, but on the other hand want to keep trying before the word 'legitimate' shouted by the witnesses.
There are many considerations that continue to rage, one of which is the situation and feelings that are not in harmony. Feelings are so intense, but circumstances are not possible. He's way below Sherin. So, should he fight?
"He never activated his number. Is it possible ... don't want to talk to me anymore?" juna muttered that night. For the umpteenth time, he had trouble closing his eyes, just because he remembered Sherin. Fragile women who seem arrogant, who always shadow without knowing the place and time.
Village-han rough breathing came back out of his lips, I don't know how many times it was. A moment later, he closed, but did not sleep, merely permeating the turmoil that filled the contents of the head. Forward for a result that is still gray, or just give up and ready to lose. I don't know.
Meanwhile, at his residence Sherin is sitting opposite Devan, who has been home since yesterday. He deliberately stayed at Dewi's house because Sherin's mood was very bad in recent days. Devan thought, maybe need to speak four eyes so that his brother understood his point.
"Still angry with me?" devan asked after a long time of silence.
"No." Just a short answer, without a look let alone a smile.
"Keep ... Why in the room? Mama has spoken to me, she says you rarely go out. In fact, eat and play with Bian alone also in the room."
Hearing Devan's words, Sherin just glanced at him. Then, exhale heavily while rubbing his face.
"I'm not angry, just .. don't know how to do it. I told Mas Devan that I felt the same way as Juna. But, Mas Devan is like this."
Sherin somewhat objected to Devan's decision, which forbade him from returning to Malang also forbade activating the old number. Especially after knowing that Devan reported the marriage news that was clearly a lie, the more reluctant Sherin.
"I am this way for you. I wonder how Juna feels about loving you."
"That can be seen with the courtship match later, Mas. If not yet Mas Devan has said I want to marry, which there he even stayed away. I will not know the truth" Sherin denied.
"Dating?" Devan raised both eyebrows. "You used to be dating Karel for two years, what was the result? You also still don't know about his true nature?" continued.
"I don't want you to date Juna, but before that .. I want to know first, how much love he has. If he dares to come here, talk openly with me and Mama, continue to dare to bring his family, okay.
"But he's a pessimist. How dare to come directly here, especially when I want to marry." Sherin still remains on his argument.
"So ... What do you want? Go out with Karel first? Not afraid of the same thing repeating itself?"
Sherin.
"I'm like this because I don't want you to get hurt a second time. Yesterday there was my friend who wanted to bed you, I dared to give you a chance because I knew what he was like. But, you don't want to, he said he was getting comfortable with Juna. Okay, I understand. The heart cannot be forced. But, do not just because of the love that you yourself just realized it, then immediately establish a relationship without wanting to know first what love he has as big as," continued Devan with his soft voice.
Sherin was silent.
"I know, it's not easy for you to move on from Karel. Awesome Juna, worth five thumbs up. In no time, he can make you move on. But from there I also acted like a gini. I do not want, later you have been far with him, and it is not much different from Karel. If you have been hurt long time. I'm afraid your heart can't come back when it fails a second time. Therefore, I want to know how much he loves you, because I don't want you to fail again." Devan spoke again, looking at Sherin who was still loyal in silence.
Again only a heavy breath came out of Sherin's lips.
"Make your love a little expensive. Don't be so easy just because of the words, look at the evidence first. You know, the harder something gets, the heavier it is to take off. Think ... how did your relationship with Karel begin. Is it easy for him to get you?"
This time Sherin's eyes warmed up. He remembered his love with Karel. Nothing is difficult. Every joking appeal that the man made, he always responded. Even with the word love, he immediately accepted without any conditions.
"But ... if Juna doesn't dare to come here?" sherin said with a stifled voice. A little unwilling if the man who has made him conscious and comfortable, regress regularly and choose another woman as his companion.
"Means her love is not as big as you imagine. It's better not to continue than to make wounds again in the future. Yesterday I told you that you married a man of your choice, which is automatically not your own choice. If he really wants to fight for you, you must dare to come and question your choice," Devan replied firmly.
Seriate...