The Missing Princess 2
Hanum 16's

The day changed so fast, it didn't feel like seeing you Sunday again, work home.. Working home, that's my routine every day

Mas imam had returned after the fifth day, but after the rising of Pajar, mas imam went again to die alone at home

   until the morning when we met, I once asked about him who never returned, his answer made me speechless in place

'' come on, Hanum, why are you demanding so much about our relationship not that from the beginning you already know how I am to you, not that since the beginning we have made a deal? why do you seem bad at this..?'' said the priest as we sat together in the gazebo behind the house we were sitting in

'' no. It's not so mas, do you not know, how in my current position, what, do you ever think if one day my parents know about our relationship this is a covenant, do you have no pity to see my people..'' ask me while breathing heavily..

I don't know how to behave, when I find a priest who never comes home, sometimes I die alone for days at home

I know our marriage was a terrible mistake, but my household could not be saved,

'' it's my business Hanum, your job is only good to them, and not have to obey what they want, I don't want you to take care of my business..'' the word of the imam made me fall downwards

these eyes were heated when they found the cold face of the priest

what is my fault why the cruel priest mas on me.'' collapsed me in the heart.

'' I want to go out tonight, you want to be home, or you want to go home to your parents, it's up to you to choose..'' said the priest standing up from his seat while staring at me for a moment

'' what is the reason I went home to my parents without any mas join me.'' asked me to look up this face so that I can see the face of the cold priest.

'' that's your business, at least, I've told you.'' said the priest.

making me sigh long and throw it roughly, it is now only a moment of silence between the two of us

'' I'd better be at home, I don't want to make my parents disappointed for the umpteenth time.'' said I lowered my head back while supporting my chin.

Yep.. Better at home, because my mom and dad have been lying to me several times about the priest 6ang did not want to come with me

'' are you sure.'' asked the priest to make sure.

I just nodded, saying his words, I felt the footsteps getting away from me,

I don't know, I don't want to look up my face, to see the passing of the priest mas into the house

'' Yes.. God, until when do I continue this way, until when do I continue to live a relationship in bondage but my husband cannot appreciate a sacred bond..'' I said while lamenting my fate which was no longer helped

various efforts have I done, O God, but still my husband can not be with me, until when my husband in a circle of sin continuously..'' I said without feeling my tears poured out of these eyes without being prevented at all

this sick person lives a household life without any love, who is really wrong here.

what am I wrong, whether I am too gentle to the priest, whether a wife should obey her husband, whether heaven is with the husband, or not,

not if the field of reward is located in the husband, why his sense of heart wants to rebel when considering a wife must obey the husband

'' better tomorrow I just ask Mr. Ustad who is in the opposite mosque .'' said I determined in my heart

after tired of fighting in my heart break up to enter the house, inside the house, now I find a quiet and empty house

do not ask the priest, he really died me in this house, I look around, this house is like a prison for me, because there is only silence in it

***

the morning when I woke up to perform the morning prayer, after it was over, I walked outside the room and walked towards the mas imam's room

it was so early, but the priest did not return, making me sigh long when I found the empty mas priest room

I'd better go to the kitchen.'' said I in my heart and walked towards the kitchen.

once in the kitchen, I opened the cooling machine and took out the vegetables and fish

this morning I wanted to make a balado of cob fish and boil bitter mustard, quickly sliding into the sink to clean the vegetables and also the fish

do not forget to make spices as a complement to my cooking today, mas imam just ignore it, whether he wants to go home or not

finished cooking, now my food has been served at the dining table, just eat it

'' the end is finished as well, Hem. I better put some in the container alone, than later in the afternoon looking for food, it's better to bring supplies only.'' said I alone.

who wants to answer my words, nothing, only the wind blows, because at home there is only silence

finished breakfast and some I chose to go into the room and decorate it

today there is a schedule to see the factory that is managed papa, today papa just monitor the cafe alone in help with my two younger brothers who have grown up

I have six brothers somehow like the story, but at the age of my parents who are still not old have six children and are now growing up

thinking of my five brothers, now I miss wanting to be like before, joking around with them

but that was before, before I married a mas imam, now it feels far away when remembering the time-together with my family

***

without feeling now my feet have reached the palm oil processing factory, where now there are many grinding machines and other machines

'' morning hanum.'' said hello when I opened the entrance.

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