
Today Valeria decided to return to the city of Cirebon. The city where he was in the world of first-degree education with scholarships for his good achievements.
Farel has temporarily remained in his rash because Maryam's mother will undergo cancer surgery.
Since morning, Vale has been silent and has not spoken much, even since yesterday when Farel asked him to move to Farel's hometown.
Valeria said goodbye to Maryam and Zaskia. But his face was flat, only sad but not too expressionful.
On the way to Pasar Bunga Station, Vale was more like silent and did not say much, just as necessary. Even last night, Farel asked for a ration, Vale seemed uninspired and finally failed.
Farel knew he was wrong. Burying all Vale's dreams. Farel's matic motor has stopped at the station parking lot. Vale got off and waited for Farel to get down and drove Valeria into the station. This morning the line to Cirebon departs at exactly eight in the morning. Farel's already left the keys to the boarding room to Vale. Vale refused, arguing for what the key was? After all, Vale already has its own boarding room.
But Farel insists on giving Vale the keys to his room. Maybe every once in a while, Vale can use his room and use the motorbike in his garage for Vale's purposes.
Arriving at Pasar Kembang Station, the two waited in waiting chairs right on line five. As per the scheduled arrival of the train and the departure of the train is still half an hour away.
"You want breakfast first? You haven't eaten in the morning" asked Farel slowly.
"So. No more eating," Valeria replied quietly and remained polite.
Farel looked at Valeria from the side. His wife was focused on staring at the many visitors who passed by in front of him and up and down from the train car to peddle his sales.
Farel's hand immediately grasped Valeria's fingers gently. The tension is getting longer and more like a massage.
"You still angry?" ask Farel to Vale.
"What about?" ask Vale slowly.
"On us" answered Farel. Farel had already given a beautiful dream to Vale upon their arrival in Cirebon City. They will start a new life as husband and wife. But, the wonder is not as beautiful as the two dream. Always, there's a barrier.
"On us? We why? We're fine" said Vale slowly, holding back the deepest disappointment that hurt his heart.
Why anyway? Want to live happily is hard? When we are married, our lives are happy and independent in making choices and decisions. But, in fact, it's not like that at all.
This debate will not end at this time. Farel also went from there and walked to the mini market that was there. Farel bought a large plastic bag containing snacks, food and drinks for Valeria on the way to the city of Cirebon. A long and exhausting journey. Surely Valeria will be saturated on the train without a friend to talk.
Farel returned to the seat where Valeria was waiting. His wife looked down and was busy with her phone. Yes, during marriage they never check each other's cell phones. Farel never knew, who are Valeria's friends other than his old High School best friend. Who might have been close to Valeria all this time before they finally married this short sceara.
Farel's footsteps swallowed, and valeria felt Farel's movements begin to approach him and close his phone and put it in his bag, pretending to be relaxed.
"This is for you" Farel told VAleria, giving his wife a large plastic bag of snacks and a couple of doingin drinks.
"Thank you" Valeria replied briefly.
Last night, Farel also gave his ATM to Valeria. There is a sum of money saving to finance Valeria's life. Because of Farel's agreement with Mr. Vale to take care of Valeria to all his personal needs, and Mr. Vale also agreed to Leinan Farel who so will be responsible to Valeria.