The Love Story of Grey Time
40. expressing love

"Hm, I can." Felicia replied, they stopped at the park, then sat down together.

Hendra and Felicia turned their faces to the side, Felicia felt uncomfortable with Hendra in a place that was so quiet and lonely. There was only silence between them, after a few minutes Felicia moved from her seat. Hendra was surprised, he felt panicked to be left alone and there was no time for him to express his feelings to Felicia.

"I'd better catch up with them, to help them bring food here" Felicia said.

'No!' inner Hendra who saw Felicia was stepping away, then he was by gathering courage, He prevented Felicia by pulling Felicia's hand.

"Eh," Felicia was surprised and stopped her footsteps, she turned to look at Hendra and saw his hand held by Hendra.

"Wait a minute!" Shouted Hendra with a shift of his eyes.

"There's actually something I want to tell you, actually," said Hendra in a soft tone, and his face was now beginning to fade.

"What's that?" felicia asked, She's not feeling well. With the expression Hendra gave.

"Actually... I.." said Hendra nervously.

"I like you for a long time" Hendra said, staring at Felicia's face.

Felicia was stunned, She could only go silent in silence. Just like someone who is now eavesdropping on their conversation, Kavin and Davira are now hiding behind evergreen trees and bushes. Davira stared at Kavin's similarly distressed face with Felicia, Kavin just stood his back to the tree, He just listened to the talk of the two of them, reluctant to look directly.

Davira who was behind the bushes he saw Felicia's expression clearly, that Felicia did not like Hendra at all. "I'm asking you" Davira said in a whisper.

"You actually know that the class president will express his feelings for Felicia, right?" asked Davira with her stiff face.

"Yes" Kavin answered honestly.

"Why didn't you stop him? Don't you like Felicia too?" ask Davira without saying anything.

"No one can stop someone's feelings" Kavin replied, raising his face.

"Tidka's wrong with giving him a chance? It's a feeling when we fall in love with someone... Then we want to express, express love and heart, or hold it, give up or not... It depends on them alone who can determine it, not others" Kavin said.

"So... I have no right to interfere with his decision" Kavin said, closing his eyes, revealing his lashes. Davira could only be speechless by showing an expressionless face.

"Oh" Davira replied.

'The wise decision, what a clever boy, fits in with his cold and arrogant personality, ' Davira's inner self.

While there still in a tense situation, Felicia was confused by the answer she had to give but did not hurt Hendra. "..."- ".

"I... I just want you to understand my feelings. I just feel worried, if I don't tell you how I feel about you, then I'll regret it for the rest of my life." Hendra said with a red face.

'Even though I already knew what answer you were going to give me, I knew... If I'm definitely going to be rejected by you, Fei.' Hendra's inner self with his slick eyes.

'But I still want to try it, ' he continued with a wry smile.

'To say I like you Felicia,'

"I'm sorry... I.." Felicia replied by clenching her hands, she was not happy to refuse but she tried to brave herself.

"Before thank you very much for liking me, but sorry I can't return your feelings to me" he continued with a serious look.

"Hehehe is okay" replied Hendra, smiling.

Someone who was peeking from far away was relieved, Davida smiled as she glanced at Kavin who was now smiling thinly.

'Heh, hypocrite .. basic man!' inner Davira.

"OK!" answer Kavin.

Then they ate together with an awkward atmosphere, after they broke up.

"Fey, do you want to go home?" ask Davira.

"Yes, it's night. I promise you my mom will be home at 21:00, it's 20:45, so I'll just go home" Felicia replied, staring at her phone screen.

"Oh, okay. I want to play for a while" Davira said.

"Yes, have fun" Felicia replied.

Kevin just stood up to hear their conversation, while Hendra had already left. With hurt feelings, it was possible that he could not sleep well because of his heart wound.

"Look, I'll take you home" asked Kavin, hearing Kavin's invitation. Felicia smiled happily, her face was immediately red, she replied with a nod of her head. While someone smiles with a flat face while looking at the scenery in front of his eyes.

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Along the way they were silent, with their hands holding each other. Until finally arrived at Felicia's residence, Kavin and Felicia refused to let go of his hand.

"Hmm, it has arrived" said Kavin, turning his face towards the road.

"I-iya," Felicia replied as she tidied her hair.

They were both nervous with each other, without them noticing that there was a pair of eyes that were staring at them with angry gazes.

"Yes, I went in first." said Felicia.

"Hmm, good night" answered Kavin, and they let go of his grasp, and Felicia went into his apartment, with her red face blushing, with her heart beating so fast.

While someone was still standing, clenching both of his hands. He was eager to approach Kavin, but he did not have a good reason.

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The next morning...

In a luxurious apartment, a man looks like he just took a shower. He was drying his hair that always covered his face, but when he was about to step out of the room suddenly his phone rang, he looked at the phone, then grabbed it.

The name of someone who is not familiar to him, the name he longed for and hated by him. "Mrs. D"

"Hello?" Kavin raised the call.

"Hello Kavin! It's me.." replied someone from there.

Kavin who heard the voice was silent for a moment, for so long he did not hear the voice of the person. But finally he called her too, but Kavin's heart was used to the silence. Kavin also misses the call prospecter, then puts his phone in a small closet next to his bed.

"Hello? Kavin?" call someone from there.

"Kavin! Did you hear my voice?" ask mr. D.

"Yes I hear," answered Kavin while wearing his clothes.

"Are you now able to answer and consider what I said before?" ask someone without further ado.

"Listen to Kavin, your grandparents are dead, then how do you live yourself there? How do you take care of yourself?" hearing this, Kavin could only remain silent.

"What if you come back here? And come back to life with us?" bring the man.