
Saturday morning. Bang Ranggi washed all of Hana's clothes, especially those still exposed to spotting stains next to the garage that still felt relieved rather than having to wash behind the house.
His heart ached at the thought of Hana's clothes which until the third day were still stained. "What injury is still like this. Does the doctor's medicine not react well?" muttered.
"Why not own?" asked Mama Jihan who was taking green bean porridge for Hana.
"Ma.. does a woman who has just given birth really like this? I have pain in imagining Hana's pain" replied Bang Ranggi.
Mama Jihan smiled at her son's question. Presumably Ranggi was really scared and still traumatized by Hana's delivery. "If you were scared yesterday, it's okay not to accompany. Why is it forced if you end up scared like this"
"Fear is human, Ma, but we can also fight that fear. There are things to take precedence over fear"
"Hana's delivery is a little problematic but still in the reasonable stage. The hospital is in accordance with the procedure. You do not need to worry, just continue the treatment Hana as long as she does not have a fever.safe anyway" said Mama Jihan.
Bang Ranggi did not answer again and immediately continued his washing activities. Mama Jihan smiled and left her son to calm down to think.
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"Oyeah?? So you're not like you used to be?" Mama Jihan repeated Hana's words while feeding her daughter-in-law.
"Yes ma, you don't want to be close to Hana anymore" replied Hana.
"Let's talk to my brother. You don't have much thoughts yes Ndhuk. let ASI a lot." Mama Jihan kissed Hana's forehead. There is no difference in his affection for the child or his daughter-in-law.
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Rico's father and Opa Garin eavesdrop on the side of the door. They were already furious first because Ranggi made Hana depressed until it was like that.
"How about we meet Ranggi..!! The boy could have made Hana cry. The woman who has just given birth must be unstable" whispered Rico's father.
"Yoo..!! Do not let him just talented glaring at girl groups alone" replied Opa Garin.
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"What did I do wrong? Hana's avoiding me" Bang Ranggi replied as the accused.
"If you don't do anything, Hana can't cry" Rico's father said.
"Astagfirullah..what the hell kind??"
"Do you want to secretly search for Zahra until finally Hana frustrated and she wanted to kill herself because of your minus???" the fiery Opa Garin.
"Lailaha Illallah, call me this" Bang Ranggi rubbed his face. Instead of being calm now he is getting riled up because of the actions of the elders.
Bang Ranggi knew Rico and Opa Garin's father only wanted to save his household or maybe rebuke his feared behavior outside the limits but there was still a sense of annoyance because there was no more figure Zahra in his heart let alone his shadow. "There is no Zahra anymore. Don't call him again Well, if Hana hears him, he can misunderstand" said Bang Ranggi reminded.
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Daytime.. Bang Ranggi decided to fix his favorite motorcycle. He was still afraid that until Hana rejected him again even though his heart was anxious to be close to his wife.
"Ranggi.please go to the pharmacy to buy medicine. Looks like Hana's not feeling well" Mama Jihan said.
"Masa Ma? It was okay" Bang Ranggi immediately walked to see the state of Hana in the room.
Sure enough, arriving at Bang Ranggi's room saw Hana lying helpless. Little Khaja was also fussy. Bang Ranggi sat down beside Hana, he rubbed Hana's arm. "Purchase some medicine first..!!"
Hana nodded weakly and Bang Ranggi quickly left the place.
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Because there is still a shortage for the needs of the motor.. Bang Ranggi stopped by the workshop which was not far from the pharmacy. Bang Ranggi meets Zahra and her mother.
"Haduuuhh. Fortunately you are not the same as this man. Just work at the workshop and take care of a cheap motorbike.. What would you eat if you stayed with him Zahra????" said Tami's mother meledek Bang Ranggi. "Wish I could flush his face with the water again. Dare to hope for my highly educated daughter"
"Excuse Me.. Ohhhhhh..!!" Bang Ranggi chose to go on Bang Ares' beloved old motorcycle. As much as possible he avoided the commotion with Tami's mother.
"Go there. Zahra's eyes can be disturbed to see you. Now she has a future husband, soldiers but has extra income." said Ms. Tami.
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Along the way, Bang Ranggi thought about Zahra, the girl who once ruled his heart and fascinated him. But because of his love for the mother, he prefers to break his relationship for the sake of the man his mother chose. He never admitted that he was a state servant in the presence of Zahra or her mother. Yang Zahra knew he was a worker in a small workshop and did not have a steady income.
A smile of gratitude finally developed, God has opened another way to meet his soul mate and he just felt how very valuable Hana in his heart.
If I didn't experience that bitterness, I probably would never have met you, baby. She was my girl in the past but you are my girl in the future that you can have and get all my love and love unconditionally.. I'm willing, I'm sincere as long as it's for you dear Hana.
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