The Love Flakes of Nauvara
In love for a long time

Vara's tears just flowed without her consent. Memories of the past that were so painful when containing Aidan and Yura without a husband came back to haunt his mind. Whether the child in the womb at this time will experience the same thing as his brothers. Vara could only hope her fear never happened. Tilting your head to the right. Looking at the wedding photos he and Rangga are located on the nightstand in a small frame. Vara's hand stuck out toward the frame and immediately picked it up.

Why is our marriage like this, Mom. I just felt loved by you for a moment. And now I must feel the pain again when your eyes imply hatred towards me. Do you know if I really love you. Even before Aidan and Yura were present in this world. Can you give me your heart for a little? How can I run for a new love while my heart is full of your name. In fact there was not even the slightest bit of empty space for the name of any man to be there.

Put a photo of him and Rangga on his chest that feels tight. Crying sobbing as if to vent the pain he was feeling right now. Why is his love destiny so cruel? A glimmer of trust alone could not be given to Rangga. Even Rangga prefers to believe what he only sees and not as he thinks the reality without listening to the explanation first.

The door knob suddenly opened and revealed Nadia's face there. Approaching the weak figure who was lying on top of the bed while tightly hugging the frame. Nadia sighed to see that Vara who was so hurt still thought about her husband who did not know himself.

"When are you crying like this, Ra? Don't you feel sorry for him?" stroking Vara's flat stomach, "She must be sad to see her mother sad. Nevermind Ra! Forget Rangga. He can only make you hurt" Nadia advised. Even though she knew that the results would be in vain because her best friend loved her husband so much. But Nadia tries to speak so that Vara can understand and begins to learn to forget Rangga who always hurt her.

"Do I not deserve to be in love and happy, Nad? I really love Rangga, and how can I just forget him. Even ... This feeling has been lodged in my heart for a long time," Vara sobbed in her speech. The pain he felt was not comparable to his love for Rangga. Love wins and dominates.

Nadia rounded her eyes. Didn't he hear wrong with what Vara said a long time ago? What Vara means is that he has loved Rangga since High School. Nadia who could not bear to ask questions immediately asked, "What do you mean, Ra? What does it mean if you have loved Rangga since we were in High School? Right so?" ask Nadia quickly.

Huddling her body and leaning on the head of the bed, Vara looked at Nadia's bead eyes. He knew that Nadia could not wait to hear his answer. The sense of tightness back whack, is it time he told his friend honestly about the pent-up feelings he felt so far.

Vara nodded, Nadia who saw him could only sigh harshly. How did Vara feel when the look of hatred from Rangga, the person she loved so much, always drew a look of hatred towards her, "Why have you never been honest with us, Ra! What do you think we are?!" nadia said loudly as a clash. Instantly his sense of disappointment arose to Vara who was dishonest to them.

"I'm sorry, Nad. I just couldn't believe my own feelings about loving Rangga," Vara lowered her head. Clutching tightly onto the pillow that was on his lap.

Nadia's common sense immediately appeared, reminding her if Vara's condition is currently pregnant. He was so sorry to have yelled at his best friend, "Sorry, Ra. I didn't mean to yell at you."

"Here you go, don't talk about that anymore. We can discuss this next time. Now you change your clothes! Because soon we will leave for Fero's apartment" Nadia ordered. If it continues, Vara will cry again. His best friend is the easiest to get carried away, and easily feels guilty for himself.

Nadia quickly helped Vara get out of bed. Even though Vara tried to refuse Nadia's help, Nadia still kekeh helped Vara to go down. Seeing Vara's improved condition, Nadia let Vara walk herself out of her room. Next to Nadia's hand pulled Vara's suitcase that was prepared by Ana's mother.

"Mother is awake? Why do you like the spotty slingshot," Yura throttled. He placed both hands on his chest. Guess if the mother slept when she collapsed in front of her father's house earlier.

Yura and Aidan's clothes were neatly arranged in a suitcase. 1 large suitcase and 2 small suitcases were neatly arranged beside the sofa. Fero pulled both corners of his lips hearing Yura's question. To calm Yura who is not constantly crying, Fero and Riri agreed to tell Yura that her mother is only asleep and nothing bad will happen to their Mother.

"Haha. This fuckin' chatty shit! She could have thought you were sleeping when you passed out!" Nadia chuckles. Holding her stomach that was painful heard the plain speech that came out from Yura's tiny mouth.

"Ear, let's go! Soon it will be dark. It is not good if Vara is exposed to the night wind, especially the situation is pregnant like this," said Riri who was also holding back his laughter. According to him being near Yura could make his face youthful.

Aidan just kept quiet. He knew his mother was not well. Mother and Father's quarrel that was slightly heard by his ears made Aidan understand if his parents were in trouble. The feeling of happiness when going to have another sister made Aidan undo his intention to ask Riri who was calming Yura about what really happened.

"Is Mother okay?" ask Aidan suddenly. Seeing Vara's slightly pale face made Aidan's worries reappear.

Vara smiled to see the shadow of Rangga in the figure of Aidan, "Mother ti—" Vara's speech was interrupted when he could no longer withstand the turmoil in his stomach was struggling to be expelled.

Vara quickly stepped into the bathroom near the kitchen. Everyone in the living room was worried to see Vara suddenly pale again. Ana's mother who knows what will happen quickly catches up with Vara towards the bathroom to help Vara get her entrails out.