The Love Destined
06. reasons to hate

By evening Syeril had arrived at the contract, he immediately cleaned himself and cleaned his room a little .. after that he also took a break because he felt tired of the activities he experienced today while checking his cellphone .. seen his many chat from various school alumni groups and friends , there is also from his college friend group that discusses various things .. he also replied to a message with his friends ,

when Syeril was busy replying to a message suddenly heard an incoming call on his cellphone at the sight of the mother's name in the name of the caller , drtttttrtttttia immediately raised it

" hello bu assalamualaikum "answer Syeril turns out that the one who called was his mother

" helo wala'aikumsalam, when is payday ril ? mom needs money to shop for mom's stalls, you know you can't work anymore . "ask her mom

' hah .. once call him when payday .. as little as it is the news of the cake, he has eaten what has not been kehhhhh patient Sheril this is the fate of being an outcast' inner Sheril

" 1 week more ma'am .. but I guess I can't send it to mommy, next month I have to pay for semester ma'am " sheril replied explaining

" you know how the hell, so the child does not understand very well said mother what.do not need to go to college you just mendingan work so that you can help the cost of the mother's kitchen, so that mothers can increase capital for mother's stalls .. You are a difficult child to say "the nagging mother of Sheril

" mother is nothing anyway , anyway I did not ask for money at college mother , I work nyari money myself kok during this "answer Syeril

" you Syeril who is nothing, you are a natural woman also in the kitchen do not need you to go to high school wasting money anyway you will end up getting married, right, take care of your child, take care of your husband, you will also be at home aja later take care of your children . so in vain you lecture "mommy's nag across the phone

" mother is usually also if there is Syeril more definitely Syeril send for mother , but for next month Sheril needs to pay for semester ma'am please ma'am ..this month only" explained Syeril

" that's the reason you, at most you want the same foya-foya your friends he is ril ?" accuse his mother .

" no ma'am . I don't have time for foya-foya . I'm here working ma'am. I also divide my time between lectures I bu "clearly sheril

" yes who knows you lied to Syeril's mother, the alesanya to pay the semester do not know for poya-foya will "accuse her mother again

Sheril who heard her felt pain in her heart, her own mother was always bad to think of her, what she did was always wrong in her mother's eyes.she tried to hold the cry as hard as she could , setting his breath to keep calm, he didn't want his mother to hear him cry

" not really ma'am next month just really need her sheril bu "clearly as smooth and calm as possible

" you are a child who does not know the same return of parents" he said making Syeril sigh

" why don't you ask for help with wildan, he's working right now??. It's possible to help mother "Sheril give advice?

" wildan also has his own responsibility he already has a daughter's wife mother does not want to increase the burden for him" answered his mother

he actually did not hate Wildan just because his mother who always differentiated his affection for Wildan and himself made Sheril's attitude to Wildan become a little indifferent , Wildan was the same he was very fond of Sheril because after all Sheril is his brother despite different fathers at least they have been various womb

"yes later if there is more, Syeril sent to mother, but Syeril did not promise yes ma'am .. Sheeril also needs the problem "he decided to give up because arguing with his mother was very emotionally draining .

" yes already so do not forget the transfer yes "said mother syeril

" yes "answer the sheril and the call ends

instantly her tears seeped down her smooth cheeks, the physical fatigue that he experienced was not comparable to the tired heart that he experienced wanted it to feel he screamed out tightness in his chest but he still had a sense of shame, he still had control of himself ..

he always assures himself that what happened to him is something that has been set for him but he is just a human who has the heart and feelings as strong as anything he holds him still it will break eventually ..

' as kidding me this is my destiny, O God, I never ask to be born.for what I was born if only to be hated by my mother, O God, what is my fault .. if I could choose by whom I would be born I would not ask to be born by my mother ,I do not want to have a father as a son of a bitch who has the heart to do profanity to his own son's flesh and blood his own torment torch.I really do not want God .. how much longer should I always pretend to be happy, pretend to have a harmonious family whose origin I am just an outcast..I am just an unwanted child hyks hyks hyks " inner Sheril .. she cried sobbing

it was painful to be a child who was hated by his own mother, and unfortunately again he had trauma because of the treatment of his father when he was a child ..

during this time he always covered the trauma , even his parents, family and friends no one knew , which they knew Syeril was his son was quiet and always according to what his parents said

*author note :

* if you feel hopeless, try to lower your gaze. There are still many who are not as lucky as you .. do not be discouraged.. You must remember there is a rainbow after the rain , there is happiness waiting for you after the pain you experience .. make the pain as your foothold to be better *

who here has ever experienced a condition like Sheril ?? always accused of being a no-no by her parents, sometimes I wonder why there are parents like that ..

hopefully there is no yes . enough in the novel ..

next ep about Sheril's past and childhood trauma

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