
The goddess walked while looking down the path to her boarding house, her spirit and cheer were gone that there was pain in the heart of the girl .
His mind was empty just a shadow of the incident that was in his head, the Goddess did not expect that her superior would do that to him. On the other side of the heart he is grateful he can give valuable things to the man who has been in his heart, but he does not want to demand the responsibility of trying to make things happen.
"Why did all this happen to me? Life feels unfair, Polar Lord I really hope to see you again, even I dream of wanting to be your lover but not this way" said Dewi while closing her eyes with her palm.
"Oh my God, what should I do, now that I have no future to be proud of for my husband, where should this step go, O Lord." The goddess continued to trace her path, like a dazed person even did not look left and right when she was about to cross and almost hit by a vehicle that wanted to pass.
"If you cross the street."
"Hey you want to die young."
"Woy be careful if you want to cross"
All the riders shouted at the girl, some were scolding her as well but all were ignored by the Goddess, and her steps continued without looking left and right.
Arriving at the boarding house Dewi tidied all his goods while the destination was his hometown.
"Mother, the father of today's Goddess comes home, sorry Goddess can not make the father and mother proud of the Goddess and can not keep the honor of the Goddess as the advice of the father and mother." he said while crying and mourning his fate.
Dewi arrived in her village, she was welcomed warmly by her parents, in her village Dewi opened a flower shop with capital from the money given by Cahyo, who was also a local, Dewi also opened a fertilizer business and agricultural tools to give busy for his father and mother and also bought a house with a large yard as a place of business.
Both parents of Dewi are grateful because the return of their children changes the family income, now the Dewi family is a little sufficiency already no longer like before.
A month later the Goddess experienced changes in her body, her head was dizzy and her appetite was reduced. Everything that goes into his mouth is brought back out. Dewi stopped to remember when the last time menstruation without talking she bought a pregnancy test kit at the pharmacy and secretly did a pregnancy test herself, the girl was surprised because the result of the test was positive Dewi cried in her heart and covered up the grief from her family.
"I have to get out of here, I don't want my father and mother to be embarrassed if they are in the village because their child is pregnant without a husband" he said in his heart and immediately tidied up the clothes he would carry.
Father and Mother were surprised to see the Goddess carrying a suitcase and was about to leave her home.
"Where are you going Ndu?" said the Father
"I want to go back to work sir to the city, my vacation is over" replied the Goddess lying.
"when are you going back to the village" Mother said
"I don't know Mom, I'll always call, Mom and Dad will also send money, Dad and Mom take care of health, yes I will work for the school fees of the sisters." said the Goddess while hugging her parents.
The Goddess left aimlessly for good he still carried a card without limit Cahyo until he was not short of money, right on the edge of the big bridge in the city of Dewi stopped and looked at the bottom of the swift times.
The living Goddess felt dead had no hope of life she tried to climb the edge of the bridge wanting to end her life, Suddenly there was a hand holding her.
"Life is precious why you want to die" said a Junior Junior High holding the hand of the Goddess.
"So I don't think about the fate of Brother's parents, Brother does not remember the prayer that is always said by Brother's family when Brother is far away, everyone wants to live but why Brother does not" the teenager continued to advise the Goddess without stopping and it made the goddess realize that there was a family waiting for her at home.
"Sister has no purpose deck, brother bangtung to where to go" said Dewi while crying
"So, I'm not staying at the orphanage where we live" the teenager said.
And Dewi was taken to the orphanage where the teenager lived.
MOTHER OF HOPE ORPHANAGE
Dawn went into the orphanage looking for Aisyah's mother, the owner of the orphanage,
"What's Jar ko triak-triak" said Aisyah's mother.
"There was a guest of Bun, I saw that he was going to commit suicide on the bridge" Fajar said, telling Mother Ayesha.
"Astagfirullah, where's Jar's guest?" ask Mommy.
"On the terrace of Mother" replied the child.
Mother came out to the Goddess who sat on the porch of the orphanage and greeted him.
"Assalamualaikum, what's your name?" ask the Goddess.
"Goddess Ma'am" replied the Goddess
"Dajar said you wanted to kill yourself, why?" ask mother again.
"I'm Pregnant Ma'am, I touched my life" replied the Goddess in tears .
Dewi recounted the events that happened without reducing or exaggerating it, Mother listened seriously and gave a solution for the Goddess.
"I'm ashamed Mother, I don't want my family to feel shame in the neighbor's bunjing." cried Goddess broke in the arms of Mother Aisyah.
"Stay here until you give birth, help your mother look after the sisters of the home" replied the mother calmed the Goddess and agreed to the girl.
For months Dewi lived in the orphanage, the girl never forgot to send money and give news to her family in the village. Automatic ATM Cahyo which he used to meet his needs in the orphanage.
Cahyo never bothered how much money Dewi used in his ATM he always filled the balance in the ATM because he knew Dewi was not the type of woman who hobby shopping like a metropolitan girl.
The content of Dewi is getting bigger and she often controls her pregnancy in the labor clinic between Mother Aisyah, Dewi's daily life with the sisters of the home makes her heart slightly entertained and her smile back visible.
The fetus in her womb is growing healthy, healthy, Dewi never complained about her pregnancy because she knew the risk of getting pregnant without her husband beside her although sometimes she often imagined the face of the Polar Lord but sometimes the imagination was ignored just like that.
The KLA LION Headquarters
Cahyo felt a strange disease, the innards were always nauseous when smelling food, frequent vomiting in the morning and a hobby of eating fruits makes him go to all clinics because the disease does not heal until months.
Doctors kept coming to treat the Mafia Boss but no one could cure him. His attitude that always asks for strange food makes Bimo tangent because it is always wrong in the eyes of Cahyo.
"Mending I was told to kill Master rather than this task" he said in his heart.
Until the birth process came, all the contents of the orphanage were made because Dewi suffered a rupture of membranes and was brought to the clinic for the birth process.
Mother always faithfully accompanied the Goddess to give birth to a baby boy, and at that time also Cahyo disease healed, The mafia was surprised when suddenly he was healthy while all night he could not sleep because of his sudden stomach mules and pain and hastened all the residents of the headquarters who panic.
3 Days in the care of the Goddess is declared healthy and allowed to go home, he then intends to go outside Negri to continue his life because he does not want to continue using Cahyo money for himself.
"Mother, I will go out Negri continue my life, I do not want to trouble many people bun" said Dewi to Mother.
"Titip my son bun, if anyone wants to adopt give so that my son can feel the love of parents, I can not take it because I do not want to disgrace my family." said the Goddess while crying to kiss her son.
When the puerperium runs out, Dewi immediately registers as a TKW outside Negri, he wanted to forget all the events that had happened to him but in the bottom of his heart he was also heavy to leave his infant son and needed his affection, he said, with a heavy heart Goddess stepped out of the orphanage and also all the bitter memories of her life.
"Goodbye dear may there be a family who can love you sincerely" he said as he passed away without looking back.