The Heaven Land's
Give answers and express the heart
When hao chen heard that the test of this flame of sadness was a question he was confused as well.
“question?” hao chen said confusedly.
“a really simple question, there is only one and you have to give a good answer in order to be accepted by the fire of grief, he said,you should also know the fire of grief without the owner usually has emotions and thoughts until the black fire finds the owner of the emotions and thoughts of the black flame will be completely gone and you can use it as you please” said Qian zhu while explaining it to hao chen.
“so what is the question and when will it start?” asked hao chen who had understood the intent of Qian zhu.
“....will start now!” qian zhu said.
Then the surrounding area became pitch black and hao chen could not see anything, but after that Qian zhu's body shone and finally hao chen could see.
“why this whole place went dark, won't I just be given a question” said hao chen in confusion and cold sweat on his face.
Then a mysterious sentence appeared in hao chen's mind.
“a.a..what is this?” ask hao chen.
“you saw that that's the question, what do you think dark means?” qian zhu said.
“What does dark mean to you?” said hao chen who was thinking of something.
Then intense pain emerged from his head, all hao chen memories from his previous life as well as his present one.
“you don't need to panic, but sadness doesn't read your past but she looks at your heart, when you give an answer to the question of fire sadness she will see if you're honest or not,but I warn you the longer you answer it then the flames of sadness will torment you.” Qian zhu said as he shouted,he saw how much he was suffering hao chen and he was confused because he was only a seven-year-old child.
Then when hao chen vaguely listened to Qian zhu's statement also replied”friend”
“ friend?, son heard you have to give a good answer so that you can be recognized by the fire of grief otherwise you will suffer” Qian zhu said worriedly after hearing hao chen's reply.
However Qian zhu was surprised to find that the flames of sadness did not cause any reaction after hearing hao chen's reply.
“what's your reason for answering dark is friend”a mysterious voice sounded in hao chen's head.
“my reason?” ask hao chen.
“apa?he had already asked the reason, but the answer was too simple,why could the answer be received by the flames of sorrow?” qian zhu asked confusedly.
Then after thinking about it for a long time, tears began to drip hao chen like holding something back.
“my anger, sadness, hate and sadness I never say or I say to anyone, then what should I do or who can make me to get all these feelings out of me, friends?, family?, what should I do?,a trustworthy person?.” said hao chen who was holding something back in his heart, but tears clearly flowed from his eyes.
After a long time of stopping, Zhao chen continued with it”NO!!!” yelled hao chen furiously,
“I am considered trash, useless and worthy to die, can the people who say that to me be invited to reveal my heart?, they will not be able to, do not they,when I want to express my heart to my parents I worry that they will also be sad and will even act rashly” explained hao chen who is currently barely able to hold back his feelings,it was as if the strings that bound his heart would break.
After listening to that Qian zhu's expression also went along sad, then he started to understand something and subconsciously he approached hao chen, then he raised his right hand and was about to touch hao chen's head, he said,but he stopped his actions.
“I kept holding him back and kept holding him back, and then when I was alone in my room in the darkness and couldn't see anything, all my emotions slowly came out, and then I involuntarily cried and got angry I let it all out,everything that is in my heart and unconsciously my pain is slowly disappearing.” said hao chen while closing his eyes with tears flowing down, but hao chen is currently trembling.
When Qian zhu saw the state of hao chen trembling while holding back her feelings of sadness, she was also holding something back and she was like she was going to want to hug hao chen, she said, from that it can be seen that right now Qian zhu is like a mother who sees her sad child and waits for all the contents of her child's heart to come out.
“when I realized that all my feelings had been brought out, I finally understood that it was darkness that made me bring out all my heart, it was darkness that accompanied me when I was sad,it is darkness that allows me to bring out my heart without anyone seeing, so that is why I consider darkness to be a friend, but...” said hao chen in a faltering voice with his eyes closed and tears flowing profusely, yet he still continued to hold it.
Then when hao chen held back his senses, he was surprised that he had already fallen into a warm embrace.
“doesn't need you to hold me here, just take out all the contents of your heart I'll be next to you” said Qian zhu who was currently hugging hao chen,sure enough Qian zhu acted on the instincts of a mother, when she saw hao chen was unable to hold back the feelings of her heart.
When hao chen listened to that and while he was in warm embrace the last string in his heart broke.
“i can no longer!!!, I keep trying to be recognized but the only thing I do is in vain they consider what I do only as the wind passes by,my parents kept crying and sad because of my conversation when I tried to have what I did acknowledged, I was devastated I was really very broken, very broken,even I prayed to God that life would end soon even though it was a stupid prayer I really expected it, but why would God allow me to keep fighting and keep living,I tried to end my life but a thought came up,’if I end my life, then both my parents will be sad and feel guilty’ I'm not going to want to be like that,so I decided that but stay alive and hold it all together and only darkness will accompany me!!!” the word hao chen explained all of his heart with a loud cry.
When Qian zhu listened to that tears slowly trickled down, then she muttered in her heart “she is only a seven-year-old and she experienced something like this?”.
“I'm tired mom, I'm tired, I want to stop this is too painful bu” said hao chen involuntarily and hugged Qian zhu tightly and tears kept flowing.
After hao chen called Qian zhu mother, she felt that something was in her detaching and she felt that she was free from something, then tears flowed profusely from Qian zhu's eyes.
“ya, it's okay mom is here, mom is here no need to worry” Qian zhu said gently with tears streaming out of her eyes,however, it does not show sadness but rather refers to happiness and satisfaction.
Then Qian zhu's body emitted a nine-colored glow that also covered hao chen,then hao chen felt the warmth and affection of a very deep mother that made him stop crying and close his eyes and subconsciously he said the word ‘ibu’ constantly on Qian zhu.
Then the flames of grief on hao chen's body slowly fused together and exerted immense strength on hao chen,but not only until there was a nine-colored flame appearing on the body of hao chen that was directly fused with hao chen, then the dragon core hao chen was now circled around the purple flame,black flames and nine-colored flames were where each flame had an enormous power.
Meanwhile hao chen had fallen asleep in the lap of Qian zhu and Qian zhu was stroking the hair of hao chen who was sound asleep due to fatigue.