The Final Limits of My Love

The Final Limits of My Love
Episode 12: Let's Try it


"Mas Evan what if we join the program to have children?"


That night, Evan is struck by a sudden request from Sofia.


Of course there is a basis for why Sofia suddenly started discussing the matter of this child. Of course, since the previous incident, where her Mother-in-law wanted to introduce her Husband to the New Woman.


Although finally Sofia can hinder their meeting, but still the fact that in their marriage they do not have a baby is still a heavy burden in Sofia's heart. And I don't know what her mother-in-law's plan is going to do.


So after pondering a few things, Sofia finally thought of this decision.


"Sofia, why all of a sudden? You know, I told you I wouldn't sue a child."


"I know, Kok Mas. But what's wrong with trying?"


"But Sofia, I just don't want you to be disappointed, I don't expect that from you."


But those words made Sofia a little uncomfortable. Although Evan really accepts himself as he is, he does not think Evan at all never expected them to have children.


But the possibility is small...


And it may not work.


Rather than hoping, it is better to stay focused on the present one.


"But I'm still willing to try, Mas."


"Well, let's go to the clinic next week okay?"


"Good."


With that, Sofia's program plan of wanting to have a child begins. They went to the doctor doing a series of examinations.


Of course, Evan is in good health and does not have any problems, only Sofia is in trouble due to the operation.


"Based on Mom Sofia's medical history, I suggest trying out the Baby Tube Process."


Sofia who heard that felt a hint of hope.


"Would this be a success, Doctor?"


"But I think it's still too early, there's still a lot to prepare for before entering that stage. The success rate, I can't say high, but it's still worth trying."


With that, both immediately follow the advice and advice of doctors to maintain health and take certain drugs.


It happened a few days after they tried to follow the doctor's advice.


"Darling, what if we do it tonight? Tomorrow is a holiday."


"Not yet, Mas Evan. Doesn't the word Doctor have to maintain the Sper*cell Quality level first, so we can't just do it first, except at certain periods, for at least before the Baby Tube Process."


Hearing that rejection, there was disappointment in Evan.


"In part, why the hell should join the program soan actually I don't really like."


"Mas Evan don't do that, it's also for our Goodness."


"All right, forget it. I'm going to sleep."


"Mas... Just for a minute, okay? Holding back is okay."


But it was only a prefix, next after a few months of preparation finally both followed the Procedure of doing Baby Tubes.


Evan of course also followed the procedure, he felt unhappy after getting out of the examination.


"Alright, since the first Process is complete, the Master and Madam can wait a few more days, for the next Procedure."


"Okay, our doctor will be here soon."


Unfortunately, even after going through a wide variety of lengthy procedures the results they expected were not as successful.


Now Sofia is checking out a pregnancy Pack Test based on the Procedures she underwent.


"How did it go?" Evan asked who was secretly also starting to have some hope about this.


"It's still negative."


But in the end, after the next few days, only the one line mark was visible. The two immediately returned to the Hospital for Examination.


And soon I got bad news.


"I'm sorry, it seems like this time it's a Failure, the implanted embryo doesn't seem to be able to fit this body perfectly because Lady Sofia's Body doesn't seem to respond well."


Sofia and Evan were inevitably disappointed by that.


"But Doctor, is there any other way ahead?"


"There's certainly still some set of other procedures and could try the baby tube again."


In the end, Sofia who suddenly wants to have a child soon becomes obsessed with all kinds of processes, even though it again fails.


They also did a manual process and even went to the Alternative Clinic so that Sofia could get pregnant, but the results still failed.


It has been a year, and it still does not signal good news.


"Mas, one of my friends said, This clinic has..."


"Enough Sofia! I'm really tired of following all this I might be patient if it's one or two times, but how many times?"


"Mas Evan can't just give up!"


"Sophia! I told you, you can't have children so you can't impose your will, we tried, too, but still failing and failing you think how much time and money did I spend following all your requests?"


"Why did you say that?"


"That's it, Sofia I'm tired. You don't try to talk about it anymore."


"But Evan...."


"Sophia!! Don't you test my patience like this! Obviously the problem is in you, so don't try any more useless things, after all you can't get pregnant."


Sofia who heard that her heart felt like it was pierced. That fact is true the problem is with him but...


"Who do you think made me this way? If only Mas Evan had not been carried away by emotions..... Surely our Baby Candidate is still safe and now it's big! It's Evan's fault...."


"I thought you forgave me about this and now you're offending him again?"


"But Evan was the first one to touch him!"


The two began to have a big fight for the first time, and began to be quiet with each other.


Sofia begins to re-examine, there is a reason why she wants to have children soon, especially she knows that her husband Evan is actually the one who wants it the most even though he does not say it.


Her husband also always had hope when they tried to do some procedures, although in the end disappointed.


Sofia remembers when the two of them visited Evan's friend who had just had a baby. Sofia sees how Evan tries to hold her friend's baby in joy.


Just looking at that, Sofia knew her Husband wanted to have their own baby as well...


But...


All attempts still fail.


"No, I still can't just give up. Who knows if a miracle might come."


Sofia still hopes, if they will still have children.


Unfortunately, since then Evan's attitude has begun to change for Sofia, colder and more indifferent to her.


Indeed, every time they met, Sofia still persuaded Evan to follow some more treatment procedures.


"Sophia! Enough's enough!"


"But Mas..."


And finally there was a cold war between the two, not a problem Sofia's mother-in-law who still acted.


Every time she failed treatment after various procedures and failed to get pregnant, Sofia always received sharp criticism.


"Cih, if you can't get pregnant, don't force yourself to tell that your husband to marry again, okay?"