The Energy Of Love 2
Where is my Love?

Fira woke up in the third night to establish the tahajud prayer. It turns out that in this magnificent house there is a mosque with complete facilities: mukena, Al-Qur'an mushaf, prayer beads, calligraphy and prayer mats. He took her in the closet. Instantly Fira's tears trickled down her cheeks. He remembered the moment of prayer tahajud with Henry. Henry became a tahajud prayer priest. Henry leads prayers for the family. Fira also accepted the prayer. And Fira teaches with her beloved husband.

"In the silence tonight, what are you doing, my beloved? I miss your sound when I say the verses of the Quran. We pray to God for each other. You and I say each other's names in prayer. You led me to read the Qur'an. I miss all that," said Fira. His chest began to tighten due to sobs.

"Where is my love?" Fira's face was drowned in a cloth of mucus to vent her grief.

"Mama," call Zayn.

Fira flares when Zayn is present at the mushola. He hurried to wipe away the tears that were soaking his cheeks. The ten-year-old understood what his mother felt today. Fira smiled at Zayn. His two hands waved for Zayn to approach him. His eldest son was so warm.

"Tumben, Zayn's up at this hour" said Fira.

"Mama's crying because you remember Papa, huh?" Zayn stretched out his mother's embrace. He looked at Fira's face.

Fira nodded. The tears flowed again on the cheeks. "Mama would pray tahajud to be calm and ask for guidance from Allah. Because by the power of God, may we see Papa again."

"Zayn participated in the tahajud prayer as well, yes, Ma," pinta Zayn.

"By, Son. It is precisely the prayer of the son of sholih perhaps God ijabah. We pray for Dad and Papa."

The boy in the sleeping pajamas picked up the holster in the closet. Fira was shocked to see her son growing up as a teenager. Early in the day he was not alone because there was a boy accompanying him. While Fira is preparing to wear a mukena.

Mama and her son performed the tahajud prayer solemnly. Fira who became the prayer priest for Zayn. Two servants were so late in the pleasures of worship. As if God were in front of both of them. But at the time of the last prostration, immediately the prayer mat used by Fira was wet because of tears.

Fira breathed out a chest-stifling heart in prostration while praying to Allah. His heart was tawadhu. He was a servant who asked the Most Holy One for help. Fira realized that all efforts to find Henry still involve God. The woman hoped that there would be a miracle from God so that Henry would return to good health.

"Oh Allah, I do not know Henry's condition there. Take refuge, husband servant wherever you are. If anyone has any ill intentions towards Henry, prevent them from hurting Henry. Give Henry the strength to face this test. Lead Henry on the right path. And show us about Henry and the mastermind behind this conflict. Aamiin ya rabbal alamin," Inner Fira in prayer.

The prostration Fira had done for so long. However, Zayn did not precede his mother. His son remained prostrate while waiting for his mother to rise from prostration. Fira then sat down the final dungyat. After that, Fira greeting to the right and to the left accompanied by prayer movements. Zayn followed the prayer movement.

Fira turned around, Zayn automatically kissed the back of his mother's hand. While the mother gently stroked Zayn's hair while praying blessings for her son. When viewed increasingly as a teenager, Zayn's face is like Fira, but in the boy's version. The eyes, nose and smile are the same. Fira so moved did not feel the firstborn son that he was born, now almost as tall as Fira.

"Now what are we doing, Ma?" Zayn.

"Zayn sent a special Surah Al-Fatihah Prophet Muhammad first, then Kirsandi's father and Papa Henry. After that it's up to Zayn to want what kind of prayer? The important thing is prayer for the good, safety and blessings of our hereafter world" said Fira.

"God, Mama."

"Zayn's sleepy, aren't you?"

"No, Ma. Zayn wanted to accompany Mama. Mama don't be sad, yeah. Zayn couldn't bear to see Mama cry on."

"God, Son."

"Zayn and Mama najai, at least half a juz, let your heart calm down."

"Switchy and smart kid. Yes, already, we pray for Kirsandi's father and Papa Henry first, yuk. After that we'll see."

"Alhamdulillah."

Zayn raised his hand while sending Al-Fatihah's letter to the Prophet first and then his two fathers. The boy prayed to God. His two eyes looked at the ceiling of the mushola.

"O Allah, put Kirsandi's father on the best side, gather him with the sholih people and forgive the sins of Kirsandi's father. Oh, my God, take care of Papa Henry. Zayn doesn't know where Papa Henry is? Zayn believes Papa Henry still exists. Avoid Papa Henry from the bad guys. Forgive Papa Henry's sins. May Zayn's two fathers always be in God's protection. Rabbana aatina fiddunya hasanah wa qina adzabannar. Aamiin ya rabbal alamin" Zayn said in prayer.

Fira's body also shudders to hear the prayers offered by Zayn. Fira was sure that God heard the prayers of a sholih child like Zayn. Togetherness of mother and son in charity worship so have the energy of love. Because all the restlessness of Fira became spirit. As a mother, if there is support from her child can rise again. Children can also be the heart of their parents.

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"These feet have rested on the browned leaves. Missing could be like the leaves falling. But still your tracks are not found. My body is trying hard to find you. But my steps are limped without you here" murmured Fira.

Fira looked up, a pair of eyes wearing clear glasses saw brown leaves falling from the branches of the tree. The wind also cools the morning atmosphere. Fira then inhaled fresh air, although the chest is still painful because half of his breath is gone.

"Buhai fulfill my faith. I miss when my head rests on your shoulder. Where is my love? I miss when we pray to God" he continued.

"Sister, breakfast yuk," Bryan asked. Fira's younger brother suddenly came to his brother.

"Sister is enjoying the fall, Bry. Though the plan Henry and Brother want to play with these leaves," said Fira.

"Man can plan. But God willed. Perhaps behind this test there will be a silver lining. Brother just calm down as long as there's Bryan."

"You don't want to see Anna?" fira Goda.

"Where is Henry, huh, Bry? Is it in Canada or abroad? Big brother so gregetan himself who is the perpetrator who tried to eliminate Henry?"

Seeing her brother shed tears, Bryan hugged Fira tightly. Now Fira is quite relieved to be in his sister's arms. Bryan understood the feelings of his older brother who twice lost loved ones. It certainly exceeds heartbreak. Bryan also knew the feelings of his three nephews who were again without a father figure.

Sometimes this is what makes Bryan postpone marriage with women. Not because he was afraid of marriage, but Bryan loved his brother and nephew. He wants to take care of Fira, Zayn, Zema and Alira. Since Fira's widow that-Bryan protect her brother.

Sometimes Bryan wants to get married, but if you think about it, who will look after his brother and nephew if there is no man to look after? Only Bryan can still accompany Fira. As a child Bryan and Fira used to help each other please brother.

"Silent brother, yes. Do not think heavy, later baby sister in the stomach also sad. There's a lot of people helping Fira" Bryan said.

"So much as Big Brother thinks, Bry," complained Fira.

"If Brother Fira is calm, you can think clearly. I'm sure Fira's a genius aka a reliable stalker."

Fira then releases a hug from Bryan. His two eyes opened as if he was remembering something. Bryan frowned in surprise at the expression of his brother.

"The dust and the ring, Bry," said Fira.

"Tasbiu?" Bryan was astonished.

"Yes, Raditya just handed over Henry's purse, purse and phone. But, Brother did not find Henry's prayer beads and wedding rings. It must have been brought by Henry."

"That means the key to finding Henry can be seen from the wedding ring and the prayer beads, yes, brother."

"The prayer beads were a gift from Big Brother, Bry."

Between Fira and Bryan's talk, Lefia comes with a device. Fira looked at Lefia whose path was in a hurry. Lefia's breathing poked as she approached Fira.

"Mom Fira!" peekik Lefia's.

"Minorning, Lef. I've been screaming everything" said Fira.

"Well, is that the boss? Not polite, Lef!" bryan's Reprimand.

"Eh, anu, sorry, Mom, Mas Bry. Hp Bu Fira has an important phone call from Mister Ammar." Lefia then gave the device to Fira.

Fira saw the screen. Right, Ammar called himself. Jemari Fira presses the receive phone button. The incoming call from Ammar was connected to Fira.

"Hello, how about Mr. Ammar?" said Fira.

"Hello, Mrs Fira. Please, help me" said Ammar.

"Yes, what can I help you with?"

"I'm now at RafJens Distro with my detective friends. Do you have a photo of Rafi?"

"I have a photo of Rafi but she is twenty-five years old, not the one now. But, Rafi has an Instagram account called @rafijensen11."

"Oh, okay. There are pictures of Rafi, huh?", there?",

"There are, of course, even a lot of his photos and videos, his face is there. Just look at her Instagram account. But ..."

"However, what, Mrs Fira?"

"But Rafi's Instagram account has no photos, videos and instastories. Rafi's suspect."

"Well, you're smart, Mrs Fira! That must be suspect. If on Rafi---I don't find the photo on Instagram, please send me the old photo of Rafi, okay!"

"Of course, Mr. Ammar."

Ammar ended the conversation with Fira. Fira's gaze was sharp as if suspicious of Rafi. Actually he wants to be prejudiced to Rafi, but again if considering the feud between Henry and Rafi, Fira only focuses on Rafi.

Fira thought, "If Henry had an enemy in the business it might exist. But if Henry has a rival, it's very possible, who else if not Rafi? Because I know the time in Singapore, although both look fine, but surely behind it both are not okay."

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