
I'm home
"Beautiful sister.Beautiful sister.don't go.don't leave Tia."
Tia's delirious. Maybe Tia was dreaming about Arin.
Arga slept next to Tia. He was shocked to hear Tia's voice. In her sleep Tia looks restless. Moving along. Turn back her body. He slept very well last night. Perhaps the effect of his dream was so that his body also reacted.
"Tia.. Tia. you why baby.You dream yes."
Arga rubbed Tia's body to calm down.
"Sweet sister... Beautiful sister.don't go."
Arga confusion should how. He rubbed Tia's body to calm down.
"Sir. beauty...."
Suddenly Tia opened her eyes. He woke up.Tia looked around.
"Which is not pretty."
"Darling..who are you looking for? It's papa darling."
"Papa. hiks..hiks..hiks..hik's beautiful sister where Pa."
"Beautiful sister which is dear . Papa doesn't know."
"Beautiful sister who was here, Pa. Tia wants to be the same beautiful sister."
"It's been night, baby. See what time it is" Arga looked at his watch. It turned out to be midnight.
"It's twelve o'clock at night. Tomorrow I'll see her pretty sister."
"Tia wants to now Pa. .. Tia wants bobo accompanied by a pretty sister."
"Honey, where Papa has to find a beautiful sister. It's already night. It must be pretty sister's sleeping."
"Just Tia wants a pretty sister.The evil father.the evil father."
"Tie...."
Arga snapped at Tia. Arga was already impatient to face Tia who did not want to obey his words.
Tia surprised. Papa. Tia was silent. But he's scared. Tia only dared to be so pleased. He slept on Arga's back. Arga is confused as to how.
"Tia.. Tia dear forgive papa. It's not that papa was angry with you. Honey look at papa here, son." Arga rubbed Tia's back. But Tia was silent. She was still crying but did not dare to be loud. Only his body seemed to shake.
Arga was very sorry for yelling at Tia. Because Arga doesn't know how to persuade Tia. Sheila usually does it all. Sheila usually takes care of Tia. Arga never interfered. Arga thinks his job is just to make money for the survival of his family. He used to feel that way too. Papa Arga is busy. So Arga thought after becoming a father, his job was just to make money. Now Arga just felt. So heavy duty a mother, a wife who must be able to take care of her family. Arga can feel it now. When the child is sick and fussy as it is today it takes extra patience. But not only patience but also love and compassion.
Arga remembers when he was a child. When she sulks for toys, only her mother always obeys her will. His papa does not want to know the important thing his son is silent and not fussy. That's what's imprinted on Arga's memory. That everything will be done with money.
But now he is conscious. After Sheila's death she could feel for herself how to calm the child so as not to fuss. If asked for toys or food Arga would be able to obey. But this asked for a beautiful sister, while she just did not know which one was the one. Stupidly why did he not ask Ayu what Tia was going through today.
"I'm sorry, dear Papa. Tomorrow we find a beautiful sister. If it's night now. Beautiful sister must be on break. Papa promises to help Tia to meet her beautiful sister."
Arga remembered Ayu. The sisters must know what and who met and interacted with Tia. Arga takes her phone while still hugging Tia from behind.The other hand holds the phone and types a message on Ayu.("Ayu please give me information about the beautiful sister who is always called Tia.")
And sent. Arga is waiting for a reply from Ayu. But it turns out the message has just ticked one.so it has not been opened. Arga is still waiting.
"Maybe Ayu is asleep, I'll wait until tomorrow." thought Arga.
Tia's still as excited. Arga hugged Tia tightly. He felt so guilty for saying so loudly. Arga also still rubbed Tia's back. Over time Tia's breath sounds regular, although there is still a bit of a hiccup occasionally. Tia's asleep. He was comfortable sleeping next to his father. Tia forgot for a moment about her beautiful sister.
Arga feels stupid because it is not sensitive to the will and desire of the baby.
"From now on papa will always be there for you dear." Arga kissed Tia's face affectionately. Tia squirming. Arga smile.
"Sorry, papa's disturbing your sleep. Now sleep well. Tomorrow I'll do everything you want."
Arga was shut down and they finally slept hugging each other.
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Fian's not staying tonight. The plan is for Fian to come home at eleven p.m. It was also because Arin already looked sleepy. Arin had yawned several times, only Fian came home.
"Gue's so sleepy, sono's home."
" Dish disgraced."
"Indeed, intentionally, anyways, you already know the host has evaporated. Still feel at home. Don't be self-conscious about it." Indeed, between Arin and Fian when talking is not using manners. They already understand each other.
" Hahaha, who knows who to sleep with."
"Lo crazy, sleep with you. Woe. Sleep with me sono."
"Don't get angry, sleep together doesn't have to be a bed. Your mind is dirty now. Tomorrow I bring bleach to clean your brain."
"Make it a time. Your brain needs a broom. Sono is home. Fian. bawor .. home. It's the night."
"Now remember my little call. Haha..."
"Jeez Fian. Basic friends don't know themselves. Home ga.. "
"Haha.. Yes dear Arin. Kiss it here." Fian approached Arin while advancing his lips.
"Religion.. Fian's crazy to go home. I'm sleepy." Arin melengos's. Fian can always make Arin laugh. With Fian, Arin feels free to express himself. Even if Fian is rude, he will not be offended. And vice versa. But Fian never said rudely to Arin. Fian always took good care of Arin.
"Yes, I said it first. My dream is yes. I'll go home first. Don't forget to be happy."
"Apaan sih lo. Loo's word serem."
"What serem heck. Sono sleeping. Watch out stay up. I can see that."
"Fian is clear. It's how it goes."
"She was told to go home. Even invited to talk. Not willing to split up with Aa Fian." Fian winked.
"Fian,lo kesambet where the hell."
"Take a bite. I'm still sane. It's not like we used to joke like this. Who has dreams too late."
"Fian. hicks."
"Kok. I was wrong about ya. Sorry."
"Don't be weird. I'm scared."
"Fear why. What a strange part. Try to mention it."
"Where am I going. He said he was told to go home. I have been kicked out by guests who do not know themselves. Some of you just want to go home.Lo that's weird. Wear cry all. Since when did you become a crybaby."
Fian's eyes glazed over. But he's still hurting Arin. Fian's feelings today are different. There is a sense of unwillingness to go home. He's so heavy leaving Arin tonight. Fian. She didn't want Arin to see her cry. But late.
"Lo. How to cry."
"Who is crying. This twist. That mosquito came into the eye."
"Where mosquitoes enter the eye. Why the hell, don't you want to tell me."
"Come on, I'm fine. It's really just a flickering . Not lying. If you lie to sins. I'm a guy anyway. Where there's a crybaby."
" Alesan aja lo. If you don't want to confess. Uh first later. Since when did your call to me change?"
"Change how? Your name is still Arin. I also called you Arin. Not turned into juminten. Haha..."
"What did you call me."
"With."
"So call me darling like that."
" Say I'll be called darling. He was called darling. Hayo. cie. cie.." Fian pokes Arin's hand while winking. Fian was indeed very happy to tease Arin.
Arin was silent.His face was hot. If you want to be honest, Arin would be happy. But he had promised himself that, before his mother Fian changed his attitude, he would throw away his feelings for Fian.
"It's good to ya." Arin pretended to think. He put his finger on his forehead. He's smiling."Happy, friends can love each other, but as friends and friends. "
Fian smiling. He knew what Arin said. Fian looked at Arin's red face. Arin was wrong. He looked the other way.
"Yes that's it. As a friend yes. Duh. Aa heartache is only considered a friend. Hicks.hiks."
"Lebay lo's. Wear komodo's tear style all. Sono's home, it's late. Looking for mama." Arin switched the conversation. It's already night. He knew Fian would definitely be scolded by his mama.
"Yes I'm home, don't miss ya. Because miss only belongs to dilan. It cannot be divided into words."
"Lo's broom. Hahaha .. pea base."
They both laughed again. When will he come home if this continues. They both have good chemistry, so any conversation will be crowded for them.
"Now I'm serious..."
"Since when..."
"What's..?"
"Lo's seriousness.. I'm ready for this. Prepare avoid. Haha... "
".You Arin.." Fian shook his head. There was just his words that made his heart flower and wither at once. But Fian was happy to see Arin was joking and laughing like this. Fian became anxious. He pinched Arin's hand tightly. Arin yells.
"Abueh ... Fian is sick. Bad Ikh now It's been brave KDRT hiks.hiks." Arin pretended to cry.
"The seneng part really cuts people's conversation. But let me always remember. If my splinter is very sick. This is my only time. It's also night." Fian pretended to lay down his body next to Arin.
"Eh. would like to say. It's good to sleep here. Narrow tau. And not muhrim. Far away from me." Arin pushed Fian's body.
"Small bit of a jelly why the hell. Right now I am seriously interested. Take care of your health. Cepet. Eat regularly. Don't like to stay up late. If you can't sleep anymore, remember our memory song. Don't think weird. Good kids don't hear what people say. Be yourself..."
"Stop. Long message lo. Where are you going. Just want to go home the message like people want brawl. Entourage. Sono has come home. Be careful on the road. I'm home tomorrow. I'll wait under the window."
" Why do it under the window.Hm....Sono sleeping. Sleep well, baby. Never cry for something that is not important. Your tears are precious."
Fian grabbed Arin's hand and kissed her.
"Gue's home, bye. muaach."
"Dih what the hell lo. It's weird that night, be careful with the bike."
Fian nodded. He walked out with steady steps. At the door Fian paused for a moment. Look inside. He saw Arin was looking at him too. For a moment they looked at each other. And Fian passed. She stepped up with certainty . to go home to her parents. There was a drop of tears falling. He's ready. Whatever happens is not ready, he has to be ready. He came home with a shunt. But life has to go. He is ready to step up. He's already made his decision.
But halfway through Fian stopped. He hesitated to go home or wait here. Her mother has given her permission to wait for Arin tonight. He wanted to make the most of this opportunity. He was ready to go back again. Shame to come back again. Fian has no shame..
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Arin is awake. Even though the very night time is approaching early morning. After Fian came home, Arin could not even sleep. It has repeatedly evaporated. He felt very sleepy. Why does the sleepiness just go away. Perhaps because he could not sleep, his head felt a little dizzy. Arin had tried to close his eyes, but only his eyes were closed but did not sleep.
He felt today Fian looked very strange. His attitude and his words too. Sometimes it looks very happy, but a second later it looks sad. And also his advice is usually not as serious as before. He doesn't usually say that if he wants to leave.
" Fian what's really going on. Don't do this. What you hide from me. I know inside out about you. You look different today."
A single tear fell from Arin's eyes. Deleted it. He shouldn't be like this. He should be happy because he is allowed to go home tomorrow. He should be able to hold back his feelings.
"No. I can't be like this. Fians........"
I wanted Arin to scream as loud as possible. Why only the usual sentences in the words have such a big effect on him. What's with him.
"Gue is okay. I should be able to. I have to be healthy. I have to go home tomorrow." Arin said to encourage himself.
Tomorrow it's time to get back to real life. He must be able to face all the trials that will come back. He must be able to overcome all obstacles. The steep road will surely wait ahead.
The dream world is over. It's time to pursue all his dreams. He must reach his goal. It's only halfway through. His college was in the third year. Two years later he was finished.
Arin continued to think about what Fian meant. Arin did not understand why this time Fian's message was so much.
"Maybe not a bad feeling."
Arin's tears were getting worse. He felt pain with Fian's words. There is no wrong or harsh word in all Fian's words. All natural as a friend who prays for his friend. That's all that's going around in Arin's brain.
Arin's eyes still don't want to be closed. He still can't sleep. Praying already.singing already. Especially what he hasn't done.
Arin looked around. He remembered mother. Arin thought.
"I guess you just heard all my jokes the same Fian ga ya.So that my laughter was very fast. It's not good for mom. May your mother sleep well."
Arin was still looking at me. He felt the same mother who had been sleeping in the hospital for a week.
Suddenly the sound of the door on the knock Arin silent. He pretended to be asleep. Then the sound of the door being knocked again. Arin is getting creepy. People or not knocking at the door. Stop for a moment, there was no sound. So quiet. But suddenly there was the sound of a door opening from outside. Arin closed his eyes.
Who the night went into Arin's room. Guess people or...
Goosebumps my hair.
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