The East End (Warrior's Wait)
Unable To Be Here

The son opened his eyes, felt still very dizzy and he felt his body a little thuggish.

" It's Put's consciousness." Toni approached the weakly lying Son with an infusion hose stuck in his hand.

" Omm can I be here? " Task the Son.

" You passed out, your men took you to the hospital." Answer Toni.

" You take a break don't mind much." Toni said back to the Son.

" Don't know if I've arrived - arrived like this."

" What are you thinking? "

" To be honest, I can't be here, I remember her as if she's right next to me."

" Learn to forget Dusk, make you rise again. Dusk is happy there, you must be happy pity Avan, he also needs a mother."

" O God Avan hiks... I miss you son." The son covered his eyes with his right arm while sobbing in tears.

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Aswin and Kanaya had finished doing kabul, they only had a simple marriage.

" Have a good life." Andra said, shaking hands.

" Thank you." Reply Aswin.

" Bang, I just called when Bang Put went to the hospital." Said Kinan telling the news about Putra.

" What sick son? " Tanya Kanaya's.

" He fainted, she said." Answer Kinan.

" How can I faint? " Task Andra.

" Well, did he drop a lot." Aswin.

" I don't know if Papah just said he just fainted." Kinan.

" Aswin listen - listen, there will be a new letter of duty for us, easy - easy an I can get a task there same Bang Put."

" I don't know when the Bang? "

" Just wait."

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Dusk stroked the face of the Son with his gently rubbing hands of tears that drenched his two cheeks.

" Look Bang, don't cry smile for Dusk. " Light then kissed the lips of the Son, and the Son closed his eyes. And then try to smile towards the face of Dusk.

Dusk then draped his hands, and put his face under the neck of the Son. His eyes began to close, Yang's hands began to cool, with the fragrant fragrance of flowers from his body.

" Sleep dear, Hiks..hiks... sleep for a long time, hiks... "

The son hugged the body tightly twilight, his breath felt a little choked and then the Son whispered in the ear of twilight reciting taqlin.

The son dreams in his dream that he returns to memory when he was with Dusk at the last seconds before exhaling.

The son woke up from his dream, his body was very high fever, at this time the Son was only alone when he was sick like this.

" Oh God why am I like this, why is it down like this when I get here."

" Dusk is this a sign that Brother has not been able to sincerely you go, O God I beg you to be strong here."

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The son forced to leave the hospital, although his Om did not allow to go out because his condition was still recovering.

" Don't be stubborn, look you still look pale." Toni.

" I want to go somewhere om, honestly I'm not strong like this continue. Here I have such a sense that continues in the shadows of the past, I want to go to a place where my heart is relieved."

" But look at your condition, Om is afraid of what happens - what. "

" Let's calm om, battlefield I can conquer times like this I can't conquer it."

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The son said a prayer for Dusk, there were a few tears dripping down his cheeks.

He was wiped and smelled his headstone which was inscribed with the name Mentari Dusk Timur.

" Dear, maybe you're not completely sincere to accept the fact that you're gone." The son turned his face up to hold his cry so as not to fall.

" But. hyks... " The son could not hold her until her tears broke.

" but.. Brother is aware of this moment and so on Brother does not have to be like this continue to torment.. Single-minded brother.. Brother God willing is strong and does not mean to remove your tracks, but as long as you will remain in the heart. "

Hiks.. hiks...

" What a heavy life Brother, at this time Abang is far from Avan, only he lives life Brother as long as he is the source of strength Brother. Thank you for your struggle dear, thank you for ever being present even though we only briefly live together, hopefully in the next life we are together - the same hiks.. "

" See you later, dear in eternal life, as long as you remain in the heart."

The son again kissed his wife's headstone with eyes that kept coming out, then rubbed the headstone.

" Brother's prayer is always with you dear."

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This is not a song

This is not a poem either

And this is not a diary

It is an expression of the heart...

I used to love you so much

I used to love you so much

Today and during her until these eyes are closed remain the same.

Twilight...

You are like the sun that shines on my life

You are my life energy

Now the sun has set like its name.

But the twilight will always look beautiful during his..

As long as it's in the heart...

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