The Bride Substitute for the Cruel Blind Mafia Head
5: Not Giving Up

“I beg you, .. I don't want to, Mas. I promised myself. I will serve Mas. Because if we still can't love each other, we can be friends!”

“Live friends!”

“And if Mas wants to marry again, I don't have a problem. Because like that, it's a punishment for me that has made Mas lose the woman he loves.”

“Originally Mas do not disturb the relationship of sister Cinta and Akala, whatever it will be I receive, other than I do not want to .. I do not want to part from Mas.”

“Atau .. Give me time. One years. If it's one year of our marriage, I still can't make Mas happy. I agree we're splitting up. And I will also return all the money that Mas has given to the company. I'll slow down.”

“I know what it's like to let go of the person we love so much and get married and happy with someone else. And I'm sorry that I also put Mas in that position. However, ... will be much more painful if we maintain people who are just pretending, forced to accept us.” Chole looked down deeply and until this second, she could not end her tears.

“Don't be a hypocrite because you're pretending!” fierce Helios.

“No, Mas. I swear I am sincere. I intend, although of course I can not be spontaneous at once so fully. If I say I love you, I am a hypocrite. If so, baby, it is. Honey, pity ... uh!” Chole, slipping for his last words, hurriedly smothered his mouth using both hands.

But because Helios suddenly retreated, Chole who had to suck, immediately exerted the energy and courage left, to hold both feet Helios.

“I've stuck you up!” helios firmly with a soft voice.

“No, Mas. I don't want to! Because if I were not the same Mas, .. automatically I would immediately marry another man. I'll marry anyone who can return all your money. And that's not enough because I've made Mas feel the pain of having to take off our loved ones instead of marrying someone else!” Chole continued to plead, clutching tightly to Helios's two legs.

Initially Helios viciously pulls Chole's veil, intent on removing the troublesome woman from her body even life. However, even though Chole's hijab has come off and some of Chole's tanned hair is starting to be seen, Chole still buried his face in both feet Helios who is also still very tightly held.

Upset, Helios let out a rough sigh. Again he who just glanced at Chole just did not want to, trying to get rid of him. His right hand that became trembling moved doubtfully towards Chole's head. He intended to grab the straight hair that looks so soft. But this time he was unable to do so. He was suddenly helpless. Because even though he continues to force the right hand to act, the one with the hand just rests. Nothing Helios could do. Including that when gently Chole deliberately menci*um both backs of her feet are still wearing black pantofel shoes are very shiny.

Helios' chest was already rumbling. No longer because of anger or even disappointed as the previous reason. But the strange taste that Helios could not understand because Helios alone did not understand.

“This what?” helios thinks because he just felt it. His left hand reflex squeezed the chest because his heart suddenly felt very painful.

But once again Helios asserted, the reason he felt a strange but still painful feeling, not because of anger and disappointment, or even his hatred for Chole. It was a foreign feeling that made him wonder.

Helios' right hand was drawn along with the man who looked like a dazed person. Slowly but surely, Helios also retreated until her legs and back ended up touching the bedroom door. While in front of him, Chole was still sitting curled up like prostrate.

What Helios said already instantly made the busy clear granules flow from both ends of Chole's eyes. Yes, Chole is heartbroken. Chole was jealous because, however, he considered Helios a husband. Chole thought of Helios as the only man he had to love.

“You should get used to the way things are now, Chole. Patience, everything will pay off when you see the smile of happiness brother Love and Akala. As for your fate, consider it punishment. And if later it is precisely you who first love Mas Helios, consider it a bonus. At least, as long as the opportunity arises, make her life colorful. Make Mas Helios feel loved, make sure that Mas Helios feels wanted. Until you end your relationship with separation, Mas Helios will realize how much you are not worthy of hate.” Chole's little heart spoke and it became a force unto itself for a Chole.

“If Mas won't allow me to be here, then Mas will have to help me.” Chole dared to look up just to stare at Helios. In front of the man, he pulled a needle that he had used to lock the hijab under his neck.

Helios saw that. Her husband pulled the hijab Chole made a needle to fuse both sides of the hijab under the neck, ending up stuck in Chole's neck. Chole pulled it hard and fresh blood instantly came out of his scar.

“Sick, Mas. Not to mention my body, it felt crumbling. It's just the back, like it doesn't have a bone, can't stand.” Chole whining.

Helios really hated that. His power is back dominant. Make it dark eyes. Immediately he pulled the wedding robe on Chole's shoulder. Make Chole's body also carried away, dragged.

“Loss if Mas gets me out of the room in this state!” chole was furious, though he did not hold Helios' firm hand to hold her back. Not because he has no energy to do it. Except because he was angry.

Chole's body crashed and looked very light, hitting the staircase there. Chole's two reflex eyes closed as her body that had ended up collapsing, fused on the marble floor and it was no less cold than her husband's attitude.

“Sekelas Mas who is the chairman of an influential mafia can only fail to have a confidant like Mr. Mul.” Although only a soft voice was able to produce, Chole continued to speak.

“Open Mas's Eyes. Put on Mas's heart and let Mas be happy in many ways. Do not let because of the heartache Mas, Mas actually created hell for yourself Mas!”

“Pak Mul the wajiyingan loh Mas. From the beginning at the reception, he's seen me go on. Look in the eyes, bokkong, chest. Okay, don't think he saw me. Because like Mas, he must have thought it was Sis Cinta!”

“Dan Mas don't know, do you? That's just for trivial business, women's business! Please don't take it lightly, Mom. Must be careful .. mas Excel. Examples of Excel. Excel is really careful, use common sense with the same heart. Not a feeling like Mama. Do not constantly rely on feelings because the name is easy to change feelings, baperan!” firmly, Chole, who was also silent at that moment, along with the sound of the door of the room that was closed firmly by Helios, causing a very disturbing sound.

Chole's heart seemed to be released that second as well. He who still curled his back to the door of Helios' room, could only quietly let his tears shine.

“It is useless to deal with people who already hate us because everything we do will always go wrong in their eyes. But trust me, I am not going to give up!” lirih Chole was really smirked because indeed only the voice of the concubine was able to come out of her lips.

It's just that, the sound of steps approaching from the stairs down there accompanied by masculine perfume and Chole recognized as perfume Mr. Mul, has immediately made Chole nervous.

Chole's really not okay!