The Army And My Love
Recollects
Hardhan sat on the floor contemplating until his head felt dizzy. His mind was heartbroken long considering the togetherness with Alana when in Canada.
The flashback
“Abang help dek” says Hardhan
“Do not bang!” Reject Alana as Hardhan was about to help her up. Since Alana was pregnant young hardhan saw her sad Alana always nauseous in the morning unable to eat and drink.
“What is the right time to refuse to brother. Brother can't see you like gini, there's no one here deck!” Hardhan.
The masculine scent on Hardhan's body reminded Alana of Andre. Instantly the nausea began to disappear especially accidentally Alana's body leaned on Hardan's shoulder because tired of the nausea he was holding.
“You are so calm deck nempel same brother. Brother has not yet taken a shower still smells of sweat this deck.” Hardhan
“Begini only, last brother clothes then adek pair on the pillow later adek can hug as much. I know you miss Andre again, but you can't do anything right now to you.” Hardan said before he returned to his office.
Alana nods in fact herself embarrassed, but her curiosity comes out strong.
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Hardhan had seen Alana crying in her room food, snacks and milk of pregnant women were not touched in the slightest. Hardan took a deep breath.
“Why not eat deck? Don't like it, what are you buying that doesn't taste good?” Hardhan's soft words. Hardhan was sad to see Alana's condition was so depressed by the circumstances that had happened.
“Alana not hungry bang” replied Alana
Alana looked at Hardhan. I don't know why his heart is so erratic it's hard to explain. Hardhan was too kind to her that she refused Hardan's invitation.
“At least brother is honest with you, brother's feelings so far even though this is not the right time for brother. You know your status in the official status of Andre's wife, brother also does not understand Andre has not taken care of all that properly.” Honestly Hardan after she expressed her feelings to Alana.
“Sorry bang, Alana can't answer anything yet. Yesterday's incident has given deep wounds to Alana, Alana is afraid of bang. Alana apologizes bang.” Answer Alana.
“Abang will meet Andre. I can't bear to see you like this deck, heartache brother see you sad continue. Brother also does not want to misstep the deck, brother dare to bring yourself with brother all this time, brother must also dare to take responsibility for all the actions of brother.” Hardhan.
“Don't bang, Alana please. Alana scared bang” hand Alana begetar great. Hardhan gave up on not discussing it anymore.
Hardhan bent his knees kissing Alana's stomach which had been seen growing up at 6 months.
“Health keeps daddy son, daddy babe same grandpa. Daddy boy don't be naughty stomach mama.”
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One night Alana was delirious to call Andre's name in her sleep. It was already midnight, Hardhan who happened to be in Alana's apartment looked at her. After his work, Hardhan who saw Alana in his room raised Alana's blanket slowly to the chest. Hardhan's chest tightens to see Alana sleeping without wearing her covered clothes. There was guilt beating in her heart, because she, Alana dared to dress like that in her apartment all this time. Alana, who initially did not want to be touched by Hardhan, finally gave up in front of Hardhan. Hardan rubbed his face furiously eliminating the sense that appeared strong in his heart.
“Abang realizes we are not muhrim, your husband Andre must have taught you many things. You know this is a big sin. So my brother wants in the future we will end this great sin properly. Deck, show this only in front of brother, and no one else but brother can see it” Hardan murmured in his heart.
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