Sukma Attractors
The Pov Bernard

a sense of emptiness enveloped his heart.The world seemed to be unsteady. He lost the man he used to waste. " Rena...Where are you..? I never even knew where you live.?" bernard said with a sigh.

now he lamented the people who have gone past his life.all is too late.even his facebook account has also been blocked.He once tried to borrow the account of his brother Ary, Ary, but because his sister's account is not friends with Rena's account, he can not spy on Rena's post, because Rena's account is from friend to friend is not public.

"Rena..please...Rena.please.came back to me." he said sobbing. (Rena. I beg you, don't forget me, please come back to me). Her heart hurts so much. He did not know where to look Rena. instantaneously He remembered something. "the city of Medan.yes I remember He lived in the city of Medan, if not wrong on the road Gatot Subroto. I will look for him." bernard said sparkling.

"naena's number hasn't been replaced either, I can buy a new SIM card, then call her. I'll apologize to her, even if I have to prostrate on her feet I'm willing to" Bernard said. He wiped his tears and tried to fall asleep, tomorrow morning he was going to Medan.

***

"Rena.yes it's him." said Bernard with a sparkle. He saw Rena in a thick fog, he ran through the fog to chase after Rena, but for a moment, someone grabbed her hand and took her running away and disappeared from her eyes. "Re.naa..Rena.."

He continued to run through the fog, but did not meet Rena there. He almost fell into a very steep ravine, if only his eyes were not observant, then certainly He would slip and fall into a very deep abyss.

"Re.naaa..Rena.." His cry split the silence.and then for a moment a fine clap was on his cheek. "Bernard.wake up..ayo wake up son.." said the voice of an adult man patting his cheek to wake him up.

Bernard opened his eyes, saw the saragih safri, his father was on the side of his bed. Bernard got up and sat down, and leaned against the wall of the room.

"what are you feeling now? " said Safri softly. Bernard was dumbfounded at hearing his father's question. "what did father mean..?" bernard asked again in a loud voice.

"father knew all about the girl, when you kicked her out of this house" said Safri, blankly.

"remember, my dear child, the good of our deeds will be recompensed, neither quick, nor slow, but surely will be recompensed, and now you are reaping from what you have done." safri said with sarcasm.

Bernard looked at his father wistfully. "i regret it well. I want to apologize to him." Bernard said with a fragile heart.

"" if you regret it, go to see him tomorrow, I'll give you the fare and supplies on the way. If He is your soul mate, then He will find you, but if not your soul mate, as far as you go after him you won't get it." Safri said with dignity.

Bernard nodded, understanding. "alright, sleep, you will need energy for tomorrow" said Safri, as he stroked Bernard's tambut. because as evil as the child is still his flesh and blood, and he didn't want to get his son lost too far.

Bernard nodded and went back to sleep.

***

Bernard woke up quickly today. He took a shower and prepared to leave for the city of Medan. He was so excited today. He went to the intersection of Medan to get a bus. He remembered the moment to pick up Rena was distorted. His eyes looked at the nanar every area that had ever reminded him of the girl.

when a bus arrived, the conductor shouted to the driver, because there would be passengers boarding.

after Bernard boarded the bus, the conductor shouted again, so that the driver immediately moved and the bus drove.

at 10:00 pm Bernard arrived at the bus terminal, Amplas. Terrain. He was looking for angkot majors Gatot Subroto. when he arrived at the market area sikamambing, he stopped angkot, then looked for a place to rest. He looked around the city, where the bustle of the community was on the market with all the merchandise.

"where should I look?"bernard said, looking confused. He sat in one of the meatball vendors around the traditional market of sikambing. Terrain. He ordered a serving of meatballs, while thinking in what way he discovered the existence of Rena.

He ate the meat off, as well as a glass of cold sweet tea. After his stomach was full, he leaned against the plastic chair provided by the meatball seller. He called a meatball seller and paid for his order. After that, his eyes pusher around the market.for a moment he heard the voice of someone he knew very well. "thank you bang, this is the money" the voice of the girl he knew.

bernard quickly got out of the meatball stall. He saw a girl carrying a basket filled with basic necessities. He chased the girl.The girl was Rena.but he lost track, because of the crowded market conditions.

"Rena.ya it's Rena.." said Bernard with a heart full of pounding in his chest. "please Rena, don't go far, wait for me." said Bernard who continued to walk quickly chasing after Rena's body. but he lost track of Rena. When his gaze circled the streets, He saw Rena stopped an angkot.

He stopped a passing Betor, then rode it. asked betor's brother to chase after the angkot that Rena was riding.

this is the name Betor yes viewers.let's not curious about the typical transportation of the city and surrounding terrain.

Bernard lost track of Rena, he was so desperate. then asked betor's brother to pull over. After paying the fare, He was stranded in the streets without direction.

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Rena enters Rashid's uncle's house. He brought a basket full of the needs of side dishes. Nisar asked her to help him to shop. many types of vegetables that are forbidden to be eaten by patients with kidney failure.only a few types can be eaten, for example one of them is chayote (jipang), and eggplant. Rena bought this type of vegetable as stock. He also bought a lot of fresh fish.

after cleaning everything, then arrange it in the refrigerator, he rushed to take a shower.Today Rasyid uncle's schedule to do the dialysis. He will take him to the hospital, because bang Nisar has business needs.

after dressing up, he knocked on Rashid's uncle's room, and then Marti came out with Rashid's uncle in a wheelchair.

Rena grabbed the wheelchair handle. "we left first yes aunt" said Rena to aunt Marti. then aunt Marti replied with a nod. Rena and Aunt Marti take turns taking Rashid's uncle to the hospital.

**

Rena arrived at the hospital, then headed to the administration room. completed the documents and so on. now they wait in line. after uncle Rashid got his turn Rena pushed the wheelchair room where the patient did the dialysis, after the patient, using the Dialysis tool.

the device is connected through a hose that has been connected through a needle attached to the wrist.

while waiting for uncle Rashid to wash his blood, Rena waited for the hospital lobby.when the phone rang. He opened the message and read the contents." hello Rena dear, this is me Bernard. I am now in the city of Medan. I deliberately came to look for you. earlier I had seen you shopping in the market.I was chasing you, but your angkot moved so fast that I lost track of you" Rena read with trembling hands.

then enter the second message. "Rena, I'm sorry.if all this time I've wasted you. I came to apologize to you. I want you to come back to me. meet me in the town square."

Rena was aghast to read the message.unconsciously, he dropped his phone.His body shook, out of fear.

emboldened, he replied to the message. "go away from my life" his fingers trembled as he typed letter by letter.

has not lost the sense of trembling in his body. now the number makes an incoming call. Rena panicked even more, he traced the incoming call number and then deactivated the phone.

"heh..why are you coming now? after the love in my heart went away.I no longer want to see you." said Rena lirih. then leaned her body in the hospital lobby sofa.

***

the day before night, Bernard waited on the sidewalk near the city square of Medan.His eyes circulated his gaze from all directions.hopefully see Rena present to meet him.But the one on the week did not come, not even his shadow would come to see him.

Bernard was desperate, He was like a lnglung, sitting on the sidewalk like an insane person.Even pedestrians passing by the sidewalk there were some who gave pennies to him. He stared at the money. "sehina is this me?" said Bernard sobbing.

then a hand patted him. "yuuk came home" The voice he knew, bang Ary. apparently on the orders of his father, Ary followed him from the departure of the bus. then brought Bernard back home. "no matter how hard you run after him, if not your soul mate, then you will never get it." said Ary, while pulling Bernard's hand over the bonnet of his motorbike and then splitting the crowd of Medan city, '' said Ary , heading home to the High Cliff with no results whatsoever.His heart was so empty and full of regret.