SUFFERING OF THE THIRD PERSON
BEREFT

After the news of Rebecca's death, Yoga immediately took care of her funeral. Seeing the body of the wife put into the burrow makes Yoga can only be silent and silent. I don't know what's on his mind right now only he knows.

There were no tears dripping in his eyes, but his soul was completely shaken. Deep sadness was unable to make him say the word. The condolences and prayers given from mourners can only be answered with a nod of the head.

" Patience Ga! Rest assured that what happened was the best thing for Rebecca. If your chest feels tight, cry! Take out that tightness so you feel relieved. Don't you be a snob like this! It's gonna hurt your psyche." Said Tian patting Yoga on the shoulder.

" Strong there must be Yan, but I try to sincerely so as not to aggravate his departure. I want him to calm down there, then I have to show a tough attitude in front of him right? Although in reality I was very fragile, I was very lost, and it was as if my soul would go with him." Sahut Yoga's.

" Don't be like that! Who goes let go. Remember there is a little princess who needs your love. You have to be strong, you have to be strong, you have to be okay for her." Tian.

Yoga is only realized if there is someone who desperately needs his presence. Her little daughter, her baby, her little angel Rebecca left for her.

" You're right Yan, I should be fine for the sake of my little daughter. Thank you." Thank you." Yoga in the nodding of the head by Tian.

After the funeral the mourners went home, but Yoga still faithfully sat in front of the mound of red earth while continuing to look at him.

" Sleep peacefully, baby, you don't feel pain anymore, do you? God loves you so much that he frees you from that pain. I'm sorry if all this time I haven't been able to make you happy to be next to me. But I'm sure God will make you happy next to Him. I will take good care of our daughter, I will take care of her and love her with all my heart. Pray that I can be a good father and mother to him. I'm coming home, baby, I'll be back tomorrow." Yoga leaves the funeral.

At home, Yoga cleanses herself in the bathroom. There was the sound of her little princess crying from downstairs that was so deafening. He soon sped up his activities.

After she finished wearing clothes, Yoga immediately ran down the stairs to the lady Hana who was calming her granddaughter.

" Mom why is Rere crying like this?" Tanya Yoga looked at her little daughter who kept crying.

" Mama doesn't know Ga either, it looks like she's hungry. But Mama gave him no milk. You are wayward, it has been said Rere still needs treatment at the hospital instead you take it home. Now this is what it's gonna be." Complaints madam Hana.

" I'm sorry Ma, I just want to give my best to Rere, I think if we bring him home he can feel close to us." Yoga Sayings.

" Here I carry Ma." Yoga Sayings take over Rere's sling.

Oek... Oek... Oek...

Rere continued to cry incessantly, his entire body was a red color typical of newborns. The princess who had just entered with her friend ran up to him.

" Re why Brother?" The Princess looked at Rere.

" Maybe she felt like she lost her mother like I did so she cried." Sahut Yoga's.

Oek... Oek..

" Shh shh shh dear don't cry anymore huh, what do you want hmm? Why not drink milk? The milk is good." Yoga held the little baby.

Rere kept crying without stopping. The princess tried to carry him but still he did not stop crying.

" I'm sorry, can I try to carry it?" Ask a hijab-wearing woman named Zahra who is none other than a princess friend.

" No." Sahut Yoga fast.

" I don't want my daughter to be close to a stranger like you." Yoga continues to strike Zahra's heart.

" But I want to try to calm him down, pity him if he keeps crying like this. His body will hurt all and his chest will feel tight. Doesn't Mas feel sorry for him? Who knew he could stop crying in my arms." Saying Zahra gently makes Yoga silent.

" May Ra, please!" The princess gave Rere to Zahra.

Zahra kissed Rere's little cheeks with a smile.

" Calm down, baby! There's Aunti here. Let's go get shingles." Zahra said fondling Rere.

" Sholallahu 'alla Muhammad....

Zahra chanted sholawat while cuddling Rere, slowly Rere stopped crying. Either because of Zahra's tenderness or because she was tired, Rere closed his eyes.

Yoga, Princess and Lady Hana look surprised to see all that.

" O Zahra, you're great. You can calm Rere down even until Rere is fast asleep. Good job Zahra, you deserve to be a mother." The princess was happy.

" You can just." Zahra said with a sweet smile.

Madam Hana smiled while Yoga stared cynically at Zahra. I don't know why he doesn't want his daughter to be comfortable with strangers. Although Zahra is her friend Princess, Yoga is the first to see her. Zahra stared at Yoga so their gazes met but Zahra immediately cut off her gaze.

Not knowing what to do, Yoga immediately left them all for her room.

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Tonight Yeshi sat leaning on her bed watching a tutorial on caring for the right baby. Tian who had just finished his work was now approaching him, he sat down beside Yeshi.

" Watch what else, baby?" Tanya Tian stroked Yeshi's head.

" Look at Mas! I'm learning how to take proper care of Babby. So that I don't make a mistake in taking care of our son." Yeshi said as she stroked her belly that looked distended.

" Thank you for giving your best to our children. You are the best mother and wife in the world." Said Tian kissing Yeshi's forehead.

" What the hell are you Mas, don't be nervous to praise me that, I'm not perfect that time Mas. I still have a lot of flaws that I have to perfect. Here I am also still learning to be a good wife and mother." Yeshi.

" Whatever is clear Mas is very happy to have you baby, stay with us! Don't you ever leave us like Rebecca did with Yoga. Promise me you will fight your hardest in any position and condition. Fight for us." Sneaky Tian.

He could not imagine what Yoga was feeling right now. Losing someone we love is painful. Yeshi clasped Tian's hand, he looked at Tian with a smile.

" Whatever happens to me later it's all God's will. Think of it as a test where if we can pass the test then God will give more than we received before. And be assured that after the rain there will be a rainbow, and after suffering there will be happiness." Yeshi.

" Love you, baby." Said Tian kissing Yeshi's forehead.

" I love you too, Mom." Yeshi hugged Tian's stomach.

TBC...

Author's plan will make Rangga's story in another novel huh... After the novel is finished, please go there. The author is waiting for all of you to support.