
“But, Lex ... Even though it was an ordinary affair, she deserves you to marry her instead of me. Because, the crown is destroyed because you snatched away,” Mira lirih told her husband.
“We'd better finish the conversation this time. Whatever happened between me and him in the past let it pass. Now, I want to beautify my future with you. You are my wife,” Alex said firmly.
Mira sighed softly, she had absolutely no idea what to say anymore. What was in the recesses of her heart was only a disappointment towards her husband. He thought that the man did not have a bad history with Laura in the past, but the reality was not what he had imagined. Ah, why is all this happening?
“Are you disappointed by this fact, dear?” alex asked softly as he stroked the top of Mira's head with one hand. “I'm sorry yes, Mir.”
“It's okay, Lex. It's all happened, right? Want me to protest also for free, because it cannot be removed from your life history.” Mira seemed to smile wryly as she raised her eyes upwards. “Your past is yours, and my past is mine. But the future belongs to both of us. After all you are a man, there is nothing to lose from you.”
Mira is forced to accept all of the man's past even though it feels very heavy, but she is sure that gradually she will get used to it and forget about this. It's all just a matter of time, nothing.
“I will never turn to any woman but you. I'll make you the only woman until the end of my life, honey. I love you, and always love you.”
Alex embraces the woman slowly to get into her arms, while Mira does not rebel at all with her husband's treatment, he let the man embrace her so that the disappointment within her immediately disappeared from the bottom of his heart. I don't know why he was so disappointed by this fact, even though he didn't have any feelings for Alex at all.
Is it because Alex's status is her husband?
Yes, it seems that the disappointment comes from the status of those who are husband and wife couples.
“You love me from what, Lex? Is it because of my physique?” tanya Mira interrogated while looking up a little to look at the man's face. “My mind is always wondering, what reason makes you so sure to marry me and make me your wife.”
“I don't know what answer I should give you. Perhaps this would sound illogical if I thought logically, I was so attracted to you when my eyes first looked at you up close, and I met you at your own wedding. I have fallen in love with the figure of Cinderella wasted on her happy day,” explained Alex lightly to Mira.
“Are my answers clear enough, Darling?”
“Hmm, are all men like that, Alex?” ask Mira back. “What if later you meet a woman who is much more above me and you are interested in her? Are you going to leave me at that moment?” expostulation.
Alex was silent for a moment when he heard the question from his wife. Why could Almira think that far about her?
“I'll stay with you until anytime, I'll make sure there's no other woman in my life besides you, honey. Only one and last stay in my heart.”
Almira put both her hands on Alex's cheeks, then stroked her slowly.
The beautiful sweet smile on that handsome face instantly vanished within seconds of hearing the phrase from the sexy lips of a woman.
“You must not leave me whatever the conditions are. I will never be double, nor turn away as I have promised. We can part as long as we are separated by death, and even if I can ask I want to ask God to pick me up earlier than you!”
Alex confirms his sentence so as not to be easily refuted by Almira.
“I know how painful it is to be left behind, I have been devastated several times by being left behind by people I love so much, and I do not want to feel pain for the umpteenth time left, Mira. I'm sincere if I go first to face God.”
Nyess!
The clear details just fell from Alex's eyelids when he spoke to his wife while remembering the pain of his suffering at that time— where he had to accept the fact that his parents had been gone for a long timethe length of his life without him being able to see the bodies of his parents.
It was said that nobody by everyone without him could see the bodies of his parents. Isn't that so painful and so hard to accept? Yup, that's right.
And to accept the fact Alex also needs a time that can be said long enough when the search results of the plane that fell into the ocean came out.
How could he assume that his parents were gone without him seeing the bodies of his parents? The very thing cannot be, but the world forces him to accept it.
“Patience yes, I believe God gave you a test because you are strong and can go through this. W-forgive me for making you shed tears tonight.”
Mira wiped the tears that seemed to accumulate on both eyelids of her husband sincerely without any sense of force.
“Nothing is wrong, Mir. I was just sad when I remembered that incident. You know what it's like to lose someone whose body we don't even see but is declared dead?” alex asked me. “It feels completely destroyed, Mir. Completely destroyed once, Mir. From that moment on, I felt like my world was dead. No color, no laughter, no happiness. But it's all been gone since you came to my life.”
“You are the second life that comes to bring me back to life, which is why I want you forever for me and I will make you the only one, not one. You're my savior in the dark, you're explaining my way when I'm almost lost. Thank you for happily marrying this guy you don't know, Mira.”
“If I make a mistake that leaves you hurt, hurt, or even disappointed, please let me know and guide me so that I can be the man who deserves to be with you for the rest of your life, Mir. I really love you from the heart, not just physically.”
Mira was no longer able to debate her husband, she could only shut up and look at the man closely. Behind Alex who likes to joke, laugh, cheerful, it turns out he is a man who can very much hide his sadness in front of many people.
Can he please Alex?