
That morning, while sleeping. There was a sound of someone knocking on the door a few times. Atina, who was still asleep, opened her eyes. He rubbed his eyes a few times. In her view the clock was stuck to the wall. It's still half five in the morning. Who's knocking on the door this early. That was how Atina thought.the knock on the door still continued to sound. With some hesitation, Atina walked towards the door.
"Who is outside!!" yell Atina. He did not dare to open the door if he did not know for sure who was coming.
"It's me, Tin. Son!!" yelled at someone from outside.
What does the Son want in the morning blind has come. Was there anything important until this early morning the man was at the door.
Not waiting for long, Atina opened the door slowly. He saw the little smiling Son as soon as he saw himself emerging from behind the door.
"Kok kok early in the morning already here. What was? does Sandra know that you left the house this morning?" Atina immediately asked as she and the Son had just sat down.
"I'm sorry, Tin. I bother you early in the morning. I'm just worried about you. Oh yeah, here I have an old phone that's been unused. You can use this phone to contact anyone you want to contact. I've filled in a new number as well as quota and regular pulses so you just use it." The son hands an android phone to Atina.
"But Mas. I don't need a lot of hp yet, Mom. So it's best not to. I don't want to bother you anymore either. After my body condition is somewhat better. I'm going to get out of here and plan to get out of town to get back to living my ruined life. So take back this phone, Mas," Atina ordered. He refused the cell phone that the Son gave him.
"What the hell are you talking about, Tin. I won't let you leave here. I want you to stay here whenever you want. I don't mind at all. So you never have any thoughts of getting out of here. I don't want you to be far from my life, Tin," said the Son, who immediately astonished Atina.
"What do you mean, don't you want to get away from me, Mas??" tanya Atina instantly made Putra choke on her own saliva. He coughed several times, causing Atina to reflexively get up from her seat and run to the back to grab a drink.
After a glass of water was in hand, Atina rushed over to the Son.
"It's Mas! drink it up." Atina immediately offered a glass of water to the Son. The Son immediately drank the water until there was no left.
"Please, Tin," said the Son. He suddenly got a nervous look full of questions from Atina. "Yes already. I'll go home first, Tin. Here's the phone you'll wear. If you need anything, you can just call me. My number is already stored on that phone. I'm saying goodbye," without waiting for Atina's answer. The son got up and went out. Atina could only gawk at the son's uncanny attitude this time. What's wrong with that man, why suddenly acting this strange. Not wanting to be too dizzying about it, he also chose to go to the bathroom to take a wudlu to perform dawn prayers.
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"Boy!! where are you at this hour?!" sandra asked when she accidentally saw her husband enter the house. He just happened to go to the kitchen to get a drink. When she passed the front door, she saw her husband enter the house.
"Not from anywhere. Just in front," replied the Son lying. He tried to be ordinary so that Sandra did not ask him questions.
"Yes. I can't believe it's a problem either." After saying that, the Son immediately passed by. Seeing that, Sandra could only let out a long sigh. It's always like that. The husband from the beginning of marriage has never been warm to him. I don't know until when her husband can actually accept her as a real wife. Loving yourself is not easy. We must have patient stock as high as a mountain, as wide as an ocean. Must receive cold treatment of the couple. And always feel alone even though there is a partner beside us.
"Sandra Ma. How do you daydream here?" reprimand Santi bu when he saw the master standing in front of him.
"ah, that's ... No ko Bu. I'm going to the kitchen again to get a drink. Yeah, I went to the kitchen first, Mom," said Sandra. He tried to hide his sadness in front of Santi's mother.
"Mbak Sandra why? His face looked so glum. Is he having a problem with Putra?" muttered, Santi continued to look at Sandra who was getting away from her presence.
Meanwhile in the room....
"Ouch! So why did I also keceplosan talking like that Atina. Why when I was in front of him, I couldn't help feeling this. The love in my heart grew stronger and it made me unable to hold back. Ah, nevermind. I'd better take a shower anyway I haven't prayed at dawn yet" muttered Putra. He immediately rushed to the bathroom in his room.
"Mr. Ma'am Alana there's another problem, right?" ms. Santi ventured to ask when she saw Sandra taking a drink.
"Ah, not Mom. How do you ask that?" Sandra asked back.
"Mom saw from earlier Maak Sandra's face looks moody. I think Sandra's got another problem. Sorry, ma'am, not presumptuous. I just want to say, if Sandra's mom has a problem, Sandra's mom can tell me the same. Who knows if you can help. Instead of being in the dam itself will even be a disease. Sandra is pregnant again. It is not good for Pregnant women to have a lot of thoughts. Later the impact is not good also for children who are in the womb of Sandra's mother," explained Santi. For a moment Sandra was silent. It's true what Santi said. It is not good to keep problems in your heart. Maybe by venting can make the heart more delicious and certainly the burden in him will be slightly reduced after he shares his problems with others.
"Actually I think a lot, ma'am. And that honestly makes me uncomfortable and unhappy. But I'm also confused about how to deal with all this. All the effort I've done, but still it's fruitless. And it's getting me depressed. Not expecting my life choice would make me suffer like this" Sandra said with teary eyes.
"Does this have anything to do with Putra's mother, Sandra's husband?" Getting that question made Sandra could only nod her head. " If you don't mind, tell me all the same Mother. What did the Putra mas make Mbak Sandra so sad like this so that Mother can give the right solution to the problem that Sandra is experiencing" said Santi. He seemed concerned about his employer.
By breathing out slowly. Finally Sandra decided to tell everything to Santi. How Sandra got pregnant and how she got married to Putra. All Sandra told me. Nothing he covered in one bit. It looks like Santi's mom is listening carefully to what Sandra is saying. Sometimes his earthy face shook slowly as if he could not believe that what Sandra was going through would be that complicated. How to get married without love. Marriage is like a creature without life. Empty without filling.
"Mommy did not expect. Sandra's life story will be this complicated. I know what Sandra feels. But if I may say. What Sandra's mother feels is certainly also felt by Mas Putra," said Santi Lirih.
"I mean Mom?" ask Sandra who does not understand the meaning of her art speech.
"Yes that. As Sandra said. Mas Putra married Ms. Sandra because of a compulsion. Which his heart, of course, refuses. Doesn't living life with someone because of a compulsion is very uncomfortable. And it's very difficult to live. But inevitably, Mas Putra also has to face this as a form of responsibility for what he did with Ms. Sandra first until Ms. Sandra had to conceive a child outside the bond of marriage. So I mean, Mas Putra and Ma'am Sandra are the same. Both feel the discomfort of living this married life. But it's too early to give up. Your marriage is still in a matter of months. There is still plenty of time to fix everything. Who knows also when the child of Sandra's mother was born, the attitude of Mas Putra will gradually turn into what Mbak Sandra wants. More attentive, warmer and no less can start learning to love Sandra. I'm sure, Mas putra will also change his mind when he has had children later. Judging from his attitude, Mas Putra was actually the type of loving man and did not have the heart of his people. So, maybe forever he will do something that will hurt Ms. Sandra. Especially when there is the presence of a child among you. What Sandra needs to do now is pray to God a lot. Ask for forgiveness. Changed for the better and also always pray to him that the Putra in his heart melt to be able to love Ma'am Sandra and treat Mbak Sandra with affection. Sandra must add patient stock so that what Mbak Sandra hopes can be realized soon," explained Santi at length. Sandra looked like she was contemplating what Santi just said to her.