
...***me crying for a long time.....
...cause you can't know my heart......
...when I stand here.right in front of you......
...but why can't you see me*???...
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Finally, Jung felt how desperate Andrea had been to pursue her love. Not a month ago Andrea stayed away from him but the pain was very pronounced in the recesses of the heart. The feeling was so stifling to the chest, it even hit his entire body.
"Is this what it's like to keep your own feelings in your heart? and all these years Andrea survived like this" the man said.
Repeatedly the image of her ignoring Andrea, when she called out to her, when she asked for her attention, even when the girl just smiled at her. Given that, it really makes the regret even more stifling.
Today Jung is back in the lecture hours and he knows very well that Andrea will be in the room. And sure enough, the girl who was ravaging her day was present there, following her lesson. Although the day was so turbulent, Jung still tried to be calm, until the teaching hours were finished.
When the students rushed out of the room, she immediately held Andrea back and asked her to speak.
"I haven't had breakfast, and I'm so hungry" Andrea tried to escape.
Without further ado, Jung immediately said to the point"You ignored me Andrea, and this is very painful for me," with my dear gaze Jung kept Andrea to stay with him. A sudden longing peaked in the recesses of the heart, wanting to embrace the body of the girl who was throwing her face away from it.
"Oh Jung, I'm just trying to know myself. You always feel threatened when you're with me, which I do just for your safety's sake," ketus girl still reluctant to see Jung.
"Andrea.., forgive me."
"Stop Jung, I've forgiven you for a long time."
"But you keep your distance from me," Jung jolted, making Andrea look at him hesitantly.
"At least, don't always avoid me, Andrea," said the man staring deeply at the beautiful bead, the girl he had unwittingly missed.
"Your attitude makes my chest tight, it feels hard to breathe. Really, I feel like I'm on the verge of Andrea's downfall."
A cynical smile was engraved on Andrea's pretty face"Don't go overboard, this is just an ordinary story, not a tearful romance story," her feet stepped back from before Jung, looking back at her, and rushed out of the room.
"Andrea," said Jung expectantly"Do I have to kneel down, so you don't stay away from me anymore?."
Andrea stopped her steps, turning to face the man who still controlled her heart. In his view the man who still wanted to be in his possession, but whatever the power, maybe the love was not there for him, for him Jung's attitude was only because of a regret.
"I've been trying to reach you Jung, but you've always stayed away from me like the wind. That feeling of love is all I have, I miss it in my chest, only I am tormented by it. I only realized how stupid I was, caught up in this one-sided love. All these years I've been waiting for you to look at me with love." Andrea took a breath, as if before returning to all the tightness in the chest"Jung, just once, Jung, not even once have you ever looked at me with love" the girl's voice trembled, her eyes glazed over. But Andrea was determined not to cry in front of Jung again.
"I beg you not to stretch out a rope to me that has stepped back, that rope can choke my neck Jung. I can die and I don't want to die in loneliness. Because I knew, even if I died you would never look at me!," after saying, Andrea turned around and left Jung. Her tears flowed in silence. His heart was torn and said all those bitter words to the man he loved dearly.
"Must be strong! you have to be strong to be strong," a heart-wrenching whisper walked away from Jung
And that guy, stunned for quite a while. Jung was silent. His mouth could not say a word even though his heart screamed calling out to Andrea.
Suddenly his body fell to the earth. What is this feeling, why is it so painful!!
Instantly his chest became increasingly tight. Herself until crouching hold tightness in that chest. And unexpectedly, the tall sturdy body was unsteady, until it finally collapsed to the earth.
Instantly the students came to him, and shouted provoking his consciousness.
"Sir Jung!! why you sir?? mr Jung!!."
"Call 119!! hurry!!!," exclaimed one of them who continued fishing their lecturer's vehicle.
Andrea had just enjoyed her lunch in the cafeteria, just one treat away. The meal was then stopped when he found many of his friends running. .
"Hey!! where are you going? why run around?," stopping someone who panicked about to catch up with another student.
"Sir Jung, he was rushed to the hospital.Something suddenly fainted on his podium."
Oh God!! didn't they just meet?? andrea's hustle ran, and hit anyone in front of her. As fast as he could, he caught up with Jung, but unfortunately he only saw Jung being dropped into an ambulance from a distance.
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"The ring !!...Cring !!!."
The waiter-to-snake receives a call. After hearing the news of the emergency he immediately approached Madam Sook.
"Mrs!! Mr. Jung was rushed to the hospital."
"PRANG!!."
The flower vase in Madam Sook's hand slammed onto the floor. That day he was taking care of his favorite flower in the garden.
The woman's body was limp, helpless
"Mistress!!," cried Aunt An directly to meet the body of the master on the floor. Along with the other servants he brought the body of the master to his room.
"Quick call Mr. Charlotte!," An's aunt told her partner.
It didn't take long, Mr. Charllote was already in the hospital. Andrea arrives first and then followed by Joen. The girl seemed to be hit once, tears kept pouring down her cheeks.
"Come on, Joen heard from friends, he passed out after filling the course."
Hearing Joen's words, Andrea realizes that Jung fainted after talking to her. The feeling of guilt increasingly runs through the heart, provoking a sense of regret for having ignored it.
"Andrea, do you know why Jung is like this?" this time Mr. Charlotte asked him. But Andrea was powerless to speak, she was only able to shake her head, drooping languidly.
Long enough the doctor treated Jung in the ICU room, making the hearts of those waiting for him even more anxious and agitated.
The residence of Charllote .
Aunt An anxiously awaits news from her employer. He gets the task of accompanying Madame Sook and taking care of all her needs. Fortunately, Mrs Sook was not rushed to the hospital as well, just handled by a family doctor who was always on standby.
After a long wait, the doctor finally came out. He immediately explained Jung's situation to Mr. Charllote"His blood pressure was very low. Apparently, Mr. Jung has been tired lately" said the doctor, who knows Charllote's family well.
"What makes him tired? I think he's just been playing around lately" he muttered.
"It seems like my brother is sleep deprived. Joen noticed that her eating was also reduced, as if she was thinking of something heavy," Joen recalled Jung's back behavior, which often seemed to daydream when alone.
"The symptoms recur, causing the stomach to burn" the doctor said again.
"But he will soon improve sir, we will do our best for him."
Mr. Charllote is relieved, at least it's not a dangerous disease.
Jung was immediately transferred to the hospital room
His face looks very pale. Andrea immediately accompanies Jung, clinging back to Jung without caring if anyone else is with them.
"There's no need to worry, she'll be fine" said Joen, who was behind Andrea, while the girl didn't build a distance between herself and Jung.
Andrea did not budge, just silently looking at the pale face in front of her.
"Andrea, Jung will be fine" this time, Mr. Charlotte said.
"Yes, Andrea heard all the doctors' explanations."
"Om, can Andrea take care of him?" he said again.
"Don't Ndre! I'm the one who's looking after him" Joen said. How could she let Andrea take care of Jung, while they all knew how much Jung had always been unkind to her.
The girl shook her head in response to Joen's words.
"Om gonna have the waiters look after her tonight...."
"I beg you," said Andrea, the girl's eyes glazed over. Really, his attitude made Joen and Mr. Charlotte upset with Jung, having neglected and wasted the affection of girls as good as Andrea.
"Om, Andrea please," Andrea again pleaded while clasping her hands to Joen and Mr. Charllote.
"Jung fainted after speaking to me, Joen," was seen with a look of sadness. Also the two teary eyes had turned red, almost spilling a small river on both cheeks.
Given Jung's situation is not so bad, finally Mr. Charllote let Andrea accompany him.
"Tonight, yes, om uncomfortable if you continue to trouble you."
"Yes, thank you for letting me take care of her" Andrea nodded in relief.
After confirming Jung's condition, Mr. Charllote and Joen say goodbye to Jung. Mr. Charlote also assigned Mr. To accompany them that night.
Jung was self-conscious yet he was still weak to speak much. The tip of his eye can only follow the movements of Mr. Charllote and Joen who slowly left him with Andrea.
The girl was still sitting next to him, but not a word came out of her mouth.
Long enough they were silent, until as many words were spoken also from Jung's mouth.
"Sorry!" jung's voice broke the silence.
"Shut up!!," said Andrea, from then on she endured the grief. If she keeps talking her tears will spill and it's so unwanted, let alone crying in front of Jung.
"You better sleep!!," his voice trembled and his hand held onto Jung's body trying to get up from the bed.
Jung laughed, the atmosphere felt very different.usually he would immediately get an attack from Andrea.
"At least he still wants to talk to me" whispered Jung's heart at the time.
Slowly the two men's eyes closed, washed away in his sleep. His body is really tired. Later, he went through very difficult days because of love, also the burden of the mind because of love.
For a while, after making sure the man was really fast asleep, I hated myself, at a time like this I immediately ran to you Jung. Maybe if you were hugging me then, maybe if you were hugging my shoulder warmly, I wouldn't try to leave you. And I won't make you sick like this" Andrea whispered before Jung.
Slowly she clasped Jung's fingers, and placed her arms beside Jung's sickle bed. She supported her head with that arm and was also swept away in her sleep.
After some time, Jung opened his eyes and looked at Andrea"I just realized the emptiness of my heart, when you left, Andrea."
Jung's whispers accompanied the lonely night they went through horse riding .
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